when i get sad i think back to your smile. i think back to what it’s like to lay in bed next to you and crane my neck upwards to have my lips closer to yours. i think about how my favorite feeling is when you’re pretending to be asleep and then roll over to ‘crush’ me and wrap me in the tightest hug. i love when we’re just kissing and somehow it just ends up with us, foreheads pressed together, smiling at each other’s faces. i can’t help how happy you make me feel. i love the feel of the skin on your back, your arms when you hold me, your face when you lean down to kiss me. there’s a million little snapshots i wish i could forever have tattoo’d on my skin so i could walk around show people the little seconds that my made my heart so happy i thought it would float away. you weren’t there in my darkness, you didn’t help make the clouds go away. but i had to go through that alone. i had to dig myself up so that when i got to you i could see how brightly the sun shines when you’re w me. you’re everything i’ve ever wanted and i’d be a fool to let you go.