"When I saw you through that door, I swore it was another person that was long gone."
Warnings: Grief, mourning, survivor's guilt(kind of), may be not that accurate, depression, reincarnation but with no memories of past life, not letting go, Dean not knowing how to deal with emotions, Sam is just a tiny bit better, sibling grief, typical violence, mentions of John Winchester's abuse, mentioned cutting, may be triggering, denial, hallucinations, you being a little creeped out at them after your reincarnation, a little of fluff, no smut, not a dead dove: but could be if I changed my mind, miscomunication(cuz is them ofcourse), hunting things(demon possesions, and all the bullshit that comes with it), major character death(but coming back).
M!reader(yes, I am doing this for the team).
Description: You're gone, just like that, it takes time to accept their little sibling is not there to annoy their asses anymore, so when they see you again, another family, another damned last name, they had to try and pull you back, even if just for a few minutes.
JUST FINE. Part I
DAMNED CAR. Part II
THERE WAS ONCE A TIME. Part III
PLEASE GO. Part IV
REMEMBER ME PLEASE. Part V
NEVER LET YOU GO. Part VI
NIGHTMARES. Part VII
PROMISES LONG FORGOTTEN. Part VIII
Hiii, so I'm gonna start an history, is tragic, there's barely happiness and actualizations will take time, so please be patient if you're interested.
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Wanted to thanks @emeraldcrs for her advice and hope y'all like this story once I start the first chapter!
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Warnings: Strong language / profanity, Alcohol use / substance mentions, PTSD / psychological trauma (implied through Soldier Boyâs behavior and past), Past sexual content (one-night stand referenced; not explicit in the current chapter but implied history), Mentions of abandonment / parental issues (the whole âyou fathered a kid and dippedâ situation), Aging / mortality themes (Reader is in her 60s, which adds emotional and existential weight), Emotional manipulation / gaslighting (light), Secondhand embarrassment.
1980. New York City.
The bar wasnât anything special. Neon lights buzzing overhead, smoke curling in lazy ribbons, some rock ballad crooning in the background. Vought liked to throw Soldier Boy in front of cameras, into crowds, into chaosâbut this? This was his rare off-night.
No cameras. No handlers. No PR team hovering like vultures. Just a bottle of whiskey and enough noise to drown out his own thoughts.
And then she walked in.
Her.
Classy without trying. Confident without being loud. Hair curled like it meant business. Lips painted like a challenge. She didn't try to catch his eyeâbut she did anyway.
She sat at the bar two stools down, ordered something neat, and didnât look his way. That intrigued him.
Most people saw the shield before they saw the man. But her? She didnât flinch. Didnât flirt. Didnât fall over herself to be noticed.
She just just sat there. Cool. Quiet. Whole.
He moved a seat closer.
âYou know who I am?â he asked, like it was some kind of threat.
She arched an eyebrow, barely glancing at him. âUnfortunately.â
That made him laughâreally laugh. Deep, rich, real.
He hadnât felt real in years.
â(Y/N),â she said, finally turning to him. âAnd youâre Soldier Boy. America's favorite sledgehammer.â
He grinned. âWell, you sure know how to flatter a guy.â
âI wasnât flattering.â
God, she had a mouth on her. He thought. And he liked that.
The conversation flowed after thatâsnarky at first, teasing. Then deeper. Raw. She didnât ask about missions or kill counts or his latest campaign ad. She asked what he read. What he missed. What he wanted.
He couldnât remember the last time someone asked him that without a microphone in his face.
And then, the night blurred.
There was whiskey. And music. And the heat of her hand finding his. A slow, steady burn.
His motel room was two blocks away. He almost didnât ask.
But she came.
The sheets tangled around them like fate. His mouth traced poetry into her collarbone. She gasped his name like it meant something.
It wasnât just sex. Not for him.
It was the first time he felt seen.
The world had turned him into a symbol. A myth. A walking piece of war propaganda.
But she looked at him like he was a man. Bruised. Flawed. Still worthy of softness.
He held her afterward. Didnât sleep. Just watched her chest rise and fall and thought, Goddamn, I couldâve had a life.
And thenâ
The knock on the door.
Black suits. Vought goons. A âmission.â A âbrief deployment.â
He was gone before sunrise.
No goodbye. No warning.
Just erased.
And she was left with nothing but the imprint of his body in cold sheets⌠and, weeks later, the realization that he had left something behind.
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1980, two months later.
The first time she threw up in the morning, she blamed the bar food.
The second time, she knew better.
She sat on the bathroom floor of her tiny apartment, pregnancy test clutched in a trembling hand, the kind of silence around her that felt like a scream.
Soldier Boy was gone.
Vanished like smoke.
No phone call. No note. Just poofâlike heâd never been there at all.
Sheâd cried for maybe a day. Then she got angry. And then she got very quiet.
Because grief in silence was something she knew how to wear like armor.
Sheâd been abandoned before. Parents. Men. Dreams. Sheâd survived them all.
But this? This was different.
This was his child.
And even if he was a myth, even if he was a cautionary tale she whispered to herself on sleepless nights, she still remembered how his eyes softened when he looked at her. How he kissed her like the world might end. How his hands trembled, just slightly, when they held hers.
She didnât know the truth. Not yet.
All she knew was this: she was having this baby.
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1981. Spring. February.
She gave birth in spring.
The nurses asked about the father. She lied. âNot in the picture,â she said.
Which was technically true. How do you explain that your baby daddy was Americaâs first superheroâand apparently a hit-and-run?
She named the boy after her grandfatherâstrong, proud, stubborn as hell.
He came into the world screaming like he already knew it was broken.
