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Leyendo el final de lo último que escribí... me doy cuenta que ES MUY DIFÍCIL cerrar heridas y decir cosas que me van a sacar adelante no es tan fácil de entender o aceptar.

Que tengo que cerrar esa puerta? LO SÉ. Que tengo que salir adelante? LO SÉ. Que soy una mujer fuerte y hermosa, buena etc etc? LO SÉ. Me lo recuerdan mis amigas una vez más cuando me encuentro llorando por el mismo tema. Realmente estoy cansada... Pero no encuentro solución o salida alguna.. cuando parece que todo está tranquilo.. pum explota otra bomba. El pasa por mi casa con su novia en su nueva moto casi siempre, evito estar afuera por esa razón... pero el otro día literalmente no estaba con animos de verlos. No. no estaba con ganas de ponerme triste.

SI TRISTE porque una vez más vuelvo a la realidad de que todo esto es una Real mierda, No puedo perdonarme... NO PUEDO PERDONARME por haberme dejado usar por mucho tiempo o por haber amado más ese hombre que a mi misma. Lo veo con ella y entiendo que fue muy fácil para el siempre, siempre fue todo una mentira. Si no quería hacerme daño porque seguía buscándome? El nunca va dimensionar el daño que me causó y los traumas que me deja. Para el fue fácil seguir como si nada pasara.. nueva moto nueva chica, Nueva vida?

Mientras yo sigo estancada en el mismo lugar, maldiciendo el día que lo conocí y arrepintiéndome de todo. No puedo perdonarme o perdonarlo.. capaz porque de su parte nunca hubo un perdón sincero. No se que hacer para salir de esto. ya pasaron dos malditos años, cuanto tiempo más va pasar mientras sigo rota? CUANTO?

Lo puse en la cima.. en lo alto y una vez que estuvo ahí no le importo soltarme. Es muy injusto... Yo no merecía este desprecio.. yo amé con cuerpo y Alma. y el se burló de eso.

esto es un infierno sin fin, Necesito que se me borre la memoria necesito que esto pare.

Hey lovely followers! New drabble for you all, This one will be a 3 part drabble. Which was requested by an anon  some time ago.  Hope you all enjoy :) Warnings - Kidnapping And as always feedback is welcome :)

You wake with a gasp, Your eyes flying open, it takes a few moments for you to gather your bearings & for your eyes to adjust to the darkness in your room. You can hear angry, hushed voices from out side your door.

You throw your covers off and as your feet touch the cold ground your door swings open & your Father walks in, Anger plastered across his face. You open your mouth to ask what he wanted.

His pointed look and quick shake of his head stops you. “They’re coming” he mouths. You can practically feel the colour leave your face and your heart beat faster. 

The “They” Your Father is referring to are the Vampires. It had been a long time since they had come into your small Town.

Your parents had decided it would be best for You & Your younger brother to live away from the City and its corruption.  Your Father never trusted the Priests or the Church.

So you lived out here, miles and miles away from the City. Your Father wasn't the only one who felt this way. The ground starts to shake, you're breathing increases and panic starts to rise in your chest. Before you can even blink the roof collapses in above you, Vampires flood your room. Your Father screams at you to run. 

You jump up from your bed and make a run for the bedroom door and into the kitchen where your Mother was protecting your brother. 

“Y/N! take your brother and get to the bunker” Your Mother yells. You grab your brothers hand and run into your parents room.

You slam the door behind you and push the bolt lock into place like thats gonna keep outa vampire, While your brother slide the bed out of the way and opens the hatch, “Quickly, get in!” you yell.

Just as your brother had gotten in the door bursts open and Vampires flood the room. You look at your brother then back to the vampires. You give him a sad smile and slam the hatch closed.

One of them charges are you, before you can register what has happen your on the ground. You swing your legs and kick at it, landing a solid kick to its side, which doesn't seem to effect it at all, instead it just snarls at you.

It comes to stand over you, its eyeless face so close to yours.

You close your eyes waiting for the inevitable. But nothing happens, the room has also gone really silent. You open yours eyes to see the Vampires backing away from you and a man walk into the room.

He approaches you, stopping at your head, before bending down so he is face to face with you. You gasp as your eyes meet his, You recognise the eerie blueish white, he's a familiar. he smiles and you briefly before saying “oh yes, master will be pleased with you” the last this you see are his awful black teeth before your world goes dark. 

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