for systems to vent

Okay so, our headspace is... Well horrific to say the least, it's a forest with gore and blood everywhere, corpses of all types of things. Most of use just stay in the clearing, but one day I went out into the forest, I traveled for at least half a day, when I almost stumbled into the void. It was the scariest thing I'd ever seen. Dormant alters frozen in pure fear, just floating around. I ran as fast as I could, and eventually got back to the clearing. It's safe to say I'm never going back there again. It's just so hard, because I know who did this, but I shouldn't, and if he finds out I'm afraid of what he'll do. But as long as I don't sign off who I am, he won't find me. I'm just so scared. Yeah he was a kid, but He Hurt Them! How Could He Live With Himself After That!?!??! I hear that some of them are still in that prison on the other side of headspace... I want to go after them, but I'm afraid, it'll take days, and our gatekeeper will know somethings wrong, that I am missing... If you have any suggestions please let me/us know.