Waltersobchakeit

Remember when I was the one you couldn’t live without? When you felt like the whole world was over when I didn’t come back after you left.. I tried so hard to forgive you for everything, now you’re happy with some other girl who doesn’t truly understand what a gift she has, who probably doesn’t know all your quirks and ticks, who will never love you the way I have and you’re happy. I’m so happy because I care so much that you’re okay but I am still tied to a knot of sadness I look for pieces of you in everyone I tell myself I hate you and you’re dead to me and all of these things to help me move on. My emotions are gone I cannot fully let someone in and I shut down if I get the slightest hint of feelings I am completely ruined and you’re okay. I just wish I knew the secret because while I’m glad you’re happy, my happiness never returned when you left last year