#* headcanon time

a doodle of baby kurt and his two moms!

oh man he’s only really hit that peak a few times in his life but an absolute pitiful wreck. he’s not the type at all to turn violent whatsoever unless a situation absolutely calls for it and even then that’s something he would immensely end up regretting. he’s an open book so it wouldn’t be a challenge to tell he’s been having a rough time or not and you can easily tell in how long it takes for his smile to reach his eyes and how wistful(?) his eyes look. his movements are more lethargic and he sighs to himself when he’s alone. kurt would be VERY prone to crying, he’s an angry crier and a sad crier and a happy crier. but he HATES crying in front of others which just happened to be a fear instilled in him from his father’s teachings. his stories are less animated and more longing, there’s too many pauses and his laughter is slow to start. he tries his very best to conceal his rough patches and bad days and even though it’s really easy to tell he won’t tell you ANYTHING unless you REALLY REALLY push his buttons, he’d start yelling and shouting about EVERYTHING and it won’t be long until his voice cracks and he starts full on bawling in front of you

NOT VERY SUCCESSFUL AT ALL;; lots of people did have crushes on him but his heads always in the clouds. he had a boyfriend in the military when he was a soldier... he doesn’t like to dwell on it or bring it up much. he wasnt a bad man, but it wasn’t the happiest time for either of them

ive said this once and ill say it again 👀 for an explorer, hes not very good at exploring his OWN feelings.... hes had plenty of crushes that often times dont end up anywhere but! thats all because he doesn’t really understand his emotions and confuses liking someone with just liking them as a friend — that being said he! is! oblivious! hes an easy person to crush on and hes very very VERY blind to that fact he is so dang STUPID like some boy could ask him for a date and he’d say sure and pull out a date palm... really the only example of love hes had to look at was his moms and he has a hard time understanding that love wont always come as easy as their’s had

ON A SYMBOLIC SCALE kurts favorite places would probably be the ones he hasnt even visited yet ; hes a man drawn by knowledge and the desire to immerse himself in scenes, tales, the atmosphere of a place and then finally getting to go there — is a big feat in of itself. he likes the climb just as he likes the checkpoint but im sure india is a very near and dear place in his heart!

enjoys hugs! he’d get spooked a bit at the abruptness but he would warm into it! he grew up with lots and LOTS of attention from both of his mothers’ constant affection and his mother is very famous for giving bear hugs which then transferred to him, so its just naturally something he grew up with and kinda has no sense of personal space as well