I know that this is early for the poll but I don't think it's gonna get beat out lol (if it does I'll just write another :P) I hope ya'll like it!!!
Bucky wasnât making sense.
Steve had seen him sick beforeâwinter colds that left him grumpy, the occasional fever that made him shivery and quietâbut this was different.
Bucky was burning up, his body like a furnace under the blankets, and Steve had never felt so helpless. No amount of cold compresses or whispered reassurances seemed to ease the fever raging through him. Every few minutes, a new wave of chills would wrack his body, but Steve could feel the heat radiating off him like a fire that wouldnât go out.
And worst of all, Bucky was delirious.
âStevie,â Bucky mumbled, voice hoarse and distant. His half-lidded eyes flitted around the dim room as if he couldnât see him. âWhereâd ya go?â
Steveâs chest squeezed painfully. He squeezed Buckyâs hand in both of his, rubbing slow, steady circles over the back of it. âIâm right here, Buck. Not goinâ anywhere.â
But Buckyâs brows furrowed. His glassy, unfocused eyes searched the room, not seeing Steve in front of him. âNah, Iââ His voice cracked, rough and strained. âYouâyou left. Couldnât find you.â
Steveâs heart ached. âNo, Bucky, Iâm here,â he murmured, pressing a cool cloth to his burning forehead. âYouâre home. Youâre safe.â
Bucky let out a soft, disbelieving laugh, but it was weak, barely more than a breath. âYou never write, pal.â
He swallowed thickly, his mind flashing backâtrenches, dirt, war-torn letters that sometimes never reached their destination.
Bucky wasnât here. Not really. The fever had dragged him somewhere else, somewhere Steve couldnât follow.
Steve reached for him, cupping his flushed face, thumb stroking the damp skin of his cheek. âBuck, listen to me. Iâm not gone. Youâre not gone. Youâre home, with me.â
But Bucky barely reacted. His eyes were fluttering closed, sweat dampening his hairline. Then, suddenlyâ
ââS cold, Stevie,â Bucky shivered violently, curling in on himself.
Steveâs throat tightened. He knew it was the fever talking, but hearing Bucky, his Bucky, so small, so helpless, made something in him break.
âI know, sweetheart.â Steve worked quickly, tucking the blankets more securely around him, running the cool cloth down his overheated skin. âI got you, alright? Iâm here.â
Bucky sighed softly, his breath shallow, his whole body trembling despite the heat pouring off him. He shifted weakly, like he was trying to move.
âGotta go,â he mumbled suddenly, voice thick and distant.
Steve frowned. âGo where, Buck?â
Buckyâs breath hitched, restless and struggling against the blankets. His brows knit together like he was trying to work something out in his fevered mind. âGottaâgotta get to you,â he slurred. âTheyâthey said youââ
Steve pressed a firm hand to his chest before he could sit up. âBucky, stop.â His voice was steady, but there was an unmistakable waver to it. âYouâre sick, doll. You need to stay put.â
But Bucky shook his head weakly, breath coming faster, more labored. âCanâtââ He was panting now, fingers weakly grasping at Steveâs sleeve, as if he was afraid heâd slip away if he let go.
Steve caught his hand, lacing their fingers together. âBucky,â he said, softer this time, trying to pull him back to the present. âYouâre safe. I promise.â
Buckyâs lips parted like he wanted to argue, but exhaustion was winning.
âStay with me?â he finally murmured.
Steveâs throat tightened. He pressed a lingering kiss to Buckyâs knuckles, voice barely above a whisper. âAlways.â
Bucky sighed, the tension finally leaving his body as his eyes slipped shut.
Steve didnât move for a long time, just listening to the shallow rise and fall of Buckyâs breathing. He kept his hand pressed firmly to Buckyâs chest, feeling the unsteady rhythm of his heartbeat, the heat still radiating off him in waves.
He wasnât out of the woods yet.
But Steve would be damned if he let go now.