drawing is hard. but this helped me get my thoughts out, at least
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drawing is hard. but this helped me get my thoughts out, at least

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this is encroaching on freak territory but its not. i just have chronic pain
the idea of transforming is also comforting to me, along with the other stuff on this blog. i guess it has to do with the whole "not being comfortable in my own body/everything hurts in some way all the time"
so im imagining my legs being pooltoy-ified. so they dont hurt anymore
posting over here just to vent I guess.
I think I’m going to have to change my main blog’s url. someone I know irl has been block evading and it’s creeping me the hell out… this is supposed to be a private space for me and I feel uncomfortable. I regret ever sharing my url ugh.
it just sucks because I’ve had eraba-reta-unmei for YEARS. it’s become my brand…
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-{2025 and people apparently can't realize that you're allowed to curate your space. Like that's a revolutionizing idea.
....Except it's ALWAYS been around. People just became entitled and thought sending hate was better than just blocking and being done with.
Seriously, if you have nothing more to do than send hate, get a better fucking hobby. jfc.

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//A friend of a friend drove us to our appointment. Turns out he's a raging transphobe and a Trump dick sucker so THAT was a trip
//To clarify, I just told them that I'm not a fan of the whole "if you don't dish out X amount of replies within Y amount of days mentality you get the boot" after they told me to "come baaaack ;("