Apr 18, 2022
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Joonas’ ig story 18.4.2022
this came to me in a dream. a strawberry milk tiefling
April 18, 2022 - Day 303
Book club night, poetry for National Poetry Month.
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Date: 18 April 2022
Duration: 78 minutes at 10:07 PM
Depth:
My attention, last night, did get a chance to reach a depth of mind that is deeper than any mind-place reached in the last 6 sessions. That is 6 straight days of a delay in my growth as a meditator. That’s a lost opportunity.
The opportunity to grow was lost due to my own doing. I have not rewired my responses to trauma. The wiring is still such that I fight in order to hold onto the little good that is left in me. I allow my strong survival qualities to protect nobler desires like immortality. It’s not going to work. I can either survive or immortalise. I can’t have both.
I can allow my peace to respond in every human interaction I find myself in or I can continue sitting on old psychological furniture while responding. I keep my peace vulnerable by not fortifying it. I mean to say that I don’t have a solid plan to follow up on at 8:46 AM, 19 April that will safeguard my peace for an entire day.
At the end of this day, I will be meditating, this much I am sure of. Do I have anything in place that will keep me growing spiritually through all the hours prior to a nightly meditation session? Unfortunately not. I don’t have a single exercise in mindfulness in place that will help begin the fading process of my survival instincts.
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بحب فشخ لما أنزل ستوري وبعدين أحط عليها أغنية والأغنية تليق بالضبططططط كأنها كانت شغالة وأنا بعمل الستوري رغم إنها مكانتش شغالة! كنت عارفة إني ساحرة!🧙🏻✨
Of course I woke up and felt sicky. Just a bad bad day. 🙁
Past 4 am now. *sigh*
Ok, ok, Imma be ok.
Where you been?