#{outofcharacter}

hi. welcome to the worst idea I've ever had.

No, no. Welcome to my blog.

we're literally sharing the account?

And yet somehow it's still mine.

“Godsbreath, what was that?”

{OoC - Um… an ask that was in queue for almost a decade?}

“Heavens, C… what have you been doing all this time away? Our inbox is full to bursting, this page of ours is derelict, and many of our good followers haven’t heard a word from you in years. Explain yourself.”

{OoC - Yeah, about that: I found an extremely fulfilling career as a clinician, moved to a completely new city, fell in love, and also became a leader in a local organising group. It’s been exhausting, but I’m pretty happy with the direction of my life to date.}

“Oh! Well, that certainly is good news. I had feared you dead after all this time away.”

{OoC - Not yet, but that isn’t for any lack of trying. Our world is… kind of going to hell right now.}

“Gods… fell dragon? Wicked cult? Mad king?”

{OoC - Huh… I guess you could say it’s the latter two. And a global pandemic. It’s been a really long time, hasn’t it? Man, I’m sorry, Frederick. And I apologise to you too, readers. Part of what’s been keeping me away has been life catching up with me. I don’t even write for pleasure anymore; it’s all committee resolutions and clinical reports these days.}

“Hm. What are you doing to keep yourself together? Surely you’ve not been at this through sheer force of will.”

{OoC - That would be your department, Frederick. I’m not the kind of freak who can cure a cold with a single sneeze. I do what I can, but I definitely do need an outlet.”

“Might I recommend an end to your hiatus?”

{OoC - No. You, this blog, and this little corner of Tumblr was a wonderful part of my life for a very long time, but I can’t commit to helping you answer an ask a day anymore. I can barely commit to exercising as much as I should.}

“But you are keeping up with your fitness regimen, are you not? Heavens forbid, C, must I write you a Frederick’s Fanatical Fitness Hour routine to follow? If you’ve not been keeping up with your running, then—”

{OoC - NOT NECESSARY! I can still run a faster than most men my age and I’ve actually gained a bit of muscle since I was on here last.}

“Splendid. Then you’ll not object to returning here on an occasional basis? Perhaps once a week?”

{OoC - …Once a month.}

“Once every other week? You do have a considerable amount of asks to help me through, and you missed our tenth anniversary.”

{OoC - Fine. One ask on the second and fourth Sunday of every month. Take it or leave it.”

“Given the life you lead now, I’d say that is a fair offer. Consider it a deal. I shall hold you to this.”

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minors, do not interact

disclaimers & content warnings

this is an adult content focused page and might contain some very hard kinks, either in likes as in interactions, some of them roleplaying situations that can actually resembles someone’s trauma

if this is you: i am so so sorry and i see you and you are valid and you have the right to feel whatever you do about this thing i do here, my advice for you if that’s the case though is blocking pages like mine; doing that they already stop appearing for you, there’s no need of reporting and stuff pls i dont want to be nuked 🥺

and for our community: put CWs on stuff is not that hard (one day i’ll elaborate this further i’m becoming talkative and at this point i’m tired lol) (self-critique, i need to do it with my content. i will be when i have time, i didn’t thought on my acc as something public at first lol)

• on my account i am talking about lots of simulated non-consenting, degrading scenes and language in general and some mid body restrains - sore (no blood, though - i have my limits, too; check list below for them) go somewhere else if that kind of subject causes distress on you.

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about me

polyamorous, bi/pan, late 20’s cis woman, probably hypersexual, GMT -4 -3, english as second language, autistic, sub-leaning masochist

📏 5’4 ft(1,64) 🍒 36E

dms are open, but i will check your ✨vibes✨ before knowing how i want to interact to you;

for professional overthinkers i might had interacted: any delay on answering is not personal, i just have a life outside of this/might just not be in the mood. i don’t ghost people, just respect my pace pls (if we ever have a problem i prefer to address it honestly; i only block in extreme situations where dialogue was tried and failed)

feel free to send fantasies and visual content aka porn but p l e a s e mind to read my personal preferences and limits, it will be crucial to me deciding if we’ll have a fun interaction (most likely), a short ones or (i reserve it to really bad cases, hope not need it, instant block) //body pics politics: i usually want to see it but ask first just in case. i never share or poste and i expect the same from you if we ever get to this point :)

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in general im very very sub leaning (at a point of when i did my last bdsm.org test i didn’t even answered questions designed for dom/me side), my list of kinks and their color coding was written on my thoughts of being receiving part/bottom. but since lately i’ve had some fun exploring my (very subtle) domme side, i made a parallel list of things i feel would be into on giving a sub (though i guess i prefer to study each individual ones, it’s part of the fun for me) ;they will appear in bold in my color coding list below

might appear often/ i’m really into

cnc, rape play, free use, gang bang, object inserting, inspection, spanking, impact play, sensorial deprivation, choking, sonmo, body worshipping, feet play, overstimulation, multiple stuff inserted in my holes omg i <3 to feel fulled, bondage, pain play (clit and nipples punishmennt hmnn), kidnapping, being kept in a dungeon as a sex slave, humiliation, degradation, spit, slap, fisting, school authority teacher/detention (bullying scenes, my beloved), objectification, body writting, pet play

praise and objectification in a more psychological way

under certain conditions/ with specific people

blood, age play, public tasks irl, ddlg, misoginist roleplay, piss play (swallowing is red zone though), electric play

i wouldn’t and i prefer don’t see content about

scat, puke, permanent body changes, gore, feederism/ food control, bestiality, pregnancy, raceplay, incest (and sorry folks, even the fauxcesty mommy/daddy language makes me uncomfortable, but this ones is more a personal thing than an actual judgment), actual misoginy or any kind of talking that demands degrading an entire group of people*, not only those to agreed to participate (i want to eventually elaborate that concept)

* ik i have some ftm degradation posts saved, but i wouldn’t feel comfortable doing that to someone, it’s just.. situations i imagined myself being under, before seeing the tag (which might not make sense since i’m cisgender, but well, my imagination is fertile) and was so well written to not save (i’m not always checking the source page from where i save stuff, sometimes i’m just scrolling the feed and like spamming; but if i ever interact in a post of yours in a way you’re not comfortable, or if your page is a cis people dni, feel free to tell me, and i step back, unlike and offer my sincere apologies. // tl;dr: this page is and always will be trans/nb ally 🏳️‍⚧️

if you read this till the end and Agree on Terms of Use™️, start your dm with a ʚ₍ᐢ ›̥̥̥ ༝ ‹̥̥̥ ᐢ₎ɞ , so i can assume you took time reading me and we won’t need to repeat stuff and can jump to the fun part (+ you let me know you’re capable of respecting real life boundaries/ safe words)

tag system

• #safeplace for kink unrelated stuff/ safe for work content

• #kinkeducation #outofcharacter for some meta thoughts (in process)

yes!!! 💓💓💓 if i add more songs i’ll update this 🎀

(ignore im listening to OOC 😁😁)

Alright, so it seems like you guys are okay with me changing up the blog. So from now on, this is gonna be a three-character ask blog!

You can ask anything! Just make sure to specify who you’re asking, and feel free to ask more than one of them if you want.

If you wanna learn more about these two AU Johns then I have some posts on my main acc about them.

But yeah, this is fully just an ask blog now, here’s a small introduction of them.