She held him close and whispered, âItâs okay. Iâve got you. Iâm not going anywhere.â
And she didnât.
Not when rent was overdue. Not when formula prices climbed. Not when she worked double shifts and her bones ached.
She built a life.
Bit by bit. Scrap by scrap. A quiet miracle in the making.
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1990s â 2000s.
Her son grew up with laughter in his lungs and fire in his belly. Smart. Sweet. A little reckless. She saw glimpses of him in the kidâs crooked grin. But he wasnât a carbon copyâhe was his own person.
He held the door for old ladies. He cried at dog movies. He punched a bully in the face for calling his friend names. He asked questions like, âMom, are heroes real?â and sheâd smile through the ache and say, âSometimes.â
She kept the truth locked away in an old shoebox. One photo. One name. One night. That was all she had of Soldier Boy.
She told herself it didnât matter. That her son didnât need a man who vanished into thin air.
But some nights⌠when the house was quiet, and the lights were low, and the ache in her chest was too loud to ignore⌠sheâd look at her boy and whisper, âHe wouldâve loved you, baby. If heâd known.â
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2023.
The knock on the door wasnât loud.
It wasnât angry or demanding. It was⌠tentative.
She opened it slowly, her heart thundering in her ears. And there he was.
Soldier Boy.
Ben.
He looked wrecked. Haunted. Real.
He said her name like it was a prayer and a punishment.
Older, yes. Weathered, broken in new ways. But still him. Those same eyes that had stared at her like she was the first good thing he ever touched.
She didnât speak. Didnât move. Just stood there, stunned.
âI didnât know where else to go,â he said.
His voice was rougher now. Like gravel soaked in whiskey and regret.
âYouâre supposed to be dead,â she whispered.
âSo are a lot of things.â
She let him in.
He looked around like he couldnât believe it was real. Like every framed photo on the wall was a bullet to the gut.
And then he saw the photo album.
The one she never showed anyone.
He picked it up with shaking hands. Flipped through it.
She didnât stop him. She couldnât.
Page after page of his sonâs lifeâhis first steps, his first snowman, that ridiculous mushroom haircut he had in second grade. His graduation. His nonprofit startup. His stupid little dog.
All of it.
Ben stared at the images like they were a movie from a life he never got to live. And maybe they were.
âYou kept your name,â he muttered. âGave him my last name.â
She crossed her arms, a wall of quiet fire. âI wanted him to know where he came from. Even if you werenât there.â
âI didnât leave because I wanted to,â he said. âVought sold me out. Russians took me. I wasnât⌠I didnât choose this.â
âI know,â she said. âNow.â
He looked at her, really looked. Like he was memorizing her all over again.
âI thought about you,â he said. âIn that frozen box. Every day. You were the last good thing I had.â
Tears threatened her edges, but she blinked them away. âYou missed a lot.â
âI know,â he whispered. âI missed everything.â
She hesitated. âHe doesnât know about you. I never told him. I didnât want him chasing a man who wasnât coming back.â
Ben nodded slowly. âHeâs better for it. Kid looks good. Happy.â
âHeâs a good man,â she said. âNot angry. Not violent. Nothing likeââ
ââme,â he finished.
Silence.
And then a voice from upstairs.
âHey Mom? Whoâs at the door?â
Ben froze. His blood turned to ice.
She didnât answer right away. Just looked at Ben like she was weighing the entire world in her hands.
Then, gently: âCome meet someone.â
The moment he stepped into the room, the air shifted.
Her son- No. Their son stood at the top of the stairsâmid-twenties, built like a man who knew the gym but didnât worship it, with eyes too kind to belong to someone raised on bitterness.
Ben recognized those eyes.
Not his. Hers.
The young manâs voice was cautious. âMom⌠who is this?â
She cleared her throat. âThis is Ben.â
A beat.
Then another.
Ben stepped forward, and for the first time in his life, the shield in his bones felt useless. âIâm⌠your father.â
The silence was immediate and violent.
Her son blinked once, twice. Then laughedâshort and disbelieving.
âIs this a joke?â
She opened her mouth, but Ben lifted a hand. âNo. Let him say it.â
Ben braced himself. âI didnât know you existed. Voughtâthey⌠they buried me. Literally. Gave me to the Russians in â82. I just got out a year ago.â
His son didnât react. Not yet.
âAnd what? You saw a picture, decided to show up and play house?â
âNo. I saw your life. And I realized it was better without me.â
âDamn right it was,â the young man snapped.
There it is, Ben thought. The fire.
âI grew up wondering if I had a dad who was dead or just didnât give a shit. Turns out, itâs both?â
Ben didnât flinch. âYou have every right to hate me.â
âOh, good. We agree.â
She stepped in. âEnough.â
They both stopped. She didnât raise her voice, but it cut.
Her son turned to her. âYou knew? This whole time?â
âI thought he was dead,â she said quietly. âWhen he came back, I didnât know what to do. I was going to tell you. I just didnât want it to come from a tabloid.â
Benâs jaw clenched. âLook, kidââ
âDonât call me that.â
âOkay. Fair. Iâm not here to fix anything. Iâm not here to be a hero. I just wanted to see you. To know youâre okay.â
Her son folded his arms. âWhy? So you can feel better about being a ghost?â
âNo,â Ben said. âSo I can feel worse.â
That caught him off guard.
Ben stepped forward, hands open, vulnerable in a way no battlefield ever made him.
âIâve done things Iâll never be proud of. But you? Youâre the one good thing I ever helped make. And even if I wasnât there to raise you⌠Iâm proud as hell of who you are.â
His son looked at himâreally looked.
Saw the war in his eyes. The sorrow in his bones. The regret that lived in every wrinkle and scar.
