— syd

THE FEMALE BUTLERS

i am not sure about the other admins but i (su) will share some of my faves with you!! please leave kudos to these amazing fics !! to be honest i have not read any fics since may this year so my bookmarks are a bit old fics but they are still amazing! 

Lost and Found by cherrytisane : very amazing characterization, a perfect mix of fluff and angst. a fic set is izuku and kacchan’s future lives.

Honeymoon High by Butterfree:  an au where izuku becomes a top hero but kacchan is quirkless and a doctor. this is one of my all time fave fics!

Make Every Moment Last by osakakitty : izuku dreams and wakes up in different world everyday! this story portrays izuku’s feelings for kacchan very nicely!! i absolutely adore this fic till this day!

Before Midnight by DriftingGlass: one of the most amazing fics i have read tbh!  a very unique au with a brillaint Plot.

In the Eye of the Storm by CheshireButton : an au where kacchan is a naga and izuku is stuck in an abandoned island!

Rehabilitation by InkspillsNotebook : as much as the title says! this will destroy and heal your heart beautifully.

Game of Survival by odasaku (jemtessa) : an amazing villain!izuku au by our super talented admin lauren! this whole fic filled me with so many different emotions!

Hunting The Past by Justaperson1718: just read this! i admire the author so much!! all their works deserve ton lots of love!

Oh, I don’t think Gon is a monster at all! I didn’t know the fandom really thought that–if they do they can fight me :P I think he’s a sweet child who has serious flaws and you can directly trace a lot of those flaws back to his father’s abandonment. Throughout each and every arc, you can see how Gon’s trauma over being abandoned is building and building and building until it eventually explodes in the Chimera Ant Arc, which is where his coping mechanisms fail him completely. 

In the Hunter Exam Arc, we are introduced to Gon as a 12 year old kid who abandons his aunt, the one he considers his mother, to run off and take a deadly exam to find his dad. 

Repeatedly Gon is noted to be reminiscent of Ging in this arc, and we’re supposed to see that not just in terms of “what a great hunter you’ll be!” like it appears to be on the surface, but also… uh oh Gon, be careful that this tendency of yours doesn’t turn into your father’s path, or Hisoka’s. 

Because he’s copying his father’s actions by leaving a loved one for adventure, and following his father’s path is exactly what Gon veers on the edge of throughout HxH. 

However, of course, there are major differences: Gon is a kid. Ging is an adult. Leaving a parent is fundamentally different from leaving a child. If you make the choice to bring a child into this world, you are responsible for them. A child isn’t responsible for their parent; that being said, Gon doesn’t think a whole lot about Mito’s feelings, or give anyone who dies in the Hunter Exam much thought. 

And why would he? He knows people leave. All the time. He sees Ging as sort of this infallible controller of his world, as an idol who set up this hunt for Gon’s own good, and rationalizes that if he left him, it’s okay. 

He’s idolizing the father he doesn’t know, trusting him that no matter what happens, what horrors befall contestants in the Hunter Exam, it’s all worth it because his father’s worth it, because he himself is worth it and if his father abandoned him because he just didn’t care enough then that sense of worth would collapse (Gon has very little sense of self-worth thanks to being abandoned, btw.)  

In the Heaven’s Arena Arc, Gon rushes into facing Hisoka before he is truly ready, something that Hisoka notes and Wing as well. 

And so he loses his fight with Hisoka. But Gon is desperate to achieve all he can so he can find his father, and that’s why he rushes into facing Hisoka. He’s been waiting like what, twelve, thirteen years to meet his dad, of course he doesn’t want to be patient about learning nen. 

In Yorknew, Gon famously asks the Phantom Troupe how they can kill people who have no ties to them, who never did anything to them. 

