#@caleb

i like the idea of caleb being consumed by overwhelming guilt after the first time you have sex so much so that it starts to eat away at him to the point where he begins hallucinating visions of your childhood self at every turn asking him why he would do this to you

caleb finding a way to slip into your dreams just to know what it’d be like to have you and fuck you at least once but finding out that you in fact very much enjoy every little thing he does to you… you think it’s just a dream so you don’t hold anything back, you savor it like a fantasy come true and it fucks him up so bad

older brother caleb who becomes a priest to deliver himself from his sinful feelings for you but ultimately ends up convincing himself that god brought you to him for a reason …. much to think about

fictional men who think your freedom is dangerous (for you) and they want you to choose to stay caged with them. anyway, this post is about caleb

you and caleb likely pushed things too far even if you technically stayed within the rules. maybe there were moments of intense intimacy like sitting a little too long on his lap right over his crotch while playfighting or touching that stopped just short of anything officially prohibited like him taking off your soaked panties while kissing over them or you unzipping his pants to touch his naked cock instead of just his clothed bulge. but you both like to think these interactions all end up in this weird gray area where nothing may have technically been crossed but like. you both are very much aware if you ever cross that line neither of you will know how to stop

growing up together under the same roof with caleb means some mornings he had to witness you walk into the kitchen unaware that you’d stained the back of your panties in your sleep when your period apparently started and him getting painfully bricked up about it

thinking about hurried kisses with caleb in the dark hallways at home, hiding from grandma… frantic touches exchanged behind closed doors that never stay closed for too long so grandma doesn’t get suspicious…. grabbing caleb and pulling him into your room for a breathless makeout session only to shove him out the second you hear grandma’s footsteps echo down the hall…the constant buildup of unsatisfied want becoming a pressure cooker of need and how you both slowly start getting bolder but also more reckless