ââŚWhat now?â the young man asked, voice softer.
Ben shrugged. âYou tell me.â
And for the first time, there was no anger. Just silence.
And possibility.
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That night.
The house was still.
She stood in the kitchen, pouring tea with hands that didnât tremble anymoreâbecause theyâd been through too damn much to shake over old ghosts.
She heard the creak of the hallway floorboards. She didnât turn.
âYou never were light on your feet,â she said.
Ben chuckled, that gravelly rasp now laced with something almost⌠gentle. âI was trained to crash through doors, not tiptoe through kitchens.â
She slid him a mug without looking at him. âFigured.â
He took it. Sat down at the table. The same one where sheâd taught their son multiplication. Bandaged scraped knees. Written overdue bills.
âI thought about you,â he said. âIn that pod. Didnât even know I was thinking. Just... dreams. Fragments. You were always there.â
She sat down slowly.
âI thought you were just another mistake,â she admitted. âAnother man who left. I hated you for a long time.â
âYou shouldâve.â
She met his eyes.
Time had carved stories into her face. Deep lines, silver hair pulled into a loose knot, skin like parchment over fire-hardened steel.
But to Ben?
Sheâd never looked more beautiful.
âLook at you,â he murmured, almost to himself.
âWhat?â
âYou got older.â
She raised an eyebrow. âWell, thank you for the devastating observation, Captain Freeze.â
âI mean it,â he said. âYou⌠you lived. I didnât.â
She blinked. That hit harder than she expected.
âI missed every part of it,â he said, voice low. âYou built a life. You raised a good man. You grew into someone I wouldâve begged to grow old beside⌠but I didnât get the chance.â
She looked down at her mug. âI kept your photo, you know. The one they printed for propaganda. The stupid grin. The flag behind you.â
He smiled sadly. âI was full of shit.â
âYou were full of fire,â she said. âThereâs a difference.â
Silence stretched between them.
Then she reached out. Laid her hand on top of his. Soft, warm, spotted with age. His hand was the same as it had beenâbig, calloused, ageless.
âBen,â she said. âYouâre not the man I remember. But neither am I the girl you loved.â
âI still love you.â
The air stopped.
âYou donât have to say it,â she whispered.
âIâm not saying it for you,â he replied. âIâm saying it because I need to. Because I shouldâve said it then. And maybe if I had, we wouldnât be sitting here across decades like strangers in a museum.â
She smiledâtired, wistful. âIf I let myself love you again, it would break me.â
âI know.â
âAnd Iâd still do it.â
He leaned forward, forehead resting against hers. The ageless warrior and the woman time tried to wear down.
He closed his eyes. âCan I stay a while?â
âYouâve always had a place here,â she said. âEven when you didnât know it.â
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Two weeks later.
Ben had started to⌠blend in.
Not perfectlyâhe still cursed at the microwave like it owed him money, and their son had to explain WiFi three timesâbut he was quieter now. Softer in the way soldiers get when theyâre tired of war.
He fixed the back gate. Repaired the busted faucet. Trimmed the hedges. All without asking.
She watched him move around the house like he was trying to earn back the years with elbow grease and eye contact.
Her son had been honest.
âWeâre cool. Heâs not my dad, but⌠heâs trying. I can respect that.â
And he left it there.
She thought the tension would fade.
But it didnât.
If anything, it simmered.
It was in the way Ben looked at her when she passed him in the hallway in her robe. The way his eyes lingeredânot just on her face, but on her. Her laugh lines. Her neck. The little things age had left behind like permanent bookmarks.
And that man had zero shame.
One night.
She came downstairs in a long cardigan and slippers, holding a glass of wine. Ben was already there, sprawled on the couch in a henley and sweatpants, reading her son's college econ textbook like it was written in Greek. (It kind of was.)
âYou look cozy,â he said.
She smirked. âIâm sixty three. I am cozy.â
He raised an eyebrow. âYouâre sixty three and still the best damn thing Iâve ever seen.â
She rolled her eyes, sat beside him. âDonât flirt with me. Youâll throw your back out.â
He grinned. âMy backâs indestructible. Unlike some people.â
She gave him a look, but it was warm, amused. âBenââ
âIâm serious,â he said, turning toward her, all quiet intensity now. âI donât care about the years. The gray. The wrinkles. Hell, I like them. Youâve lived. You feel real.â
She exhaled, suddenly very aware of how close he was.
âIâm not a young woman anymore.â
He leaned in, voice low. âI never liked young women. I liked you. I still do.â
Silence.
Then, daringââYou ever think about⌠us?â he asked.
âSometimes,â she said honestly.
âAnd?â
âI think about how good it was. How easy. How stupid. How much I missed it.â
He let his hand brush hers, just barely. âYou ever think about doing something stupid again?â
Her lips curved upâwry, knowing, tired and tempted. âBen, are you suggesting what I think youâre suggesting?â
He leaned back, throwing an arm along the couch with that same cocky, smug, goddamn invincible smirk.
âHey. Youâre still hot. Iâm still hot. The worldâs gone to hell. Might as well enjoy whatâs left, right?â
She laughedâa real one, full and sharp. âYou are soâyou.â
He leaned in closer. âSo is that a yes?â
She gave him a long, unreadable look. Then took a slow sip of wine.
ââŚGet the heating pad ready, soldier. I need the warmup cause I donât bend like I used to.â
Ben nearly choked on air.
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The room was quiet.
Not awkward-quiet. Afterglow quiet.
The kind of quiet that held satisfaction and surprise in equal measure. Like theyâd just cheated time itself and gotten away with it.
