I finally forced myself into a full bladder hold in public in front of my friends, it was really bad.
I always wet myself at home because of the ‘urge’ to pee, but i know my bladder can get more full in public; i’ve just been scared to.
My friend promised me we’d go to a hotsprings destination 1 hour 30 minutes away on a saturday.
That saturday finally came, Today, and I’ve had to piss so unbearably bad almost all day.
So at 8 am i started drinking distilled water.
By 9am I drank 2 liters and had the urge to pee pretty good already. She still hadn’t shown up yet at 9:05 and I seriously debated peeing and I decided to go empty my bladder. That’s when my phone rang and I simultaneously realized I wasn’t totally ready yet. I put together my things while talking to her on speaker phone.
As i jumped down my front steps to her car I felt the pain in my bladder, my heart sank as i realized i had a minimum of 1.5 hours to hold it in her brand new car.
My plan was to drink double my capacity and secretly hold my stretching bladder until she notices and starts a conversation about it, then refuse to stop along the way to relieve myself. I’ll only pee once we get to the resort. The worst of it will be the last half hour, I can hold a desperately bursting bladder for half an hour.
We drove 10 minutes and stopped at a gas station. I stood up and realized my bladder pain was more than typical but didn’t “hurt” yet. Just really uncomfortable. I was worried we’d be there in about an hour. I could definitely hold it another hour, i thought.
Just to make sure I wasn’t wasting my effort, I bought an espresso and latte (in a can and bottle) The espresso always hits my bladder 30 minutes later. I looked around for my friend and remembered she was going to the casino. I walked in and found her, she was winning a little bit of money so i playfully chatted with her. I was noticing i really had to pee and glanced over at the bathrooms. Right then I could feel my bladder swell, i felt the immediate urge to pee. I twitched and two people walked out of the bathroom and i stalled there. My friend motioned that she was ready to leave. I went back over to my friend and waited a few minutes for her to stand up. Normally I’d be talking to her but I was constantly thinking about how full my bladder was going to be soon if we didn’t get going.
After way too long we slowly made our way out to the car. My heart was beating quickly. I could really feel my bladder. I was about to open my mouth but the moment came and went. I got in and sat down, holding my breath.
We were driving slow. we live in the mountains but all the new residents make the main roads crowded. My phone said we were an hour and 34 minutes away. I noticed I was constantly holding my breath. I was hot. My blood pressure felt high. I could feel my bladder filling up really quickly. The pain was just a nervously fast growing pain above my hips. I was pushing on my legs and moving my toes around wildly in my shoes just to endure the discomfort.
I looked at my friend, I secretly wished she was holding her bladder too. I was actually praying she was dying to piss because I would have loved to go with her. I spent a little while silently looking out the window worrying about how painful this was going to get.
we’d been in the car about 35 minutes when I realized my bladder was panic level full. I was shaking and bouncing my leg and it became so obvious. It was about 45 minutes into the trip with over an hour left that she finally asked: “Do you need to pee?” I could see her looking at me with concern for a little while.. then literally just said: “Do you need to pee?” I could feel the dampness in my crotch from pure desperation. “I have to go really bad” I admitted, I could see she was trying to think of a response. “Let’s just get to the resort” I said. Instantly feeling stupid. Right away she began talking time and distance as if i was ignorant of how far away we were.
“Do you think you can hold it that far?” she asked. “No” I immediately said instinctively. “Then we’re finding you a bathroom” She said. I felt like a child but my bladder was agonizingly full.
“I have to pee so bad” I admitted. She says, “I can tell” It’s to the point where I’m thinking of how I can piss while in the car, is there a bottle somewhere I wonder? I might have to let a couple spurts out soon because I can’t sit still anymore.
As I’m thinking this she says to me “I cannot have you pee in my brand new car, so let me know if you need me to pull over, I can tell you have to go pretty bad. I just said “yeah my bladder is pretty full!” Ohhh I can feel my bladder filling more and more.
I’m getting genuinely desperate and there’s a good 40 minutes until we get there. There’s no buildings of any kind the whole way, just open roadway with no privacy. I simply had no choice but to hold my pee in because flooding my pants in her new car would be devastating. I was approaching the limit of what I could take. I was sweating and pushing my hands down against my legs so hard.
It was like an alarm was going off internally. I wasn’t enjoying the situation I put myself in. “Oh my god” I said. “What?” she asked?
“I’m about to piss my pants”. I say as I lean forward and clench my breath and my pee hole.
“Please don’t”. she says. And I know she was being serious. I was in despair. I was shaking and taking labored breaths holding myself. Clenching my whole body.
For the first time I decided to try and pee in my pants, forgetting the consequences.
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