michael

I can’t kill myself I have too much havoc to wreak…

geoff rickly's life is truly insane like he funded the new jersey post hardcore scene by writing dear penthouse letters because his professor got him a job writing porn. he was going to be an english teacher and instead ended up as the emo music guy. he followed nine inch nails on tour using fake IDs and got to interview trent reznor years later. somebody mugged him and stole all his shit including his epilepsy medication. he was poisoned and robbed in the reeperbahn. he almost died in a plane crash. he was in a bus accident that exploded a horse all over the windshield. he kicked heroin by going to mexico for experimental hallucinogen treatment. he was personally fucked over by martin shkreli. he's suffered more than jesus christ himself and he's only 47 years old and he's literally the nicest person i've ever met

what's also crazy is that "i don't want to feel this way forever" is such a simple line but no one could EVER write it like they did