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Dream blunt rotation except I’m the blunt and the rotation is EJ, Micheal Myers, Jason Voorhees, Jason MEYERS, Thomas Hewitt, Habit, The Milkman from that’s not my neighbor, and Shigaraki from mha. The white haired version SPECIFICALLY after his voice drops 15 octaves.
Elias ainsworth x fem reader🌷.....I'm so happy I've finally found someone to write for this series(≧▽≦)🍀 nsfw......size difference...lap position..dirty talk....uhhhhh nervous💮(๑•﹏•)
Ignore if this isn't of interest or makes you uncomfortable, thank you for reading!!
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Kkay! By the way, would you like to be 💕anon? (,,>﹏<,,) Porn with a plot cause I WANT IT TOOOO (Also ooc.. oops.)
The morning started out normally for you, so you'd thought. You and your sister- Chise, woke up and went down to breakfast. You'd often envied her, since Elias took a shine to her more so then you. Calling her his wife and apprentice, it hurt.
Between the two of you, she'd always been more acceptable. You were quiet, kept to yourself, obedient. She wasn't, she was a good person, but you both were so different. You weren't helpless, obviously not. You were just the yin to her yang. Sharing traits like being kind, giving to others too much, your type in men... Either way, you were as strong as her, that power refining itself the same way.
But she got everything. She had Ruth, she got Elias, she had the fae fawning over her and Elias, she went to the college. You stayed home, but at least you had Silver. You helped her cook, helped her clean, helped her with anything you saw her doing.
Back to breakfast, you sat down and ate quietly. Chise spoke to Ruth and Elias about going to visit some of her friends. He let her go out and she took Ruth with her. He left the kitchen and you thought he had left too. You got up and started humming while cleaning up breakfast. Silver smiled at you and went to clean up the living room, you started on dishes. Once you finished up, you went to the living room and sat by the window, starting to read a book Silver had gifted you. You kept humming, a habit since you didn't like the silence.
A soft thud caused you to jump, flinching and immediately looking to the source of the sound. Elias had plopped down onto his chair, but he was looking at you. Almost- almost as if he was seeing you for the first time. You hesitantly quieted down and went back to reading, this time silently.
After that, he seemingly kept being around more. Well, around you more. He never made a big deal of it, just was around more. You and Silver still hung out a lot, and he witnessed it. Chise was around, but hanging out with her friends more and more often.
It'd been about a month of this and you thought nothing of it. Joseph came by the house this morning, something he didn't do when Chise or Elias were home. But he had, and you brought him to your room so you could gossip, complain, vent- all the things you'd do with a girl friend. You two were close, something really neither of you expected to happen, but made both of you effortlessly happy. He felt like the only one who truly understood your jealousy towards Chise.
As you two were talking, Chise stormed in with Elias behind her. She was clearly pissed, pissed at you specifically.
"What the hell?! Why is he in the house without our knowledge? Why do you feel like you have the right to make dangerous choices without talking to us first?!"
Joseph got infront of you, he had been protective of you once you got closer. More of a sibling than Chise had been.
"Huh? Answer me! Defend yourself- and get him out of here, he has his own room!" Then Joseph spoke up.
"Leave her alone, you're not innocent either. You rush off into danger every chance with no regards to who would mourn you if you died. You're selfish and keep your feelings from people. Then, all the shit you do to your sister. You take every opportunity, take everything from her Chise. You have Ruth, you have Elias, you went to the college and made even more friends, you prove yourself every chance you have without letting her prove herself at all, you've met Elias' friends and companions, you have the fae fawning over you and Elias' relationship. You didn't even love him at first, and you're off seeing that blonde kid from the college now. She liked him, would've loved him this whole time. And now what does that leave her? No one, no opportunities, nothing because you don't spare her anything. All she has is me and Silver, yet you dare get mad when she speaks to me because I'm a 'danger' to her? You've never even seen me interact with her and you wouldn't know if I was." Joseph remained calm, but destroyed every argument every rebuttal everything to try and justify Chise's actions.
You were clinging to his shirt, shaking behind him. He was right, but you hadn't been prepared to have this altercation. Chise looked shocked, and hurt. Elias looked.. well you didn't know him well enough to read his face. You assumed he was shocked, he seemed maybe angry? You really couldn't tell past that. They didn't say anything for a while, and Joseph took you out of the house, out to the garden with the flowers. You sat under the willow tree with him, and he braided your hair. He played with it for a long while, trying to help you relax.
You relaxed into him and slept, napping as that was what you needed to recover from the shock of what had happened. When you woke up, Elias was by your bed and Chise was sitting on your floor.
