art acc kinda not really

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Check what you sent over and over to make sure you didn’t say a slur instead of “hello how are you”

Fear that someone will find you thinking not-leftist-enough thoughts and will call you out and ruin you

Feel you have to make your intentions clear and over-explain your actions

Find yourself consistently resisting the urge to engage in reassurance-seeking WRT being a good enough ally to marginalized people

Stay up late endlessly debating political ethics in your head

Have a set of actions that you take after discovering you made a morally wrong decision so that you can atone, which you rely on for reassurance that you are not a bad person

Would rather not make a decision at all than make a decision that is the lesser of two evils, but is not morally pure

Last time I did this it went shittily because I was in the midst of a diabolical mental health crisis and it took me quite literally nearly a year to deliver two drawings. But I think I'm ready to give this shit a whirl again.

To help me save up to move out (and eventually start HRT), I'm gonna try doing art commissions again, but in case of disaster, I'm gonna keep it to three slots. I've also improved at digital art a wee bit which may help me streamline the process.

This time, again as my production ability can be fickle, I'm gonna keep it pay-what-you-can based. You can tell me what you're comfortable spending, and I'll tell you what I can make for you with that. Payment wise I prefer Venmo because it doesn't have my deadname on it.

Here's a few examples of recent doodlery:

I am comfortable with drawing NSFW, but I can and will nope out of any subject matter that makes me uncomfortable. This includes both illegal/immoral content and shit that I just plain don't like. I am willing to negotiate with the latter - if you're offering me a hundred dollars, then shit, I guess I'll draw your oc pissing his pants.