#-rye

nobody warned us that once you introject a character it becomes way too easy to accidentally introject other characters with the same voice actor. we got the same fucking voice for three damn guys WHO ARE YOU

found more old journals where I describe my daily life as blurry but not "a blur"... girl (gender neutral) that's the disorder. that's the dissociation. we know now.

(voice of a guy who doesn't know) yeah, the only person I'd ever date is another me. yeah idk why but if there was me but slightly different and also we were, like, one being. I'd date them. no one else tho. just the me that's not me.

plural and have some sort of unlabeled relationship with someone else in your system? call that a systuationship.

just remembered I was obsessed with the idea of possession when I was a kid. like, in a fictional sense obviously. I felt like I related to the experience without actually knowing why. ANYWAY can you believe I'm a system???

I really don't understand where people are coming from when they say this but... it's just so funny when someone asks "does your disorder have to be your whole identity" like. you mean. my identity disorder? that disorder? the one that affects my identity? that one?