#2.27.22

krupa_music: Just Hold On.

@louist91 on US leg of world tour.

22722 is a palindrome

Also:

whew, i need to stop testing the universe cause it delivers.

so thursday i texted her and said - i haven’t seen or sat on your face as much as i’d like to lately.

she said yes ma’am. that’s the answer i like lol.

then, that night she wanted to come over. i couldn’t cause my period so i made an excuse. this is thursday.

she still tried again later. honestly, i love that energy.

then friday, she followed up and told me she’d be trying to see me later that night and i said come through.

she did. it was amazing. seeing her is always a great time. too good honestly lol.

anyway. she texted me the next day, saturday, as is perfect. and everything was good.

and saturday night she texted me again to come through but i was asleep so i missed it. honestly. i’m flattered as fuck. kinda upset i missed it but it’s okay. i don’t want to be too available for her.

and then sunday i see her on taisias story again and honestly it makes me want to vomit. just purely vomit lol. she’s literally wearing the same shirt i just fucked her in and my brain goes in like 8297337289 directions. it’s gross.

it is low key upsetting, but i don’t have a right to be upset? lol. i have a main girl too and it’s not her either.

speaking of main girls, B took me shopping today for no reason at all 🥺 that’s main girl energy

i literally love her. she gets me so well.

i need to be more satisfied with what i have and not feel the need to possess others. it’s not necessary. it’s okay to share. it’s okay for others to love what i love.

everything is love. even my jealousy is love. my jealousy loves love and doesn’t want it to go away. my anger loves me and wants me to have all the best love.

i need to breathe from a place of love. love myself. forgive myself. love the parts of myself that i feel i can’t forgive. i’m a lover. it’s all i’ve ever known. i give love purely because i believe that life needs more love. the world needs love. love is everything.

may i approach this week with more love. more sensitivity. more sweetness and kindness and softness. may that lead me to success and to more love. may i be blessed abundantly and appreciate the abundance of blessings i’ve already received.

Our first place together 🥺. I’m still so shocked that we stayed there together. I loved it there. Our own little corner of the world. Thank you for sharing it with me.

Lost another pound!! ^^