SunshineProfvci

The day that I met you, Everything was great and you were cool. What I didn't know was, You were an ass and made females look like a fool.

Ever since that day, There was nothing I could do. You wouldn't leave my side, Even when I begged you to.

We started out as friends, Which is all I wanted it to be. You chased me for 7 months, Always telling me that you loved me.

You confided in me, Some details of your life. I felt soo bad for u, That the pain felt like a sharp knife.

Since you trusted me, I shared my life with you too. But now you want to play games, And show me that was the wrong thing to do.

You came to me, Saying all the things you guys say. Like I'll treat you better than your ex's, Eventually I gave in and said okay.

At first everything was great, You were absolutely amazing. Then something switched, And I realized it was just you fazing.

I understand you've had a hard life, With being adopted out as a baby. Having to watch your mom care for your siblings, Being reminded that she didn't want you daily.

Your Grandmother took you in, But she can't care for you. So your auntie stepped in to help, Now that she's dead what are you going to do?

I was there for you, Letting you cry on my shoulder. But no matter what I did, You grew colder.

You started running off all my friends and family, Not letting me talk to anyone. Now you sit there and point fingers, Trying to use someones pain for your own fun.

Two can play at that game, The things you said I did you were doing too. Only you were worse, Than I could ever be to you.

You point your finger, And say hoe. But I would never disrespect myself like that, And what you always say to that is I KNOW.

We split, Cuz I got a family. And adopted a few kids, But I did so Faithfully.

I couldn't understand why you were soo mad, So I asked if I was one of your mistakes and you replied "You were my miracle." You don't treat your miracles like shit, But you thought you were irreplaceable.

Could it be your just mad, Mad at me. For moving on like you thought I wouldn't, It's time for you to just let me be.

He's everything, And more. So nice try, I'm not a whore.

Now that i've said this, Maybe you can move on too. And stop being angry, That you make the choices that you do.

There's other ways, You can use your time. Get a job for one, Then you won't have to beg for a dime.

Do I Jump? Or Do I Stay? I'm Trying To Decide, Cuz Tomorrow's A New Day.

If I Decide To Jump, This Constant Pain Will Be Gone. If I Stay, Ill Always Feel Alone.

I'm Not Scared Of Death, I'm Just Scared Of The Pain. Once You Die, There'll Be Nothing To Gain.

To Live, Is To Fight. Constantly Crying, In The Middle Of The Night.

The Decision, Is So Hard. I Don't Know What To Do, My Heart Is Soo Scarred.

Tears Rolling Down My Face, As I Look Into The Deep Nothingness Below. I Kneel And Bow My Head, Then It Feels Like My Heart Begins To Glow.

I Stand up, Looking The Deep Nothingness In Its Face. I Throw My Arms up And Tilt My Head Back, God Is My Saving Grace.