Halās deactivation is hard hitting across both the movie and the book. Itās been dissected a million times and likely more in the future. Most recently in the way of Hal having little agencyā¦he has no arms to ward off his attacker or means of defense (but Iād argue killing Frank and the others was his defense, especially in the movie when his reasoning is more ambiguous). I do love the idea this is following and hope to see more of it in the future, however the way Iām approaching it is with a more romantic lense.
The entire lobotomy sequence is heart wrenching and almost worse in the novel purely because we get to see Daveās thoughts on it. Not only do we hear Halās frightened pleas for his life but we get the āattackerā perspective and itās⦠an act of mercy.
While there is the themes of survival and violence this is approached with a softer touch. Itās much more that he is putting Hal out of his misery. Ending his suffering. Not putting him down like an animal but rather the harsh decision faced when one has an ill/dying lover.
āThe only answer was to cut out the higher centers of this sick but brilliant brain, and to leave the purely automatic regulating systems in operationā 155
After the job is done Dave forgives Hal incredibly quickly once all of the facts are in. He can quickly pull together the mental break that mustāve happened and recognizes that Hal had the very human āfight or flightā response to what he had been through. He had always been treated like a sixth crew member, respected and talked to like anyone else but it is only āpost Mortemā that Dave recognizes how human Hal was and that true emotion might be more than theorizing.
āAnd yet, in one very real sense, he was not alone. Before he could be safe, be must be lonelier still.ā 153
The fact that Dave genuinely sees Hal as his last true connection. Even after the murders. How he fights and forgives and comes up with excuses to not have to go through with the enviable because then will he be truly alone⦠but he also knows logically- Hal isnāt right and canāt be left active. Despite his feelings safety and protocol come first.
Hal is human in Daveās eyes and it makes things all the more tragic, itās what turns shutting off functions into lobotomy, into murder. He thinks he wonāt feel pain, not because heās machine but because thereās no sense in the human cortex. So human that his ātrueā voice is unrecognizable and horrifying.
āBowman could bare no more. He jerked out the last unit, and Hal was silent forever.ā 157
Itās not rage which he makes the final blow, itās sorrow. Itās pulling the plug.
Some of Halās lines in the book particularly, as we get more insight into him as well and some of his pleading. His honest to god confusion and panic because heās so young and has no idea of sleep and ā¦
āI donāt understand why youāre doing this to me. . . You are destroying my mind. . . Donāt you understand? I will become childish. . . I will be nothing. . .ā 156
I donāt know, Iām becoming borderline incoherent but thereās something here thatās so tender and sorrowful that I have to address it. Iām a sucker for the violence = intimacy metaphor just as anyone but the unwitting murderer is also an angle I have to adore.
Maybe in another life Hal got to be a little gay Victorian with someone to hold his hand on his sick bed rather than be murdered. I just think he deserves better; they both do.
Computer death sad -> he should be fed soup
This is when you know you should go to bed.











