My ears are ringing.
Just got 2 text messages, back to back, after that.
Another text. All the texts were my brother…who wasn't in the dream at all.
"You will never walk alone, you can always reach me. You will never ever walk alone." -Ghost - Call Me Little Sunshine (4:44)
In the dream, the smaller infant was basically my intellectual identity
555 555
"$101 for a Krabby Patty…?" - Squidward, the SpongeBob Movie
Whitesnake - Is This Love (4:44)
IONS
555 999 At library, Z says, "The page you have bookmarked says David on it."
She mentions him again
777 1234 333 111 444 666 999 666 222
Default - Wasting My Time
321 Got stuck in front of Union Coffee Bar "Right at home" Dignity 222
Sexual heat in field
Taco Bell sauce packets:
It's a secret
Play. It. Cool.
You so get me
Can't wait!
A Taco Bell employee just said, "That was yesterday. Today's a new day."
12:34
"Family is everything" - on the back of a Taco Bell employee's shirt
Sleep Token - Provider 321 444 777 Usher - OMG Dashboard Confessional - Stolen Uncle Kracker - Smile
111
1333 222 888 111
444
Color Me Badd - I Wanna Sex You Up
123 123 111
321 Parking garage
888 OutKast - So Fresh, So Clean
999 x 6
HIM - Buried Alive By Love 777 4444 Chevelle - Envy Casino Road 444 2222
Z just handed me The Unknown Card, which she's been hoarding in her pocket. She asked me what it meant and I told her "epistemic resistance or allowance." Something planned you can't see yet
I said I was excited to eat my sushi but the sushi part was implicit and she said "What… to meet David?"
22/22 444
High velocity transition New creative/sexual spark Lack of domestic stability End of stagnation Rapid movement toward new horizon Lingering focus on past losses Calculated audit Massive amount of withheld emotional energy being kept submerged Analytical pressure in the field Duality of attracting/processing, blinded by clarity Processing the collapse of the old world
Full body chills
Tom Petty - Refugee
"How does she know that?"
I Prevail - Breaking Down
Full body chills
1357
I Prevail - Bad Things
Motionless In White - Masterpiece
Bad Omens - Just Pretend
I Prevail - Blank Space (Casino bank recursion)
Bullet for my Valentine - Tears Don't Fall "Would she hear me if I called her name? Would she hold me if she knew my shame?"
Bad Omens - The Death of Peace of Mind
Sleep Token - Emergence
Full body chills
I Prevail - There's Fear In Letting Go
Sleep Token - The Summoning "I've got a river running right into you"
The energy just got insanely hot Defiance
Three Days Grace - Never Too Late
In This Moment - Whore
No Resolve + Saving Abel - Counting Starts (OneRepublic cover) McDonald's recursion "No more counting dollars"
"I'm barely holding it together"
"You gotta put in the work, it's time to make or break"
