Disclaimers
I'm 17 if you're under 15 don't interact, because no offense what would we even relate to ? Your not even in high school yet. And some stuff I post can be triggering so I doubt my blogs good for you. Also obviously creeps don't interact go seek help./gen
sapphic, cis, she/her. Men can interact though I don't really understand why some wlw want no men to interact. But everyone has their own life experiences and I understand people wanting their safe space to have their preferred people they are most comfortable with on it. But depriving yourself a whole 3.97 million different experiences, different mindsets, and conversations. Just sounds like a rather boring life to me.
⚠️Tw:I do post self-mutilation sometimes. It's not all I post, but it is apart of me and my blog. I don't do this for pity or for help. I believe I do this because of my nssi behaviors. I have self-diagnosed myself with nssi behaviors because, while I do have the resources and a therapist/psycologist, if I were to tell my therapist/psycologist about my self-mutilation tendencies, I am more likely to be institutionalized than given a proper diagnosis. But essentially, what this means is my self-mutilation is not something I do out of self-hatred or a desire to die. It's just from a disconnect in my brain where I get soothed by pain. I give myself this pain through body building and cutting designs into my skin. Both I see as body modifications. You reporting me or telling me you're praying for me will not make me stop. While it can be hard to understand, I am truthfully at my highest functioning when I am able to self-mutiliate. Yes, obviously it's unhealthy, but atleast I'm not doing drugs or shit like that. And frankly, while mine is more extreme in my observations, everyone has some form of self-harm they fall back on. Whether it is doomscrolling, despite knowing the consequences of doing so or staying up all night or dating people who you know don't really care for you or not eating properly. There isn't quite enough research on why humans are like this for me to say why or if my observation is completely correct. But I'm sure a lot more people than people think can resonate with having this disconnect like me. But they are too ashamed to talk about it out of fear of institutionalization or people seeing them as "nothing but attention seekers". So I beg of you, if you don't like this type of content, please just block me instead of reporting me and possibly taking away one of the few places I feel understood and safe in.
Also, I'm dyslexic and have ADHD. I try to plug my stuff into a grammar checker before posting anything, but just in case I forget, I apologize in advance for any egregious spelling errors.
My Interests
stars, stop motion/cutout animation, monster high, cardboard engineering, punk cabaret bands, cello, rollerskating, weight lifting, feminism, disability rights, poetry, dogs, and journaling.
bands:The Dresden Dolls (tbc) .
my holy trinity:Robecca Steam, Coraline Jones, and Remy from Ratatouille
fun facts:I know mbtis haven't been used in years, but if your curious mine is isfp.
I have been playing the cello now for about 4 years! I still kinda suck at it but i have sucked less and less throughout the years.
My dream place to travel is iceland has been since i was a kid. :D