She laid on her back, one hand resting on her chest, the other draped over the sheet. Her hair was a little messy, her breathing slow, deep.
Ben was beside her, shirtless, arms folded behind his head, staring at the ceiling like it owed him an apology.
ââŚYou still with me, old man?â she asked, her voice dry and amused.
He scoffed. âBarely. You trying to kill me?â
âYou offered.â
He turned his head to look at her. âNo regrets?â
She smirked. âBen, Iâm sixty three. I stopped regretting good sex sometime around menopause.â
He laughed, but it faded quickly. His voice got quiet again. âYou look at me now and what do you see?â
She blinked. âWhat kind of question is that?â
He looked down at her, serious. âYouâve lived a full life. Youâve grown. Changed. Me? Iâm still frozen in the same damn decade. Still the same man who walked out of that hotel room.â
She turned to face him, propping herself up on one elbow. âNo, youâre not.â
âYou sure about that?â
âYouâre quieter,â she said. âMore reflective. Youâve seen what you missed. Youâre not the sameâyou just look it.â
He let out a shaky breath. âSometimes I feel like a relic. Like I donât belong in this world. But when Iâm here, with you? I almost forget how far I fell behind.â
She reached for his hand under the sheets. Held it.
âI donât need you to catch up, Ben. I just need you to be here.â
He closed his eyes.
âAnd what about your son?â he asked. âYou think heâs okay with this?â
She shrugged. âHeâs grown. Heâs got his own life. He understands this is mine.â
Ben turned toward her now, hand still in hers.
âI never wanted to be a father because I thought Iâd screw it up. And I didâby never being there at all. But you? You didnât just survive. You thrived. You made something good without me.â
Her eyes softened. âDonât mistake absence for failure. You were stolen, Ben. Not forgotten.â
They lay there for a while longer, fingers intertwined.
Eventually, she said, âWeâre not twenty anymore.â
He smirked. âSpeak for yourself.â
She rolled her eyes and whacked him with a pillow.
He laughed, and the sound was almost boyishâlike someone just lifted a hundred pounds of guilt off his chest.
âStill got that fire,â he said.
âStill got that mouth,â she shot back.
And in the quiet that followed, there was peace.
Not the kind that comes from everything being fixed.
The kind that comes from being seen.
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Ben never left.
Not after that night. Not after the honesty, the laughter, or the way she looked at him like time hadnât won.
The world outside went onâlouder, faster, cruelerâbut their little house? It was untouched by all that.
It was where he learned to make coffee without burning it. Where he read books with the TV muted. Where he picked up groceries and bickered with her about which cereal had too much sugar.
It was where he learned the sound of peace.
Where he finally saw what life couldâve beenâif heâd had the damn chance.
She aged like an oak tree. Strong. Weathered. Rooted.
Her laugh stayed sharp, her eyes stayed curious, and even as her body began to slow, her wit stayed lethal.
And Ben stayed beside her.
He stayed when she started to forget little thingsâwhere the keys were, the name of a neighbor, what day it was.
He stayed when she had to switch to softer foods, and her hands started to tremble with tea cups.
He read to her when her eyes got too tired. Tucked her in like it was ritual. Sat outside with her in the evenings and listened to the birds like it was music.
And when her son visited, the two men shared quiet, mutual respect.
âYou make her happy,â he said to Ben once, pouring them each a whiskey.
âShe makes me human,â Ben replied.
The end wasnât dramatic.
It was a soft morning.
Early spring light spilled through the curtains.
Ben brought in her tea, humming an old Sinatra tune under his breath. But she didnât stir.
He sat beside her and saw it immediatelyâthe stillness. The softness.
She had slipped away in her sleep.
No pain. No fear.
Just⌠peace.
He didnât cry at first.
He just sat there, holding her hand. Brushing back her silver hair. Kissing her knuckles like he always did.
She looked beautiful, even in stillness.
âGuess you finally outran me,â he whispered, voice cracking.
He buried her in the garden.
Under the cherry tree she loved. Next to the bench where she used to read.
And for days, he didnât say much. Just sat there. Sometimes talked out loud. Told her what the weather was like. What was on TV. Whether the neighborâs cat was still being an asshole.
Then one day, he stood up. Picked up his bag. Left the house with the front door still unlocked.
They say thereâs a man who wanders the country now. Gray at the temples, flannel shirts, quiet hands.
Looks too young to have eyes that old.
Some say he saved a kid from a burning car. Others say he beat a supe half to death behind a dive bar and disappeared before anyone could ask questions.
But nobody really knows him.
Heâs just passing through.
But if you sit with him long enough, if you offer him teaâhe might tell you about a woman named (Y/N).
The only person who ever made him feel whole.
The only one who ever made time worth standing still.
Sweetheart, you can escape me, but you can't escape him
Summary:Soldier Boy has no idea why, but if this is the only way you'll love him, than he's gonna make Hughie the fucking safest man alive.
Warnings:Internalized homophobia(if you squint), stalking, mentions of sex, obssessive behaviors, non-established relationships, sexual tension, you want hughie so BAD, protective soldier boy, possesive, unconsensual photos, tracking, like this serie is REALLY unhealthy, oblivious Hughie Campbell. Butcher being Butcher, other character appearances that aren't important enough to put in starring.
Request:Open!
Type of reader: Gender Neutral!Reader
Starring: Jensen Ackles(Soldier Boy), Jack Quaid(Hughie Campbell)
Guest star! @mostlymarvelgirl
Note:My first story, please tell for any grammar mistakes, this is more like different scenarios with each reader, since if I wanted to make it a series with smut, I would have to specify the sex and I'm still not sure how that will go, so for now, is different readers.
