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black people are great and awesome and human beings who deserve respect and love. being black is normal. it is beautiful. it does not make anyone less than, nor does it dictate what someone can do with their life. i mean this about cis black people, natal black people, and trans black people.

jewish people are wonderful human beings who deserve respect and love. they are also normal people who live normal lives. this applies to cis, natal, and trans jewish people.

this shouldn't even be a hot take but shockingly, it is.

if you genuinely think that the hypersexuality/CSBD pride flag shouldn't exist, then you are contributing to ableism and i WILL stand by that. i have three reasons on why i think this.

its honestly quite discouraging to see all the discourse over such meaningless bullshit, and at this point i?m considering leaving the rqc .

h?s trauma is not yours to debate and his response to it is not yours to scrutinize.

also , to the anon who said that they "hate all women because they were traumatized by women" as another way to invalidate him,,. okay? you do you man , nobeing in their right mind cares this much about a stranger on the internet.

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fuck i’m like screwed if they find out about this hold on

they said they don’t mind it and is willing to do it

okay so, for reference if they were to do it, how does it exactly work…….cus i have NO idea how programming works but they said they’d research for me,, T^T

Im glad they are willing to help, I'm sure you can research different programming types

Such as

Alpha - Basic progging, beginner progging/loyalty/cueing

Beta - Sexual progging (sex slave/rape/porn filming)

Gamma - HEAVY loyalty

Delta - Commiting violence

Epsilon - Being nonhuman (animal/object/spirit/other)

Zeta - Being used to / seeking out violence without commiting it

Eta - Abuse/progging is constant and can never heal

Theta - Religious progging (angels/demons/heaven/hell/god)

Iota - Isolation (externally or internally)

Kappa - Intense dissociation so you can't feel pain

Lambda - Light/sound manipulation, can cause hallucinations/temp blindness/deafness, seizures

Mu - Complete shutdown (nonverbality included)

Nu - Hypersomnia/Insomnia

Xi - Flooding the system with flashbacks/memories

Omicron - Time/routine based programming

Pi - Controlling what's perceived to be real or not

Rho - Memory manipulation/ amnesia

Sigma - Causes alters to split off VERY easy

Tau - Body is being used as a vessel for some purpose, or that they have to pass beliefs on to children/become a progger themselves

Upsilon - Duality insys

Phi - Causes perfectionism

Chi - Callback

Psi - Organizational (Scripts/Ranks)

@himebpd is mad because i blocked them and continues to try and harass me. don't worry im not answering this ask because i pressed the block sender button

-(@dead-dove-eat-me)

it is completely fine , i assure you .

you will be anointed in the kingdom of heaven with special privileges , i promise . it means a lot to me , even though i’m awful at showing it .

i was busy with work so i couldn’t defend myself . thank you .

but it’s so — fucking frustrating . people who never received any attention at home love to make it everyone else’s problem and burden us with it . christ .

how does me repeatedly being raped as a child impact ImACanine69420 whatsoever ? it doesn’t . but it’s always “ me me me ! ” with radqueers , of course .

it’s also very very obvious to anyone with an actual , you know , brain , that i meant nataldogs . nataldogs were the ones that assaulted me . what the fuck else would i mean ? genuinely ? critical thinking skills for two seconds , please !

i do not care if someone is transspecies or transcanine . for fuck’s sake . one of my best friends is ciscanine and tags her shit around me and i have no issues with her .

i make it very loud and obvious all over my account i have extreme cynophobia due to trauma , and have zoosadism as a result of said cynophobia . very severe zoosadism towards canines . i have no issues with my zoosadism and fail to see it as an issue — i can control myself .

i make vent art like a cringey secondary schooler or i talk about it privately amongst my friends . or i use my imagination . i don’t do anything , i don’t look at anything . there’s no problem . nobody is being harmed .

i have an issue with my cynophobia . i have no issues with my zoosadism . i actually wouldn’t mind keeping my zoosadism even if i never had cynophobia . it doesn’t negatively impact me like my phobia does .

additionally , like i mentioned previously — i don’t act on it . i don’t want to go to prison . it’s a hassle .

the fact someone looked at me making an awareness post of me being sent images of dogs raping women , images of dogs in general , and someone saying they wanted to share csem of me — and me privately in a response to a friend saying “ euthanise all canines ! ” as a response as a vent — and they threw this much of a temper tantrum ?

the block button exists .

the mute button exists .

you went on my account and dug through my personal conversations . that is nobody’s fault but your own . if you are that much of an idiot there is probably no saving you , truthfully .

i hate that i have to share an earth with these sorts of people . god please send me elsewhere . i’m exhausted .

I do wish to be taken care of. To be coddled and held close. I think these two things are my deepest wishes, my most personal ones. Mayhaps it’s from the lack of affection, or neglect. Maybe.

do you people even understand the shit you're saying? how the fuck can you be against noncon harm then turn around and say "saying kill all ___ is a valid trauma response!"? does the sheer cognitive dissonance just not grate at the edges of your skulls?

- 💢

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