Dec 24, 2025
anyone else really pissed off about christmas
#im guessing half of u are#im only spending 3 hours 'celebrating' xmas with my family#but thats 180 minutes. its almost 200; and maybe it will end up being 200#its too much time. too much time......#and there will be no alcohol. NO ALCOHOL.#which was my idea. MY IDEA.#i am SUCH an idiot i hate past!gio so much#past me was like 'ofc i can handle a family gathering for only 3 hours its fine. i'll tell everyone im not bringing any wine cause im#not drinking :)' and then everyone else was like 'okay i dont rly wanna drink either :)' and now what a mess#i have a bottle of golden walker in my apartment should i stop there omw and pre-game. no thats insane i'll just stick with the plan#the plan being essentially a lot of xanax. so much that i need an energy drink to keep my head up at the table. its the only way#but i have some tricks up my sleeve tho like istg i even considered slashing my aunts tire bc only my mom and i know how to change tires and#my mom is almost 60 so id be like 'i'll change it for u!' and then id get to kill 20 min alone outside with my headphones. istg i LEGIT#considered that for a moment. but i also cant leave my grandma alone or she'll piss of everyone. im her whisperer at family events yk#*piss off#and like my family avoids each other like the plague i havent been in a room alone with these ppl in over 2 years#(my extended family is huge & so messed up. i dont wanna get into details and make this rant even bigger but i wanna throw this out there to#set the vibe: there are restraining orders involved. plural. and multiple crime charges.)#(also most of them are crazier than me which is saying a lot. this dinner would wow any mental health professional)#ok sorry i'll wrap this up#and come up with a few different ways to be sure i'll be out of there by 9 pm#if im not alone at home blasting the AC & watching horror movies set on xmas while smoking hash i'll slash everyones tires#text#christmas#holiday season#vent post