Ben was leaning back on his couch, a cigarette between his lips, his arms on the armrest, the place they're staying at is dirty and smells like bad desicions, they had found some questionable stains on the walls of the rooms, but they all managed to scruff it off before Hughie puked and you started acting like a brat to anyone that was making fun of Hughie, including Soldier Boy, he kind of regrets it now, he really doesn't want you to be bad at him.
But he doesn't understand why, well, he does, he has jacked off you in his dreams and in the shower with the mere memory of you, in bliss and splared in his bed like you belong there, but only has he ever seen you like that in his dreams, for every morning to wake up in a empty space in the bed and his own saliva on the side of the bed, whilst yes Benjamin is totally head over heels, he kind of thinks you're worse, not for him, but for Hughie.
He sees it all the time, you always take photos of Hughie when you think no one notices, sometimes Hughie himself notices but thinks nothing to itâstupid prickâ and smiles at the photo, no one has permission to enter your room, everyone(including Butcher) respects that, but Soldier Boy didn't and found a entire part of your closet filled with Hughie pictures or, old belongings Hughie either lost(you stealed) or throwed away, it was disturbing, and then you saw him and made him swore to not tell anyone, begged even, and he accepted because he'd do the same to you if he knew how to use the damn camaras.
So, to the principal point, he decided to use that as his advantage, you both started bonding over Hughie and he is slowly getting to you, even if your frightening obssesion with Hughie is still there, but now he has a chance, you smile at him more, and rant about Hughie inside your room because you feel comfortable enough to do so, and Soldier Boy thinks he won the lottery sfter discovering your obssesion, there's a pattern in the way you do your thing, everything neatly made so Hughie wouldn't notice, Butcher knows, he just doesn't care enough to do anything about it. So caring.
And now for seemingly a reason, Butcher's gonna take them to a bar without you, just Hughie, Soldier Boy and himself to discuss some plans, and you?, you basically throw a tantrum, try to convince Butcher but the man won't cave and Soldier Boy is maybe thinking that killing Butcher is a good idea, but he won't break his promise as that wouldn't difference him from his team, so he's making a run for it, staying quiet with a clenched jaw and Hughie seemed to notice, squirming even just a little bit in his position at seeing Benjamin looking like a tasmanian devil, but just squirms, doesn't make a run for it.
You watch them go but grap Soldier Boy before he leaves, pulling him slightly and he let's himself, because you're touching him and there's no way he's rejecting your touch. "Take care of Hughie, don't let any girl or man get close to him." You mumble and he nods, going towards the car even if looking relaxed.
Benjamin gets in the car with a smirk and leans back, staring at the two lads infront, Butcher starting the car and Hughie glancing between his phone and Soldier Boy with anxiety in his eyes, and it brings him satisfaction to know he has that effect on Hughie, that fear that he could use to his advantage and sometimes he does, but has never done something that crazy that it stars to get worrying. But he stares at Hughie the full ride in silence, because he has being given a mission and there's no way he's gonna dissappoint you.
And you better reward him later too.
Hughie's on the table boot beside the bar, the lighting is purple with mix of colors that shine occassionally, electric music blasting through the place and it smells like sweat, sex and good mood; there's a lot of laughter around with people enjoying the vibe. It was expected that the place would be fullfilled with people on a weekend night and instead he would be surprised if it wasn't.
"Kay cunts, 'm gonna go grab ourselves some drink, anything in specific you want?" Butcher stands up looking at them expectantly and it almost shocks Hughie how considerate of him to actually ask for what each of them ask, Soldier Boy wants the strongest drink, while Hughie goes simple: a beer, and Butcher nods before leaving with a grin that made both of them suspicious, but that ain't a problem.
Hughie stares down at the table exasperately with glances at Soldier Boy, he looks relaxed, his arms draped over the seats couch but still staring at Hughie, Soldier Boy is just thinking of ways he could get you to give him a blow job after taking such a good care of your little tall obssesion, Hughie shivers but brushes it off and stares around the bar anxiously, like he's waiting for something to happen that's bad and terrific, Soldier thinks that terrific is when a random lady sits infront of both of them, more specifically, infront of Hughie.
"Hey boys, you guys seem like nice dudes." She said sweetly, a flirtarious smile on her lips when she leans forward to show her cavage, grabbing Hughie's hand who literally looks paralitic, he ain't moving at all and he stares at her with undefineable eyes.
Soldier Boy raises his eyebrows and his jaw tenses, his hand on the couch starting to grip it lightly, he'll let Hughie deal with it first, if the girl doesn't catch the drill after Hughie rejects her, he might take matters into his own hands. And it won't be clean.
"Oh..I uhm...sorry lady, I'm not interested." Hughie pulled his hand away from her with s gulp, giving her a side looped smile as he put his arms to himself, staring at her but she smiled, her leg getting closer to Hughie's own thinking he's just playing hard to get, because she knows she's irresistible, smiling at him all sultry and it's starting to get uncomfortable to Hughie, but not able to actually be harsh, she was just flirting after all.
But Benjamin didn't think the same, with a smirk he fixed his position and forced himself to grap Hughie's hand softly, but tight enough to make a point as he stared at her. "He's with me." His jaw was clenching and he felt tense because how dare she flirt with Hughie, Hughie's yours but if he has to protect him like this, than might aswell fall into the role the quicker he'll get inside your pants, which he really, really wants. Fuck him.
Hughie looks shocked but stayed quiet, staring at their interlaced hands, Hughie was taller but Soldier Boy hands seemed to be bigger than his own, they fit perfectly, and his smile didn't seen forced, atleast to him. He looked at the girl and nodded at Ben's words with the slightest of hesitation, she catched it even tho it was the smallest detail, but: The guy grabbing Hughie's hand seemed a lil too intimidating and not as gentle with words. She forced a smile and left, not before winking at Hughie.