"I'm sorry. I've been a horrible big sister and I'll do better, if you'd let me." You looked at her, not mortified, more like confused.
Somehow, you could tell he was a bit flustered by this. You were probably bright red at this point, overwhelmed too.
"You also deserve an explanation." He sounded so matter of fact, calm and evenly toned. "I hadn't meant to exclude you or treat Chise much differently, however I needed to practice having a wife and practice emotions. I chose her as I thought she'd be more vocal with her emotions as you are very timid. Joseph explained otherwise, and even if he hadn't; Chise has fallen in love with that blonde boy in her friend group. And I believe I have experienced emotion more intensely with you in this past month than with Chise from the start. I would like you to teach me more about emotions, and possibly become my wife." Elias paused right then, "Joseph also explained your adoration of my more monstrous sides and primal emotions."
Another month passed, and life was going great for once. Elias, was even more affectionate with you than with Chise. He was constantly following you, constantly hugging you, constantly nuzzling into you. When you met Chise's friends and new boyfriend, Elias introduced you as his wife and Chise's sister. He never told any of the students that him and Chise had a thing going on at all, but he was showing you off immediately. That felt extraordinarily great. You and Zoe, did get along great. You mother hen'd eachother, which everyone else found funny. You mother hen'd the group too, though. You met Elias' friends, and all in all, your life fully turned around. Obviously you didn't just forget Silver and Joseph– You and Joseph had gossip sessions every week and he often just came to visit you.
"Anndd.. I'd like you to meet my friends, I think you'd really love Zoe."
You went to knock on Elias' bedroom door, he hadn't been out for a long while. The door was unlocked so when you didn't get a response you just went in. Elias was sitting at the edge of his bed- the one opposite to the door so his back was to you.
"Elias..? Are you okay? You haven't come out of your room in a long time." You hesitantly asked, you were still shy afterall. He turned to you and patted his lap, beckoning you to sit on it. You went to him and sat beside him, he pulled you into his lap easily. His hands stayed on your waist, and they pretty much covered your entire waist with how big his hands were.
"My dear, I have been experiencing a feeling I do not have a name for. You doing certain things makes me imagine you doing other actions." He paused, and you're at this point. "It makes me warm in my lower stomach, it makes me want to be rough with you."
"Uhm.. I-I think you're horny..?" You avoided looking at him, feeling the heat in your lower belly ignite. "It.. uh, makes you want to.. have sex- and for m-most animals it's j-just a way to make more babies. For people, it's something that.. brings them joy, and pleasure.." You swallowed thickly and then his head rested on yours.
"Interesting." Everything went still for a few seconds. "May we have sex then, my dear?"
.
.
.
Breathy "Ah Ah Ah"s kept getting knocked out of you. Your hand was clinging to Elias' chest, his skull hovering near yours. His hands were on your waist, moving you up and down on his large cock gently. You were hardly conscious, the pure pleasure of the stretch- of how his cock made your stomach buldge.
"Fuck–" He made an almost inhuman growl- something purely fae, in a way. "My dear.." You let out a whine, more and more sounds coming out of your throat. "Shit! Nmmgh~ I'm going to fucking breed you. Going to claim you dear." Elias sounded so firm in that, like it wasn't anything you could change. His hands gripped your hips a bit tighter, they'd been splayed around your hips as a guide but now they were manhandling you. Up and down, fast. He was using you as a fleshlight, the one thought you managed through the pleasure.
You came quickly, the speed and roughness amping up your pleasure fast. You came with a loud moan but he didn't let go. He brought you down harder and harder, squelching from your slick and loud plapping mixing with his voice. He was murmuring about how good you'd look filled with his babes, how good you felt, praising you left and right. Your ass and thighs, both because his hips were so big that them snapping up hit all of that, were definitely going to bruise due to how hard he was slamming up into you and how hard he was bringing you down.
He came then, when you were near tears from being so thoroughly overstimulated by the pleasure he brought you.
"Good girl. Good girl my dear." He pulled you tight to his chest, pulling you off his cock and his came leaked out of you fast. He held you like you meant the world to him, which you did. What a big change from how life was a few months ago.
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My ex texted me, he was venting to my bff (So like I got the inside scoop). Told her he missed me, missed my cooking, how i made him feel understood and blah blah blah.
I texted him back and told him he could get back with me, except he'd have obvious like- "youre gonna have to cut off the girl youve been fucking n showing off" "You'll have to court me all over again" "We're starting from zero up"
And he kept texting me, I kept texting him all dry and not giving him much. Then he said we could be friends- i said we couldn't, he said "I havent been friends with you detransitioned" and I was like fuck no, we can't be friends. He was then like, well I cant be with you simple as that. I said okay and blocked him.