And like… Gon, your best friend literally has been doing that in front of you even if he’s quit the assassin business. But again. Gon is a child. It all ties into Gon’s desperate need to see a purpose in everything (if he lost this and never grew up, he’d be Hisoka), meaning with a purpose because he sees everything that happens to him post exam as something Ging had orchestrated, and this is the first time the narrative directly forces Gon to see that not everything has a deeper personal meaning to it. Sometimes people hurt people for no reason, or for superficial reasons. 

Greed Island, while it’s by far my least favorite arc, sets up this desperate belief of Gon’s really, really, really well. 

He believes he needs to beat the game honorably, as Ging would want him to. He won’t take the easy way out even when it means breaking his body and Killua’s while facing Razor in the dodgeball game. 

Because he is dependent on Ging’s approval and because he thinks everything has meaning when it comes to Ging. Except Ging actually just doesn’t give a shit. 

But Ging literally sends him to Kite instead of to himself based on a whim, on which card Ging picks, on whether he’s traveling alone or not. It’s literally pointless of Ging to do this, but he does. And because of this Gon winds up attaching himself to Kite as a father figure and sinking deeper into his desperate beliefs that everything has meaning and will be okay because Kite (whom he sees as an extension of Ging) is in control. “Kite wouldn’t let that thing beat him!” he tells Killua of Pitou. 

And during his confrontation with Pitou, Gon’s screaming at them that he “can’t wait anymore!” 

Gon is not talking about just fighting Pitou/getting Kite back. He’s talking about Ging. 

And he loses himself, literally growing up way too fast and almost dying because of it. 

I adore his personality the most.“This is how things are, so I will do mybest.” This is the type of person Chrollo is according to Togashi. And this very core-idea is proven in most of his action in the manga so far. He’s a realist, he accept things as the way it is and doing his best for the troupe.

Most people I talk with kinda “wut!? seriously?!” whenever I describe positive things about him, so bare with me with my long-ass explanation. lol.Yes, he’s indeed a cold-blooded killer, but when the outsiders treat him the same way, he never complained “why badthings happening to me? Why you kill my friend?! etc.” instead, he accept the fact, moveforward, and calmly seek the most rational approach to solve the problems, and thisis also answer the reason why he barely do the ‘revenge’ things, and I. Highly.Respect. Him. For. that.👌👀 . He knows when to stop.canon proves?1. He’s not even taking revenge for Uvo’s death, the mafia mass murder wasChrollo ‘granting’ Uvo’s wish to wreak havoc.2. He’s not even angry to Hisoka, knowing that he revealed Uvo’s ability to the enemy, which pretty much what caused Uvo’s death.3. He’s not being persistent about wanting to take further revenge to SilvaZoldyck (since the #8 got murdered); he probably understand the fact that raising a war flag withZoldyck isn’t a wise choice for his spiders.4. He choose to withdraw from the Chain User once he realized (from the prophecy)that chasing after him ain’t worth at all. He’s not gonna risk his precious spiders for that. (ofc before Hisoka flip the table and mess with Chrollo’s originaldecision)5. Again, he’s not holding grudge when Hisoka betray him and the troupe, he just acceptHisoka as the way he is.6. Last but not least, we haven’t see him taking any initiative to take arevenge to the chain user, seems like he just move on, just like he usually are. As the side-effects, Chrollo is probably carrying all his personal feeling/pain for himself (just look how extremely pissed he is when he saw Silva, which is one of the most extreme emotions we’ve seen from him so far, but he’s strong enough not to let his personal feeling interrupt his job.) (after all these messes, let’s see how his react towards the death of Kortopi and Shalnark, whether it finally reachhis patience meter or not. Lol.)

I can say most of myrespect for Chrollo is pretty much align with the way Togashi sees him in this interview down below

A = Aftercare: He really into aftercare. Soft caresses on the arm or simply drawing circles on his partner’s skin as he speaks to them about certain things or events of his past. He also enjoys listening to his partner, likes hearing things about their past. 

B = Body part: I would say his torso since he’s rather proud of it because he tends not to wear a shirt under his jacket. His favorite body part on his partners is of course, their eyes.