Hughie gulped and looked at Soldier Boy, who, for some reason was staring at their hands, with fear, he slowly took his hand away, Benjamin eyes following before he snapped and roughly put his hand down, looking now at the girl's ass, she had a good ass, he had to give her that, but you were better, everything about you is better.
Butcher arrived with the drinks and sat down to talk about the plans he had in mind, Soldier Boy was thinking, maybe a little too hard on how calloused yet soft Hughie's hand felt, they were warm too, Hughie pushed Soldier Boy hand into the back of his mind because Soldier Boy skin feels like it's on fire, probably the radiation of his powers, and his face warmed. The ride back was silent.
Hughie, once arriving when to his room to sleep peacefully, you obviously watched him sleep before going to your room after taking another photo of him, and Soldier Boy?, the poor guy is freaked out that he has a boner because of Hughie.
First sory I have ever written!, I know is not the best but I'm trying to learn on how to do the letters thing to make them have colors, or do the letters small like some, but if there's any grammatical errors pleaseee show tell me!
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I don't know why but I just got this idea, Soldier Boy is fully on obssesed with reader, like bedrottingly, jacking off every night to you in his imagination kind of obssesed, he basically feels like he needs you to be close so he can breath.
But Reader is fully on obssesed with Hughie, the same way Soldier Boy is but Reader is just wow, like has pictures of him sleeping,laughing, even pictures Hughie took himself on your phone when he occasionally steals it to bother you, you print them all and just admire them, smell his dirty boxers and put secretly a camara on his room and a tracker, obviously without Hughie noticing.
Hughie's just normal about it, he thinks is normal, how you randomly always have what he needs, or know things he didn't tell you but assumes Starlight told you and he has no problem with that, Soldier Boy sometimes glares at him unnessesarily but he had no idea why.
And HEAAAAR ME OUTTT, Soldier Boy deciding that instead of taking Hughie away from you he bonds over Hughie, you and Benjamin star dating because you love him now, but still have this sickening obssesion with Hughie and you'll never replace Hughie, and Soldier Boy realizes that he got so into it he actually started getting obssesed, Hughie's eyes, his lips, his waist, his ass, his everything, and every night You and Benjamin stare at Hughie sleeping so peacefully, holding hands while staring at him.
And Hughie's unaware because they're good at hiding it, and You with Soldier Boy always make sure Ben keeps Hughie safe, like even Butcher noticed but he won't tell Hughie because 'The lad's not interest' and it is kind of true, Hughie has a girlfriend they both absolutely despise but won't do anything because she's dear to hughie, yeah campbell maybe had a little crush on you and thought Benjamin was attractive but that means nothing.
SUMMARY â In the dangerous, chaotic world of hunting, you and Dean Winchester found solace in a friends-with-benefits arrangementâa simple, no-strings connection to escape the relentless weight of your shared lives. Dean, a man who kept his emotions locked behind walls built from years of pain and loss, treated attachments as liabilities and avoided vulnerability at all costs. Yet, you became the exception.
Your sharp wit, unwavering confidence, and ability to see through his bravado slipped past his defenses, offering him a sense of stability he didn't know he needed. While he tried to convince himself that your relationship was purely physical, the truth was far more profound. You mattered to him in ways he couldn't deny, grounding him in a life defined by chaos. Against his own rules, Dean found himself holding onto the one connection he couldn't let go.
AUTHOR'S NOTE! Okay, I have a confessionâI have never seen Supernatural! Which is weird because I loveeee any show or movie dealing with the supernatural! However, I seen read plenty of Jensen Ackles fics, enough to fall in love with the gruff hunter, Mr Dean Winchester. Boy, oh, boy. Heâs a tough one, so hereâs something to melt your heart!đâ¨
The story of how you and Dean Winchester became entwined is far from conventionalâthough it began in the simplest, most unremarkable way. In the unforgiving world of hunters, where every day was a gamble with life and death, and the weight of your duty pressed heavily on your shoulders, finding moments of relief wasn't just a luxury; it was survival. For you and Dean, that relief took the form of a shared understandingâan arrangement born out of mutual need: friends with benefits. No emotional messiness, no strings attached. Just two weary souls seeking solace in each other's company, finding fleeting comfort amid the chaos.
And if there was anyone who could embody that kind of arrangement, it was Dean Winchester. Ruggedly handsome in a way that seemed almost cinematic, Dean exuded a raw masculinity that was both infuriating and magnetic. His confidence was disarming, his smirk a challenge, and his green eyes held the kind of mischief that dared you to keep up. He was a man of contradictions: a relentless hunter who carried the weight of the world on his shoulders but masked his pain with crude humor and unapologetic charm. He had a talent for turning even the most innocent remark into a sexual innuendo, a penchant for classic rock, and an encyclopedic knowledge of pop culture references that would have been impressive if it weren't so distracting. And, of course, there was his unashamed fondness for pornographyâa fact he made no effort to hide, even when it made you roll your eyes.
Dean wasn't someone who let people get too close. He had built walls around himself, reinforced by years of trauma, heartache, and the gnawing fear that attachments only brought more pain. Women came and went from his life, their names forgotten as quickly as they were learned, serving as fleeting distractions from the shadows that seemed to follow him everywhere. He had rulesâstrict, self-imposed boundaries that kept him from caring too much, feeling too deeply. But then there was you. And somehow, without even trying, you became the exception to every one of those rules.
