#12052019

Matteo: *laughs and imitates him* Stop it! *pulls him close and grins at him* Give me a kiss, you ass! *squabbles with him for a bit but finally gets his kiss* *loves it how easy and naturally they find to each other: his arm is wrapped around David and David is lying half on top of him* This is good… *smiles at his inquiry* This… everything… *looks at him* *remembers David’s insecurity when they were at the flatshare and his insecurity when they were in public and says softly* We can keep this between us, by the way... if you want... and not tell people, I mean...

David: *quickly finds a comfortable position in Matteo's arms and relaxes* *has to smile at Matteo’s words and hums in agreement* *also thinks everything is pretty good and perfect* *absentmindedly strokes over Matteo's naked breast with his hand, but then notices that Matteo looks at him and looks up with a smile* *hears his words and thinks for a moment about them* *finally shakes his head* We don't have to keep it secret because of me... unless it's all going too fast for you. *feels like Matteo gives him so much security that he finds the thought of giving up his closeness to Matteo in front of other people difficult*

Matteo: *immediately shakes his head* Naaaah *then think about it again and mulls over his words* *absentmindedly draws circles on David’s shoulders* I just meant... there's so much going on in your life right now... and anyway... well that would be kind of another outing and I... well... I just wanted to say it's okay if you don't want to make it super official yet or whatever... *slightly grimaces slightly because he doesn't know if he has articulated himself correctly* *knows what he wants and that’s to be with David and everything that goes with it* *but he also wants David to feel comfortable with it*

David: *smiles when Matteo says that it’s not going too fast for him* *gets goosebumps when Matteo starts drawing circles on his shoulders but concentrates on Matteo’s words* *thinks for a moment and finally says* But I want to! I mean to make it official… because this time it's on my own terms you know? And I think… if we do it together then everything else will also be easier… *briefly looks up to him and presses a quick kiss on his chest* *hesitates and says eventually* Besides, I'm also kind of proud to have such a cool boyfriend... that's something you want to show... *grins and blushes*

Matteo: *feels his heart flutter a little when David says that he wants to make it official* *somehow still can't quite believe the last 48 hours really happened* *beams when David kisses him and nods his head* *then blushes and gets a little embarrassed and laughs slightly* Yeah sure... *moves a little so he can kiss David* My boyfriend is much cooler

David: *looks at Matteo amused when he gets embarrassed* You don’t believe me!? *returns his kiss, then laughs and shakes his head at his words* No, mineI! *pinches Matteo a little bit in his side*