C = Cum: When he cums it’s a lot, white and thick. He prefers to cum inside his partner as he doesn’t like making a mess on his partner’s body. If he does happen to which is rare, he will clean it off immediately after he done fucking them.

D = Dirty Secret: One time he had his partner dirty talk him a line from one of the books he had read. He finds it extremely embarrassing and won’t talk about it to anyone but his partner of course.

E = Experience: He’s fairly experienced and has been around the block more than a couple of times. He’s very skilled although, no one knows if it from experience or from reading all those books he has. His main skill though lies in seduction and once he has you in his sights you will fall victim to him easily. 

F = Favorite Position: He’s not into many crazy positions. Mainly just missionary or standing up.

G = Goofy: He takes the moment more seriously but sometimes you can hear a little chuckle escape him if his partner starts making sounds while he’s teasing them.

H = Hair: He likes to shave since he doesn’t like hair on his body or face. So he’s pretty clean there. If he doesn’t shave it grows in dark,straight and thin.

I = Intimacy: Intimacy is a major one with Chrollo. It’s mostly how intense his eyes get during the heat of the moment as he looks down at his partner’s reactions and how softly he leaves kisses all over their body.

J = Jack Off: He very rarely masturbates like I’m talking once every few months. He would much rather be with his partner to experience any sexual pleasure but if he is away from them and it has been awhile he will do it. He mostly has fantasies about his partner to help him with the task.

K = Kink : He enjoys his hair getting pulled as well as seeing his partner in expensive lingerie but ice play is a must with him. What he likes most about it is his partner’s reaction towards the coldness of the ice as he rubs it on their bare skin. His favorites spot to place the ice is on his partner’s nipples.

L = Location: He’s a rather private person favoring any secluded spots such as an abandoned building,the bedroom,shower, and even the car will do. 

M = Motivation : Any intense eye contact with his partner puts him in the mood or if his partner sits on his lap. It also gets him going when his partner kisses him on the neck since he’s really sensitive there.

N = NO : He won’t do anything that involves choking his partner during sex. He would never want to risk his partner’s life. Plus there’re so many unpleasant memories involving choking due to his upbringing in meteor city. 

O = Oral: He loves giving and receiving. He’s really skilled at giving. He likes watching his partner’s facial expressions change when he goes in between their thighs and skillfully uses his tongue on them.

P = Pace: It usually starts out slow and sensual with him and the more he feels his climax approaching the rougher and faster he will get.

Q = Quickie: They seem to happen quite a lot with Chrollo because he’s such a busy man and mostly around the troupe. It happens when he knows no one is around to bug him and he will quickly pull his partner into any abandoned building, pinning them against the wall and taking them there.

R = Risk: He’s into some risky stuff sometimes with his partner. Sometimes taking the risk of getting caught together just to tease his partner about it. Although he will never let that happen.

S = Stamina: His stamina is really high. He can go up 3 or four different rounds all in one night and still not exhaust himself.

T = Toy: He has some toys. Things such as lotions, ticklers, and maybe some things to restrain his partner with or blindfold them.

U = Unfair: He can be unfair if you get him angry. He will tease you about your noises, movements,facial expressions and how hot your body gets for him. He can say some really dirty stuff during this time too.

V = Volume: His moans and grunts are usually soft sounding but if he really starts feeling it he will raise the volume and his voice will become more course.

W = Wild Card: He buys steals his partner all sorts of different expensive bras,panties, lingerie that are all up to his liking. Normally he goes for the more cute ones rather than sexy.

X = X-Ray: Fairly large around 6.5 inches long and 5 inches around. No noticeable curve either. He has one prominent vein that’s really sensitive too.

Y = Yearning: His sex drive is pretty average but since there’re so many times he goes without sex for awhile all that frustration gets built up so when seeing his partner they always think he has a rather high sex drive.