I'm feeling real good this evening! So I'm really trying to let my real self out more often, along with letting go of grudges, and it's going pretty well. I feel like I've buried a hatchet out in the backyard of idioms and it feels nice yo. Also trying to stop acting "normal"--and I really don't wanna sound like "haha I'm such a weird girl not like the others so random xddddd" but I guess that's an alright way to describe it ... Yeah, toned down is better. I'm trying not to tone myself down more around drew and also my pals and people I don't know well (but would like to). It's going smoothly, I think. I don't need to be ashamed or whatever of what I like or things like that. Today's just been kinda good. I've been having more Me Time these past couple days, which is grrreat! It gets a little boring sometimes, not having hung out with anyone since the last day of school(a month ago), but I'm feeling....really good. I just knocked on wood, I'm not gonna let this get messed up I feel myself changing. It's good. Shedding old skin and coming into a new self. Not drastically new but yanno what I mean. Here's to June!