Carole & Tuesday’s back, and episode 15 was pretty fun. We meet a canonically uh, I suppose nonbinary character? They state they used to be a man, feel like they’re becoming a woman, then say they feel like both, and then say that the embryo doesn’t immediately have a sex so in that sense they’ve reverted to their primal state. Anyway they’re kinda neat but mostly just are nice to Carole and Tuesday and make them think about what it really means to sing for someone and then they die on screen so that happened I guess. Mixed between all of this is Tuesday’s mum’s political antics and I’m curious as to what impact that’s gonna end up having on the main plots of Carole, Tuesday and Angela because like, this show’s about music and politics isn’t exactly music.

I say "i hope youre doing okay" when i know youre not, but i tell you what i wish i could tell myself.

I have this weird fear about being single while getting older. I'm still pretty young, and I don't think I'm ready to get married or have kids yet, but I worry that if I wait too long my kids will never meet my remaining grandparents, or that they won't have long enough with my parents. And like, I don't want to rush into anything because of that. But I also always wonder if I'm being selfish by waiting so long.