inconsolable

the program i use at work is really dated, but it has a cute spring setting which is nice, also made some orange juice today the most complicated way i could :) alsoooo love this song rn

went on a pilgrimage to rothko chapel today and left feeling emotionally and physically exhausted. for a while i thought that if i went here i would gain some of my hope back, but instead i just felt completely destroyed and devastated. I did get to see my family member which made me happy so that was a positive thing from this, and i learned a lot and felt a lot on this pilgrimage which is also good, as always. hopefully something good will come out of this and one day i can walk back into rothko chapel and leave with a different feeling :)

got to go out with my friend and share a bottle aka do my most favorite thing in the world, also a what’s in my bag for today :)