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Even more aware

Your energy it flows through me

Threading in and out

Silk and supple

I can feel the dark parts within you

Guarded and oh so fragile

Your anger, no longer looks like hate

But pain

Wounds that need love

And a lot of patience

I feel you

Perhaps we are both a bit softer

This time

Delicate hearts in need of acceptance

A dance between loyalty and freedom

“Can we really screw it up any worse?” he asks me

I’m sure we can

But I’m going to try again anyway

I feel you

This time

Here with me

So I’ll let go just slightly

Release into the depths

A little bit deeper

Deeper

There’s so much at risk

But so much more to gain

I root into the discomfort

Insecurities crawling up from their void

I greet them now

With questions

They cannot answer

I root into the softness

Offering love in full expression

There is no value in holding back

It feels real to be vulnerable

To be honest

I feel myself

I am here to be love

I am here to love

I am here

I am

前回見学に行った時に「今度来るときに看護師免許証持ってきてくれる？」と言われたので安易にはーいと返事したけど、今朝（もしや私採用決まってるのでは…？）と思ったらビンゴ！到着した瞬間「9月から入社のうみさんでーす！」と紹介預かった。まだ履歴書渡してないけどいいの？！となった。まあでもこれで就職♡一安心♡♡♡

今は入社に伴う書類に四苦八苦している。なんだかんだ毎日バタバタしている。