I'm used to the regular text format, so here goes...today I am still praying for the losses we've never deserved and the lost that don't understand to get to know someone you'd need to speak.
Sometimes, just taking time to understand who you are is a blessing. This life we love is short, and if you haven't noticed it is nothing like we've ever lived before. If you're in love, cherish it.
I've always been someone that I can admire and I'm not saying that to brag or flatter myself. It's not many "comeups" where I'm from and most of the time it's time or opportunity wasted. I'm more responsible with my life than ever before because of my dad and grandad. I say that in order of succession because, I feel like they both chased something none of us have achieved, yet.
I'm not saying this because I'm down on myself or I feel great about the entire situation, I just wished they understood what I need in my life moreso than the direction I'm placed in. I am never the one to retreat or surrender although there is a huge difference than saying something and meaning everything you'd say.
We all like to stay on top of current events, but when do they actually stop? It's like we're all waiting on something that isn't supposed to happen, most of the times. And for me to believe that I'd continue reaching outside of my element to make myself anything that I'm not wouldn't be me. I'm authentic in every way, and when I have flaws or faults I don't assume the other person to be in the wrong nor do I remain in the wrong forever. Sometimes it helps to apologize, but the people I truly care about have taken kindness for weakness. I will stand strong and get past whatever obstacles there may be.
