#4 gallons

[BLACK PEPPER, GARLIC POWDER, A LITTLE SALT. WHAT WAS THAT--2 CUPS, 3 CUPS OF GARLIC POWDER? THOUGH MUNDUM TUNC APRETIABAR. HOW MUCH GRAVY IS THIS GONNA MAKE? 4 GALLONS OF GRAVY. WOW. A LITTLE KITCHEN BOUQUET FOR COLOR.]

Drink water. That's a whole shower bucket of water to consume in one day. I have not logged into my Tumblr account through my laptop as of yet but got the sudden urge to write on here, immediately. Not even on docs or in my notepad. I used to be a little emotive and expressive on Facebook as a teenager but my cousin made me super paranoid about making myself cringe in the future. It's amazing that after so much restriction and advice from my parents when it comes to social media, the thought that has stuck with me is becoming my biggest hater and regretting in the future, how I got there. The best version of me is vigilant and cautious about intake and consumption. So much so that now we understand the grasp and the choke hold of a doom scroll this internet can take us down, we value output and creativity more. Yes, think about it but not too much, flawed is good but the mantra of what flows within you and what you want radiated on the outside is aligned. If I am training for the 75 hard challenge so that I execute it to perfection, then water can be my only source of energy. Not coffee or tea even. Some days will just be water days. It’s 2:47am on a Sunday morning, not so wild Saturday night. I’m letting everyone down. My nails are too long to type comfortably on this laptop. I have massaged my feet and given them proper care and attention for the first time in a long long time. That is pretty ungrateful for a woman who claims that she closes deals in heels. I should remain responsible for each of my days, each one of my hours and how it is spent passing by, each one of my muscle groups and how my body needs to release other pressure points. If I want to make this intentional, I should be proud of my bulking year. I thoroughly enjoyed it and know that I have the capacity and the discipline to follow a healthy, muscle defining way. That is the kind of journey that defines me, excites me. Do you think if this is published often under my own name, that it will put me in any risk or danger? Can I hide through the bliss of ignorance if there is ever a scandal through my journey of education. Don’t feel shame or guilt of how you got there, push harder and complete it so that you can push harder in a new realm. I am a giant, there are so many parts of me to maintain each day. I can start my clearing and flushing and giving more oxygen to all the pipes of the organs. Is someone ever going to comment and mansplain formula one to me? How am I going to spend the next 12 days? That's a 12% increase in the level up game. There is a risk of bullying in this next new field you will go into. Don’t look lost, be strong in how you’re moving forward. There’s nothing hotter than watching your thighs collide with a hard body while you see your body is hard itself and there is a mountain, a prism of pleasure and beauty. Drink water.

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