Yaşanmış olan hər nə isə, yalnız yaşana biləcək olandır. Heç bir şey, həm də heç bir şey yaşadığımız şeyi dəyişdirə bilməzdi. Yaşadığımızın içindəki ən əhəmiyyətsiz saydığımız detalı belə dəyişdirə bilmərik. ‘Belə etsəydim, belə olacaqdı' kimi bir cümlə yoxdur. Xeyr, nə yaşandısa, yaşanması lazım olan, yaşana biləcək olandır, dərsimizi alaq və irəliləyək deyə. Hər nə qədər zehinimiz və eqomuz bunu qəbul etmək istəməsə də, həyatımızda qarşılaşdığımız hər hadisə, mükəmməldir.

Day 5 post op. Wore underwear and trousers today for the first time in 4 days, longest record yet. I left the house and did 3x 30-45 min drives plus seeing people, eating breakfast out, and attending dog training classes (watching only of course from seated position). I felt pretty tired from it all but no major issues, I just took a stronger Ibuprofen dose post dinner to help with additional back and chest pain from non abdominal straining... trying to move a certain way so I don't engage core muscles where I'm healing takes a lot of energy and focus as it isn't natural or intuitive. At least my arms are getting a good workout when I try to get up from bed or a seated position. The bedroom looks more normal now C is back sleeping in his spot. Still over filled with stuffies and pillows though. Internally I still get that intense stitch like feeling on the right quadrant sometimes but re positioning and breathing helps. It seems to happen randomly when I'm resting and not connected to movement. My hunger levels continued to be though the roof today, I did what I could. I'm so paranoid about calories now I can't exercise properly but trying to let that go for at least a week and remind myself if there's backslide with my progress I can make it up when I'm healed and back to 100%. Apparently calorie need is intense when healing though, which is interesting. No horrible bloating sensationntoday either which is a plus! Less gassy. I'm still doing 1 evening fibre drink so I don't accidentally get constipated.