I haven’t written for a while. I think it’s just been forgetfulness if I’m honest, because a lot has definitely happened. Maybe I’ll explain quickly since this post is about something else.
Our one month is soon! I’m very excited about that and I know you are as well, one month is exciting even if it doesn’t seem like much sometimes. We decided we wanted a dog, even picked a name but we also found out tag we couldn’t. We’ve talked about moving in together, we’ve discovered different sides of each other, designed our first apartment. Confessed our love a few more times. We’ve grown, I think we are stronger which leads me to talk about the original subject of this post.
You watched another scary movie with me! Though I insist Funny Games wasn’t so much spooky as it was thrilling but you want to believe otherwise and that’s okay. Crimson Peak was proper horror movie, and you watched it with me. Given you screamed to the top of your lungs more than once, you hid, covered your eyes– covered /my/ eyes but you did it. Is it silly? I really do feel proud of you every time you do something like that because I know it’s you stepping out of your comfort zone. It involves you doing things you don’t normally do just to make me happy and spend time with me, you’re so brave I am honestly so smitten. Thank you for expanding in little ways just so that you can watch a movie with me even if I tell you there’s no need. You’re a wonderful person and I had a really good time yesterday, thankful that it ended with one of our emotional talks. I missed those.