#;vent

there are only a few things with this hobby that i can say truly piss me off. i try to be very chill. i don't like being angry. i remember how i was when my mental health was unchecked and i don't want to ever go back to being that kind of person. with that being said ...

there is nothing that pisses me off more than getting snubbed because someone ASSUMES i'm only interested in shipping. why, you may ask? well for one it's fucking rude, and secondly—

why the FUCK are male characters allowed to be absolute hoes but females get criticized for having like one (1) ship? and you cannot tell me this is in my head. i have male characters, i used to rp many of them actively. this was/is never a fucking problem over there. it's one of the main fucking reasons i actually try to PRIORITIZE rping with gals both here and over there.

also i'll just add in that the assumption is fucking WILD to begin with because I've only got like?? what?? two (2) whole active ships on this blog??

this is encroaching on freak territory but its not. i just have chronic pain

the idea of transforming is also comforting to me, along with the other stuff on this blog. i guess it has to do with the whole "not being comfortable in my own body/everything hurts in some way all the time"

so im imagining my legs being pooltoy-ified. so they dont hurt anymore

-{2025 and people apparently can't realize that you're allowed to curate your space. Like that's a revolutionizing idea.

....Except it's ALWAYS been around. People just became entitled and thought sending hate was better than just blocking and being done with.