Maybe it was the way you carried yourself in the heat of battleâcalm, collected, and fiercely determined. Or perhaps it was your sharp wit, the way you could meet his sarcasm with a quip of your own, effortlessly keeping him on his toes. You challenged him, called him out on his nonsense, and refused to let him get away with his usual bravado. There was a spark between you, an undeniable chemistry that ignited every time you were in the same room. It wasn't just physical, though that was certainly part of it. There was something deeper, something intangible that drew him to you like a moth to a flame.
Dean couldn't ignore the way you made him feelâhow your presence seemed to ground him, even when everything else in his life was spiraling out of control. You weren't just a convenient distraction or a fleeting fling. You were a rare constant in a life defined by chaos and loss. And though he might never admit it, not even to himself, Dean found himself captivated by you. Not just your striking features or your commanding presenceâthough those certainly didn't hurtâbut by something deeper. Something he couldn't quite name, but that made him break every rule he had so carefully built to protect himself. Something that made him keep coming back, again and again, to you.
You had an undeniable effect on Deanâan effect so consuming, so all-encompassing, that it shattered any expectations he'd ever had about what someone could mean to him. You weren't just someone he wanted, someone he found attractive or compelling. You were a craving, a fire that burned through his veins and refused to be extinguished, no matter how much he tried to rationalize it. You were in his thoughts constantly, lingering like the hum of a well-tuned engine, always there, even when he didn't want to admit it. You weren't just a desire; you were an addictionâintoxicating, irresistible, and impossible to replace. And the truth? Dean didn't want to escape it. He welcomed the way you consumed him, as terrifying as it might have been.
There was something about you that defied explanation, a magnetic pull that went beyond physical attraction or fleeting infatuation. Maybe it was the way you could match him stride for stride, meeting his sarcasm and teasing head-on with that sharp, wicked smirk that drove him insane. You weren't intimidated by his bravado, his wit, or his rough edgesâinstead, you seemed to thrive on the challenge of keeping up with him, throwing his words back at him with twice the fire. Dean wasn't used to that. He wasn't used to someone who didn't just tolerate his roughness but met it with their own, blending seamlessly into the rhythm of his life like you'd always been there.
But it wasn't just the banter or the chemistry that set you apart. It was the way your presence made everything feel... lighter. For a man who carried the weight of the world on his shoulders, who lived every day knowing death was just a step behind, you were his reprieve. The chaos and noise of huntingâthe relentless guilt, the endless responsibilityâfelt a little less suffocating when you were around. With you, the world didn't seem quite so heavy. You didn't just make life bearable; you made it worth the fight, worth the endless sacrifices and heartaches. And that was something Dean hadn't felt in longer than he cared to admit.
The thought of losing you? It was more than unbearableâit was terrifying. Dean was no stranger to loss; it was a constant, unyielding shadow in his life, stealing everything he held dear. But the idea of losing you wasn't like anything he'd faced before. It wasn't just grief or sadness he imaginedâit was devastation. The thought of you walking out of his life, of your laugh, your presence, your fire disappearing, left a hollow ache in his chest that he couldn't ignore. Losing you wouldn't just hurtâit would break him in a way he wasn't sure he could come back from.
So no, you weren't going anywhere. Not if Dean had anything to say about it. He wasn't the kind of man who easily held onto peopleâhis life was messy, dangerous, and far too uncertain. But for you, he would make an exception. He had to. Because somehow, in the chaos of his life, you had become his anchor, the one thing he could hold onto when everything else seemed to spin out of control. You were his constant, the steady presence that reminded him why he kept fighting, why he hadn't given up. And though he might not be the best at showing it, Dean Winchester would do whatever it took to keep you by his side. Because the thought of losing you? That wasn't just unbearableâit was unthinkable. You weren't just someone to him. You were everything.
When it came to you, Dean Winchester didn't just careâhe claimed. His protectiveness wasn't a casual thing, nor was it something he apologized for. It was fierce, unapologetic, and at times downright terrifying. He didn't just watch over you; he guarded you with the intensity of a man who had lost too much already and refused to lose again. The idea of anyone even speaking ill of you was enough to make his jaw clench and his green eyes harden with that razor-sharp, dangerous glint that made most people back off without him having to say a word. Disrespect you? Hurt you? They'd better pray Dean didn't hear about itâbecause when it came to you, there was no forgiveness, only retribution.
It didn't matter that you didn't need protecting. Dean knew you were strongâhell, he'd seen it up close. You weren't just capable; you were a force of nature. He'd watched you take down monsters with a precision and ferocity that left even the most hardened hunters slack-jawed. You handled yourself with confidence and skill, and there was a fire in you that burned so brightly it was impossible to ignore. You didn't need anyone to save youâyou'd made that clear from day one. But that didn't stop Dean. It wasn't about whether you needed him; it was about the fact that he needed to be there for you.
Dean had your back in every possible way. He wasn't just a partner in battle; he was an unmovable presence in your life, standing by you like an unshakable wall. He was the first to step forward when things got rough, the first to take a hit so you wouldn't have to, the first to make it clear to anyone who dared cross a line that you weren't someone to mess with. Whether it was stepping in with a cutting remark to shut someone down, fixing that steely glare on a threat, or physically putting himself between you and danger, Dean made sure the message was clear: you were untouchable. On his watch, no oneâhuman or otherwiseâwould get close enough to hurt you.
But his devotion ran deeper than just physical protection. Dean wasn't just your shield in the field; he was your unwavering support in every part of your life. He stood by you in the quiet moments, too, watching your six not just on the battlefield but in every room, every situation. You'd catch him scanning a crowd, making sure no one was getting too close, too loud, too bold. He didn't need to say a word; his presence was enough. The way he hovered just a bit closer when tensions rose or the way his gaze darted to you when you entered a room spoke volumes. It wasn't just about keeping you safeâit was about making sure you knew you weren't alone. That no matter what came your way, he was right there, ten toes down, ready to stand between you and anything that threatened you.
