#0727

Hello everyone! Today marks the 5th year this blog was started and, as always, I would like to thank the followers for making this blog what it is; from being with this blog from the very start, or if you followed some while ago, or even if you’re new. I honestly can’t believe it’s the fifth year but I’m glad to have gotten to this point.

Over the years this blog has had highs and lows, more often lows than highs. There were a few of occasions where I considered to stop and give up on this blog. It was causing a lot of problems and although I tried my best to stay neutral and detached, I couldn’t help but feel demoralized and deflated at some things I was posting as an intermediate. As the years passed the fandom became more and more disheartened and it was reflected in the confessions on this blog. During these times I felt I was simply making matters worse through this blog and came to resent myself for even starting it. I’m not sure why I continued doing so despite feeling terrible... but the reason I bring this up because on this fifth anniversary I am able to look back and reflect on all that has happened and what we have overcome and have hope for the future. 

Before becoming an admin I have always been a LOVE from the very start and whenever I think about this blog and its anniversary it’s unavoidable to think about NU’EST and their future too. In the past I tried my best to remain positive and hopeful regarding NU’EST, to somewhat counteract this blog but after a while I realized I was saying these things to convince myself more than anything else. The light that’s beginning to shine on NU’EST in the later part of this year has renewed the flickering hope I still had and I am able to say with conviction that NU’EST will receive the long overdue love and success in the near future. Seeing the change of events for NU’EST has made me feel so elated I can’t express it coherently and am I still have trouble coming to terms with it, I’m sure it’s a feeling LOVEs will be able to relate to. The fact I am able to make this anniversary post expressing how NU’EST has revived in a sense and given us all new hope makes me glad I didn’t give up on this blog. Their success is the best answer we can give to the negative confessions and comments from this blog and I cannot express my happiness for NU’EST enough.. it still feels surreal to me..

I feel I may have got slightly personal in this anniversary post so I apologize for that and once again, my sincerest and heartfelt thanks to every single one of you that’s following nuest-confessions. Please please please support NU’EST (like actually actively support them) with streaming and their comeback! They can’t make it alone, they need all the love and active support they can get.