Jul 26
Other aplspec thing: Uhh I don't like really hate the idea that you should "make up" for lack of friends and/or platonic attractions, by more or less "being your own friend", I uh don't like myself like that. Like at all.
I know that part of that is that I'm a bit aego for basically all forms of attractions, so I experienced way less interest if I'm involved. But like I feel like most non autospec people experience more of any given attraction type to others over themselves, so being grayplatonic I therefore experience no platonic attraction to myself.