Like what the absolute fuck?? You said you missed me and all that bullshit. I reopened a wound because you had something important to say and??? Thats it?? What the hell.
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the concept of your favorite person enabling all your toxic behaviors and encouraging it and accepting you as you are. the thought that they secretly enjoy how emotionally dependent you are on them, how much power they have over you, and see it as validation rather than something unhealthy. ah, to feel accepted and wanted without being judged or called "too much."
Fluff, mean Jasper, confrontation (not between you two), shy self insert reader, sorta kink play? Like d/s dynamics in a not smut way.
Jasper walked into the local dollar store, your small town only had one within walking distance. He walked down the fridge aisle, going to get an energy drink for you two to share. Some guy and him were looking at the same ones, and the guy struck up a conversation.
"Hey, you look amazing!" Obviously, Jasper remained friendly. "Thanks, you too."
"It'd be sick to be friends, especially if you did just move here or somethin'!" Japser nodded, smiling. "Yeah, thanks dude. So what's your name?"
"Oh! My name is 'A'"
"Ohhh. Yeah no, nevermind." He took it back, irrigation clear in his voice. "What why??" 'A' questioned, clearly confused. Jasper only smiled. "Because your biggest mistake has been the best thing for me." His phone buzzed and he checked it, smiling when he saw the screen. He looked back up to 'A', who was still clearly confused.
"What? What were you checking?"
"My boy used my card to buy his snacks. Who knew he just needed to get rewarded to do exactly what you wanted him to do?" Jasper taunted, before explaining only a bit further. "Clearly you didn't." Then, he made a small whistle and you came up running, bag of things in hand. You hadn't looked at your surroundings, trusting him so fully to keep you safe.
"Hey pretty. Ive met an old friend of yours." Jasper chuckled, manhandling you to be infront of him with your face in his chest. His arms wrapped around you, one around your waist and the other landing on your ass. "Now, 'A', it's so funny how you abandoned him because now he's mine. He never would have left if you hadn't done it, but now he has an upgrade." He mocked, you stayed out of it, he told you to and you were his good boy. Ontop of that, he always kept you safe and happy so why wouldn't you trust him.
"F-fuck. No- no. He- No." 'A' stuttered out, shellshocked, regret all across his face. "H-hun, look I know i messed up! I haven't seen you for a year and god I missed you, 'L' wasn't worth it and I should've been stronger Im–"
'A' started to tear up, you all knew he deserved this, but it clearly still hurt him.
"Ah ah ah, he's mine now. You think he's going to go back to you when he has me? You are a worse version of me. You wanted to be so jacked it looked wrong to him instead of taking his preferences into account. Shamed him for having an opinion and for not liking giant changes to your appearance. He never would have stopped you," Jasper snapped, clearly pissed recounting everything wrong 'A' had ever done. "Instead I listened to his opinion, reassured him fully, and I look the best I ever have in my fuckin' life. You couldn't make him cum, and I don't stop till he cums multiple times. I'm more possessive, protective, and obsessive than you are. I don't leave him alone when he's upset, unlike you. I reassure him through it, I literally hold his and and that's enough, more than you did."
"Oh, and lets not forget how you isolated him from his friends only to drop him when he was getting close to yours. My friends are all friends with him and I don't abandon him for them. All those habits you hated? That were 'undesirable'? Well I either loved them or Pavlov'd him with his permission to change them. Sucker anytime he did good, that's all it took. I spoil him because he does so damn much for me and he still feels undeserving because of you. Because you wanted more when he did anything you asked." Jasper snarled. You looked up at him and pecked his jaw, squeezing his arm a bit.
"But none of that matters now does it? Because I moved in six months after we started dating." Jasper's rocky attitude was back. "Which by the way, was only a few months after you. I have his claim inked into my skin. He has mine inked onto him. We're leaving the country next year, once we finish with the year of college too. You're too late." He smirked. You finally turned around and looked at 'A'.
"In all honesty, I'm a hopeless romantic 'A'. I waited for a text from you for that entire summer, waited for you to change your mind. You didn't, I moved on with someone who owns me in my entirety and doesn't let me down when I need him most." You didn't look remorseful, or soft, but your eyes showed pitty towards your ex. "You missed your chance. Now I'm in therapy, healing and I have someone who matches every aspect of me. You can't compare, not anymore. I've outgrown you."
when you have bpd, you can't be loved at your worst.
because your worst is hurting people. you have to overthink everything, constantly analyze yourself, filter every single one of your behaviors, bottle up all your emotions, just to be acceptable.
why. i don't understand. why did not being loved lead to me becoming unlovable.
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