#-mimi

-mimi

don't know about what host wants to say but thank you. i have told people to kill themselves in the past because i was immature and had zero patience about things. do i regret it? kind of,i think. i don't think i know what regret actually feels like. but that's the only word i know,so yes,i do regret it. it was weak of me to spout insults and threats.

im actively trying to not do it anymore,hence why i opened this blog. so,instead of hating on people and ruining their lives,I'll just scream into a void. talk about stuff,say shit,have a few crashes and that's it.

I feel so weird, we took meds that we are ment to take mid panic attack, and I am a persecutor, I normally bite back, ask questions later, but now I feel so calm and slightly tired and it is the craziest experience. I don’t trust people due to watching others in our system getting hurt so many times, so I normally lash out at everything, but now I feel so calm and it’s wild. Like, we may be literally waiting to be checked into the mental hospital right now, but this is the calmest I have ever been. Not just in a long time, this is the calmest I have ever been as an alter, ever.