Julianna N.

So I’m sitting here going through youtube comments and answering a few asks as I do every night for the most part and a lot of stuff has been going through my head while reading what people say about me. 

It’s still strange to me to see so many people talk to me or at me on a near constant basis and some even talk like I can’t see what they’re saying which is even weirder haha. It is very sweet though and also very encouraging and I always try my best to do well by everyone and provide decent content or advice.

I’m incredibly lucky to be in the position I’m in and even luckier to have a fantastic community backing it all up. I’ve seen communities turn on each other or devour each other in such short spaces of time and I’ve always strived to keep things respectable and civil around the channel. I think it’s done well so far anyway. I feel bad from time to time as it feels like I fall out of touch or don’t interact as much as I should for brief periods when other things get in the way but it makes me incredibly happy to know how nice everyone is to each other and no nonsense or rumours start when I’m not around. I can’t thank you guys enough for that!

I’m going to keep working hard and keep decent content rolling out all the time but sometimes I feel like I’m becoming a parody of myself and not producing the best content I possibly can. Hopefully you all continue to give me honest feedback so I know if I’m going off the rails or changing or anything like that because it’s hard to notice sometimes from my end when things move so fast. I’m going to try be as consistent as always and not let any of you down.