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dad mention- verbal abuse- physical abuse- I'm not going to fucking pretend to be happy so you feel like you did a better job as a parent !!! I'm going to make it crystal fucking clear you jacked up your second chance and I don't fucking care if you try to hurt me trying to do it ;;;!!!!!!!!!!you've hit both of my sisters and I'm just about ready to be next so I can fucking whip your ass when you reach for me across the fucking dinner table and I'm ready to leave this fucking family because all you have done is made this situation worse don't you fucking DAR E tell me to pretend to be happy

dad mention- violence- verbal abuse- saying "turn that frown upside down" and "time to start smiling" in the MOST fucjing passive aggressive way possible isn't going to make me fucking be happy and I'm not going to fucking pretend to be happy just so you don't get mad !!!!!!!!! fuck you this isn't just teen angst piss off

suicide self ha rm I hate how my current state of health is bebcn treated like its insignificant. ??? like this will affectme for a long time and I'm damagin. g myself so much right now I don't give a shit how old I am I literally ne. eedhelp I'm vactively having thoughts of suicide and hurting myse fl