yama-kun

lowkey... why is cleaning so taxing but so rewarding? like i adoreeee having a clean and organized space but it's so difficult for me to maintain on a regular basis. and doing a mass cleaning is like nails on a chalkboard and puts me in the negatives energy-wise, but nothing feels more calming than a clean space. genuinely what are some unhinged ways to keep spaces clean without setting my energy levels on fire???

yoooo i got a sick new keyboard for my microsoft surface tablet and it makes it behave like a laptop! i'm so excited about it!!! i'm using it to write this very post :3

i love a chill day at home after a busy week :)

i want to move out so bad. i've always wanted to move out anyway as i've gotten older but as of the recent year i've been itching to find a higher paying job than i have now and be able to live on my own for the first time. i just wish i knew where to start. what could possibly pay enough in this day and age to live at least in a starter apartment? i just want agency and stability. my schedule. my rest day. my work week. my space. my decor. my food. my comfort place to unmask. to just be an adult finally. on my own. no longer a dependent.

man it really doesn't take long before my nervous system just starts to Feel Weird. like some days it's as early as 6am. honestly, i'm starting to track this and see if i can even go a day without that happening.