When Az Moves on From Mor to Elain
As I was doing research for another topic, I came across this scene and decided to reread it. I came away with a totally different conclusion than the first time I read it, and I wanted to explore that. Other people have probably written about this in the past, but here are my thoughts:Ā
In ACOWAR, the High Lords are meeting to discuss alliances. During this scene, Azriel has an outburst that everyone assumes is about Mor. However, upon closer reading, Iām not so sure thatās true. Iāve written about their relationship in the past if youāre interested.Ā
Eris: āPity you didnāt bring the other sister. I hear our little brotherās mate is quite the beauty.āĀ
Feyre assumes that heās trying to antagonize Lucien, but he isnāt even there. Then, Eris makes a sexist crack at Mor regarding her attire, and she notes that Azriel flies out of his chair and attacks Eris. She notes that his āfrozen rage there rooted me to spot.ā Feyre notices that Mor is shaking in her chair.
Then, we have this curious detail:
āAzrielās eyes slid to Eris, the High Lordās son panting beneath him. And the shadowsinger leaned down to whisper something in his ear that made Eris blanch further. But the shield dropped. The shadows lightened into sunshine.ā
Is it possible that Azriel jumped out of his chair to attack Eris for making a comment about Elain? If he did it the exact moment Eris said something, that would draw suspicion. But using Mor as a reason to attack? People will not question that. Also, what did he say to Eris? Eris is still insufferable to/about Mor after this, but he never breathes another word about Elain, does he? Also, Azriel's shadows lighten at the end of the book when reacting to Elainās smile. Hmm.Ā
As the scene continues, we have these additional details:
āMor opened her mouth to say something to Azriel, but Cassian put a hand on her knee and shook his head.ā
āMor was staring and staring at Azriel, who refused to look at her, who refused to do anything but give Eris that death-gaze.ā
If this was all for Mor, why isnāt he looking at her or trying to comfort her? Why was she staring at him so intently? What is she sensing? Itās possible that she isnāt scared, but confused. She may be trying to parse out what is changing between them and why. AND this would explain why in later books, she tenses when he does something for Elain (wishing her a Happy Solstice, taking the dish from her hands, etc.)Ā
Feyre's observation: āBut I looked to Azriel, currently leaning against the wall beside the floor-to-ceiling window, shadows fluttering around him. Even the birds in their cages nearby remained silent. I said down the bond, is he all right? Rhys tucked his hands behind his head, though his mouth tightened. Likely not, but if we try to talk to him about it, itāll only make it worse. Mor was indeed sprawled on the couchāone wary eye on Azriel. Cassian sat beside her, holding her feet in his lap. Heād taken the spot closer to Azrielāright between them. As if heād leap into their path if need be.ā
Feyre assumes this still has to do with Eris talking trash about Mor, but notice that heās standing near a window. I wrote a post about this previously and how Azriel has looked out the window to see Elain, and we already know that she isnāt present at this meeting. Itās a curious time to be looking out the window if what he really wants is right there.Ā My thought is he isn't thinking about Mor, but Elain.
Feyre continues. āI blinked, realizing Iād been lost in the bond, but found Azriel still by the window, Cassian now rubbing Morās feet.ā
He doesnāt seem perturbed by this at all. In fact, he's not paying attention to them at all and is still looking out the window.
Next, Helion approaches:Ā
āHe grinned at Azriel. āYou handing Erisās ass to him will be my new fantasy at night, by the way.ā Azriel didnāt so much as bother to look over his shoulder at the High Lord.ā Bro is still looking out the window.Ā
Next, Helion is talking about the LoA, referring to the arranged marriage between her and Beron: āāInteresting. I heard her family wanted internal ties to power, and that they didn't give her a choice before they sold her to Beron.ā Sold her. Morās nostrils flared. Cassian ran a hand down the back of her hair. Azriel didnāt so much as turn from his vigil at the window, though I could have sworn his wings tucked in a bit tighter.āĀ
Still at the window. Again, the assumption seems to be that this has to do with what happened to Mor all those years ago, but Elain has also been assigned to someone without a choice. We know that the Cauldron has selected mates for superficial reasons (like ties to power and who will produce the best offspring), so itās possible that Azriel is reacting to this being Elainās fate. His wings tucking in is almost a flinch, and it seems like itās more directed at Elainās fate.Ā
Next, Mor and Helion are being flirty.
