Perfectly Fl@w3d

WOW! This made me ralize 2 profound things! 1. I have neglected me! Worth it sometimes to be sure those close to are good if you at all can! 2. Is "ACTUALLY" a new way of politely insulting someone? If so, who knew?! Ex: WOW! Look at you! You ""ACTUALLY" look nice! Is that like polite for damn, you ""ACTUALLY" clean up ok? You been lookin like trash lately! Mmm

I’ve deleted the challenge I posted. I know I only posted the celebration yesterday, but I’ve unexpectedly lost someone very important to me in the hours since then, so I won’t exactly be in a celebratory mood for while. I always tell other people on here, ‘Real life goes first. Always.’ I realized I should take my own advice here.

Nonetheless, I felt like I should post a little explanation, even if my brain can’t really do proper words and sentences right now. I realize I don’t usually get very personal on here but you were all so kind when I finally returned from my writing slump, I didn’t want to just disappear like that again.

The challenge will be back up in the future. I’ll be keeping the asks you’ve sent with your prompt requests but the challenge will be put on pause for now. When things get better, I’ll repost and change the deadline etc.

Tagging everyone who liked/reblogged/joined the challenge so far. Hopefully you’ll be just as enthusiastic when the reboot comes. For now; thank you.

@princessmisery666 @allys-creative-bubble @idreamofplaid @flamencodiva @cockslut-padalecki @deanwanddamons @mrswhozeewhatsis @risingphoenix761 @slytherkins @unforth

(torn between 'I hope I didn’t miss anyone’ and 'sorry to bother you with my TMI’ so pick whichever one goes for you)

Likewise! To better times, hopefully!!,

The wave of emotions & thoughts that go through one's mind as they hold someone's hand and attempt to move past the negative to help them embrace their lives & the imprints they made, reminisce the memories both good and difficult, and hopefully help them with bit of love, definitely some laughter and hopefully a safe place to feel and accept the change ahead.

This is when eyes could tell a thousand tails with out even changing or blinking.

For my rescue kitty Big Sexy who just passed on. You were mine & many others light in an otherwise dull day.

It has been a tough year. I know I am not alone yet I feel that I am. I am not 1 to shead tears, but they come & go so often.

Thank you to all those strangers out there who have passed me & others along the way & see the loss & sorrow & take the time to acknowledge if even just with a glance. It can mean so much to mine & so many others days!

The beauty is we don't need to even speak or explain.