#@ lisa

in this essay I'd like to confess that I FRICKIN MISS UR FACE lol no for real, this is the longest we've ever been apart and I do not approve of it!! i miss you 🥺❤😭 (oh wait you said you can't see this emoji: 🥺 right? if so...it's a sad one lol)

i miss our late night (early morning hehe) chats, our sleepovers, our movie nights, cuddling, sharing our current jam out playlists, dancing embarrassingly around the room, LAUGHING OUR ASSES OFF, making the most stupid and predictable 5sos references, watching the ask anything and the cocktail chats together while cracking up as if it's the first time we're seeing it lmao, you letting me do your makeup, us really trying to go clubbing but failing everytime, our nightly 'we're single' realizations lmao, our concert plans, our rants, us miserably failing at harmonizing, the weekends on your grandparents' farm, our little concerts in front of our families lmao, our shopping sprees, ... AND SO MANY MORE OF OUR LITTLE ADVENTURES!!

I just miss you!! I miss us!!❤❤

you know what..... these are some interesting points. 🤔 i mean, i don't feel like i know Enough about thirst in niall/liam/zayn centric corners of the fandom in order to be able to tell if it's really that different, but it is true that in the larrie corner the thirst i'm personally seeing is very.... specific. like me and marie are going Code Red whenever there's scruff involved, but other times we're mostly chill, i think? i mean, the ankles are A CLASSIC, i feel like we all go crazy for those. and then back in Older Days ppl would often obsess (! really obsess) over collarbones, but he hasn't been showing them that often for a while. and then we have arms/biceps, thighs, and the ass, which all also are Classics in their own ways (actually the ass might be most vintage rn? i think? we don't often get to witness it these days either, but when we do, it's usually An Event), but the thirst for those don't always show up regularly now, i think.