āAzriel barely spoke, those shadows perched on his shoulders. Mor barely looked at him.ā
Some additional quotes between Rhys and Feyre that show their assumptions (that do not need to become the readerās assumptions):
Ā āMor gets spooked. And what Az did today scared the shit out of her.ā
āThe violence as a result of what he feels.āĀ
āMor and Azriel have both taken lovers throughout the centuries. The only difference is the proximity.ā
This is also interesting because as we have seen before, most males who suspect they are mated to someone do not take other lovers. Perhaps because their relationship has gone on for 500 years, that isnāt realistic, but it could be because she isnāt his mate, and it has more to do with the post I linked above.
āBut he loves her. How can he sit idly by?ā
āHe thinks sheās happier without him. He thinks heās unworthy of herā¦There will come a day when Azriel has to decide if heās going to fight for her or let her go. And it wonāt be because some other male insults her or beds her.ā
So, that wasnāt him fighting for her? What was it? Perhaps Azriel has started to let her go, and Rhys knows it.Ā I'd also like to take this moment to point out that people sometimes question whether Feyre is an unreliable narrator, but the first-person perspective does not automatically mean that a narrator is unreliable; we just have to understand that everything is filtered through their perspective, just as when a friend or family member tells us a story about something. In this instance, Feyre doesn't see/understand what's unfolding before her because in her mind, Mor and Azriel are still unresolved.
Cassian and Azriel disappeared for the night, and Feyre didnāt ask because she didnāt think Mor wanted to hear the answer. āAzriel, shadows wafting from his shoulders and trailing at his feet, ignored him (Helion) as he passed. The shadowsinger hadnāt shown a flicker of emotion, however, to Mor when heād met us in the foyer. She hadnāt asked where heād been all night and morning, and Azriel had volunteered nothing. But he didnāt seem inclined to ignore her, at least. No, heād just settled back into his usual watchful quiet, and Mor had been content to let him, slumping a bit in relief as soon as heād turned to lead us to the meeting, likely having already scouted the walk minutes ago.ā
Itās not clear where Cassian and Azriel went for the night, but he doesnāt seem bothered that Mor hooked up with Helion. Of course, he is quite good at hiding his emotions, but if heās had these kinds of outbursts with her before and has been sullen after the fact, whatās different this time? Is it because he isnāt pining so hard anymore?Ā
Itās important to note what happens in the same book because the shift from Mor to Elain is becoming quite obvious.
Azriel senses that Elain is missing from the war camp before anyone else does. This is when we see a real emotional eruption. āMore rage in that stare.ā āHis eyes glowed golden in the shadows.ā āAzrielās wrathful stare.ā He honed Truth-Teller āwith relentless focus.ā
There have been many great posts about that scene, but when Elain ādevoursā the sight of him and says, āYou came for me,ā we know he just āinclines his head.ā I always read this as, āOf course I did.ā (This is supported by other times he āinclines his head,ā like when giving Amren a solstice gift she loves).
We also know that he loans Elain Truth-Teller in this book, which is another pivotal scene for those two.
There are very few scenes between Az and Mor after ACOWAR.
During ACOFAS, we see Mor give Az some towels, and Feyre claims that he had a āblush creeping over his cheeks, his hazel eyes fixed on her. I looked away at the heat, the yearning that filled them.ā We also know that Azriel blushes when he gives a gift and the recipient likes/appreciates it. Basically, he struggles with being on the receiving end of attention. And again, Iām not sure that any of them is able to see clearly what is happening before them. Azriel does not seem bothered that Cassian bought Mor lingerie, and there is no āheatā or āyearningā described when she opens that gift from Cassian, which I would think would cause a greater reaction (especially if he wanted to imagine her wearing it). Contrast that with the ādeep and joyousā laugh Elainās gift inspired. Feyre had never seen his āeyes so bright.ā Elain and Az stayed up together until 3 a.m. Meanwhile, Mor has followed Cassian upstairs to find out whatās going on with him and Nesta.Ā We see more reactions to anything regarding Elain than Mor, and Cassian even notes that he doesn't need to play interference between Azriel and Mor anymore, noting that Azriel seems to have given up. We also learn of Azriel's secret, which Nesta notes is his to tell.
The last thing I want to point out is that Azriel is far more uncomfortable around Lucien than he is around Eris, even though Eris hurt Mor significantly. He even goes so far as to help save Eris in ACOSF, which is interesting if he hates him for hurting Mor.Ā Both men are needed for political reasons, but he struggles far more to interact with Lucien.
If you made it this far, thanks for reading!