#2.15.16

gross ? idk kinda judgy I guess I'm butthurt or whatever lmaooo it's about nts is it bad that it really REALLY bothers me when kids @ my school (who are nts) sing control by Halsey and mad hatter by Melanie Martinez ?? like these people don't have what these songs are written about ?? like there's a girl in my class who was basically screaming Halsey's control (which Halsey wrote about her bipolar disorder) and like she was singing the whole "and the kids cried out, 'please stop, your scaring me' I can't help this awful energy- goddamned right you should be scared of me" like ??? I guess I'm just butthurt about it because I feel like it's just not their place to sing it ? bc they don't have it and they are acting like it's so edgy and not singing it for its actual meaning ?? and this other girl was singing "tell the psychiatrist something is wrong" even though she doesn't have schizophrenia or anything else that song could be about and I just :,,))))

You looked fucking stunning tonight. I was so anxious before I saw you, I swear I couldn’t sit still. And of course the ten seconds that I took to try and chill out you show up behind me. Looking absolutely fucking amazing. I could barely take my eyes off you all night, I was so happy to have you back in my arms. We got our few minutes alone in the car and I was just happy to hold you again. I love you

I’m seeing you today I am so excited

its never been me, stop pretending.