the waves of sadness
can be felt by the weight of the words
can be heard by the hymn of the songs
can be smelled by the spray of your old perfume
and how lucky I am because alongside of it is
the waves of memories

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the waves of sadness
can be felt by the weight of the words
can be heard by the hymn of the songs
can be smelled by the spray of your old perfume
and how lucky I am because alongside of it is
the waves of memories

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John Yau, from "Borrowed Love Poems," featured in Boston Review (edited)
It took almost 7 months for me to hear it.
Ada Limón, “To Be Made Whole”, On Being with Krista Tippett
Pangako ko sa sariling sisikaping tuparin ang lahat
traydurin man ako ng mundo at baliktarin ang aklat
hindi ko ipagkakait sa iyo ang nararapat
Alam kong pinanghawakan mo ang mga salita
na minsan kong binitawan, ngunit wag mag alala
hindi ko nakakalimutan, hindi mabubura
ano man ang ipinangako ay gagawin
kahit hindi ka na kapiling, alam kong mararamdaman mo pa rin.

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At kung ako man ay susulat sa huling pagkakataon
Masabi ko sanang ako'y lubos na nagpapasalamat
Sa ilang beses kang nakasama at nayakap
Sa mga tawanan at pag iyak
Sa pagsabay sa aking maglakad, sa paghatid sa akin sa sakayan
Malaman mo sanang lahat yun ay itatago ko at iingatan
Hindi man ngayon, bukas o sa susunod na habang buhay
Walang makakakuha ng mga alaala
Sa maikli nating pinagsamahan
It is the betrayal
the strange actions
and the silence that keeps me hurting
but i guarantee you
there is no love anymore
at least nothing for you
Ala una.
Tanghaling tapat.
May kaunti pang naititira.
Gustong ibuhos lahat, tanggalin lahat ng latak.
Lason na ata, nakapanghihina.
Biglaan lang, malumbay mong mata gusto kong makita.
Hagkan ang balikat, humagulgol na para bang walang bukas.
Magsumbong, mag kwento, marinig ang boses mo.
Pero, may pero.
Hindi, bagkus hindi pwede.
Malayo at malabo.
Mahirap, ngunit magsisikap.
Hindi ka guguluhin, hindi sasabihin.
Iintindihin, at kikimkimin.
Matututunan ring sarilihin, pait, sakit, at damdamin.
Di na aamin, sa hindi naman naging akin.
Sana maalala
Sana kapag naramdaman mong hindi mo na kayang umiyak
Maalala mong nandito ako para bigyan ka ng isang yakap
Sana kapag naliligaw ka sa lugar na di mo alam ang daan
Maalala mong tawagin ang aking pangalan
Sana kapag napapagod ka na
Maalala mong palaging magpahinga
Sana kapag napupuno ka na sa lahat
Maalala mong pwede kang sumulat
Sana kapag ikaw naman yung masaya
Maalala mong minsan ako ang iyong kasama
Sana kapag naabot mo na ang iyong mga pangarap
Maalala mong hiniling mong ako pa rin sana ang nasa hinaharap
"huwag kang mapagod"
"pagod na pagod na ako"

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hindi ko na kailangan pang malaman na may pagkukusa ka,
mas nauna ko nang narinig ang pag tanggi mo noon.
"How come you don't hate that person?"
"I still include that person in my prayers"
“I can do nothing for you but work on myself. You can do nothing for me but work on yourself.”
— Ram Dass
sakit naman ng tula mo
mas masakit ka
In the spotlight, her tale unfurls, a delight,
Eager ears embrace her story, glowing bright.
But beneath the surface, buried deep in time,
Lies my truth, while I bury mine.
While she shines, I hold my narrative tight,
Alone with my secrets in the silent night.
For only I know the depths of my lore,
An allegory hidden at my core.
In the dance of words, her voice rings clear,
Yet within me, my tale whispers near.
For each heart carries its own silent story,
A truth unspoken, shrouded in mystery.
So let her revel in the limelight's glow,
While I cherish my tale, known to me alone.
For in the quiet, I find solace and grace,
With my side of the story, my silent embrace.

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can I get a minute where I won't be able to think about it?
it seems like there's always an allotted time for that thought
every day, every hour, every damn minute
it's like I'm being haunted
and it's exhausting
i just feel like it's so unfair
that I'm the only one like this
if there's any line or point or distance between my mind and that very subject
it can't be measured, but I know it is very far
very far but still can penetrate through my brain?
how is that even possible?
I'm here at the other point dying while thinking about it
and when you go on the other side, you won't see any trace of me
nothing about me, so why is it in my end it's all about the other?
life is really so unfair
It is so unfair.
tanggap mo naman, pero ang hirap pa rin.
walang hangganan ang pag tanong ng bakit
sa walang kadahilanang hindi masagot
nararamdaman ay puro na lang kirot
ni walang sugat pero may sakit.