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"Hyunnie. I know you probably aren't into the whole Valentines day thing this year. I mean, I don't remember you ever being that big about holidays. Even though I know this.. will you still be my valentine?

Actually, you have no choice. You're mine. Now sit back and relax while I give my valentines day speech.

We've been through hell and back, that's for sure. We'll most likely go through hell again at some point because that's life but.. through it all, I'll never stopped loving you. I don't believe it's possible for me to ever stop loving you. You've always had a super special place in my heart and that'll never change no matter what happens.

You're my family. An important part of my family. You, Aiden and I are family. I used to hate that word, because I hate the family I was born into, but I've learned that a family is more than who you are related to by blood. Your true family are the ones you love and care for the most and who love and care for you the most.

I love and care for you. I care about the things you're fascinated by. I care about your job, your health and wellbeing. I care about your dark thoughts, good thoughts and naughty thoughts. I'm here willing to listen, willing to take care of you. Like when you miss your mother, I will drop everything and drive your ass across the country to see her. I care about you that much. I care enough to realize you still have so many struggles you're facing and a lot of them.. you need to face alone. I also care enough to help you when you need it. To comfort you when you need it.

I've also changed for you. Not in a bad way at all, trust me. I used to be obsessed with a fake reality. The one where we get married and live happily ever after. You know, like in romance movies and novels. I wanted that with you and I chased it so hard for a while. You made me wake up and realize that it wasn't realistic.

I've changed in the sense that I don't want that fake reality anymore. I've stripped that unrealistic romanticized thought from my heart and mind and guess what's left... you. Just you and guess what else... you're all I need and want. Just you. Maybe someday we'll tie the knot but it's not a priority.

Our relationship isn't defined by a silly label. It's defined by us and what we make of it right now. Our priorities are very simple.. to love, trust, care for and listen to each other. Now that we've got a.. third (?) shot at this, I promise to do my best to make us work because...

...It's just you and I against the universe and...

I love you to the moon and back, and to infinity and beyond.