Dean Winchester might have been a lot of thingsâbrash, stubborn, and infuriatingly sarcasticâbut when it came to you, he was steady, loyal, and relentless. His care for you wasn't loud or flashy; it was in the little things. In the way he made sure you had a hot meal after a long hunt. In the way he double-checked that the weapons you carried were in perfect condition. In the way his hand would find your arm or your shoulder when words weren't enough to say, I've got you.
Because when Dean cared, he cared with everything he had. He didn't do half-measures or halfway devotion. You were his personâhis anchor, his partner, his everythingâand he wasn't about to let anyone forget it. He'd fight for you, bleed for you, and, if it ever came down to it, he'd die for you without hesitation. Because you weren't just important to himâyou were everything. And Dean Winchester never let go of what mattered most.
Tonight, Dean Winchester was a man on a mission. It wasn't about hunting monsters or saving the worldâthough those things had their place. Tonight was about you, about making sure you understood, without question, just how much you meant to him. Grand gestures and sweeping declarations weren't Dean's style. He wasn't the guy who showered someone with roses or planned elaborate candlelit dinners. No, Dean expressed himself through dry humor, protective instincts, and those rare moments when he let his guard slip, showing the vulnerability he kept locked away. But tonight was different. Tonight, he was determined to show you, in his own way, that you weren't just someone in his lifeâyou were the someone.
Even Sam and Castiel couldn't hide their surprise at the effort Dean was putting into planning something special. Sam had raised an eyebrow when Dean muttered something about setting aside some time and needing things to go "just right." Castiel, ever the curious observer, had tilted his head, his unblinking gaze silently analyzing this rare glimpse of Dean's softer side. After all, this was the same man who thought a six-pack of beer and a slice of pie was romantic gold. Yet here he was, mapping out a plan to make sure you felt appreciated, loved, and understood.
Unfortunately, as was often the case in your world, life had other plans. Before Dean could even begin to set his night in motion, the three of youâDean, Sam, and yourselfâcaught wind of a small pack of vampires preying on a nearby town. The hunt couldn't wait. Innocent lives were at stake, and in true Winchester fashion, the mission had to come first. Castiel had been ready to join you, but angelic duties had called him away, leaving the three of you to gear up and face the threat alone. The trunk of the Impala was quickly filled with machetes, bottles of dead man's blood, and the familiar weight of yet another dangerous night.
Despite the sudden change of plans, Dean wasn't about to let the hunt derail everything. Even as the three of you strategized, his attention lingered on you in ways that spoke volumes. He handed you a weapon with a brush of his fingers that lingered just a little too long to be casual. His jokes, aimed at breaking the tension, were always delivered with a glance in your direction, his eyes sparkling with something deeper than humor.
The three of youâDean, Sam, and yourselfâpushed cautiously into the abandoned mansion, the heavy wooden doors groaning under their own weight as they creaked open. The air that greeted you was suffocatingly stale, carrying the acrid stench of rot and mildew that made your stomach turn. The grandeur of the once-stately home was long gone, replaced by decay and neglect. The intricate carvings on the wooden banister were chipped and splintered, the elegant chandeliers dangled precariously, and the faded remnants of wallpaper peeled from the walls like forgotten memories.
Dean moved on your right, his machete glinting faintly in the dim shafts of moonlight filtering through shattered windows. His body was a study in controlled tension, each step deliberate, his green eyes scanning the shadowed corridors for the slightest hint of movement. To your left, Sam's towering form moved with equal precision, his flashlight sweeping over the debris-strewn floors and gaping doorways. You could feel the charged silence between the three of you, the unspoken knowledge that danger was lurking in the dark.
The herd of vampires you'd been tracking was somewhere in this sprawling labyrinth, and the unease in your gut only deepened as you ventured further inside. Years of hunting had sharpened your instincts, and right now, every nerve in your body screamed that you were being watched. The oppressive quiet pressed in on you, broken only by the creak of the warped floorboards beneath your boots and the distant drip of water echoing through the cavernous space.
"We should split up," you suggested in a low voice, your words cutting through the heavy silence.
Dean stopped dead in his tracks, turning to you with an incredulous glare. His jaw tightened, and his voice was a low growl as he snapped, "That's the dumbest idea I've heard all week. And that's saying something."
You met his sharp gaze with calm defiance. "The house is too big, Dean. If we stick together, we'll be here all night, and they'll have time to scatter. Splitting up means we cover more ground faster."
Sam tilted his head, his brow furrowing as he considered your point. "He's not wrong," he offered cautiously. "If we stick to a planâstay in contact and regroup at the first sign of troubleâwe might have a better chance of catching them off guard."
Dean let out a heavy sigh, gripping his machete like he wanted to argue but couldn't find the words to refute you both. "Fine," he muttered, though his expression left no doubt he hated the idea. "But if either of you gets in over your head, you call. I mean it. No hero crap."
With a reluctant nod from Dean, the three of you split up. Sam headed toward the grand staircase, his flashlight sweeping over the crumbling steps as he ascended to the second floor. Dean veered off toward the eastern wing, muttering something under his breath about bad ideas. That left you with the western hallsâa maze of decaying doorways and shadowy passageways that seemed to stretch endlessly into the dark.
The deeper you ventured, the heavier the atmosphere became. The walls seemed to close in, the corridors twisting and intersecting in a way that made you question whether the mansion's design had been intentional or the result of time warping its structure. Your machete felt solid in your grip, a reassuring weight against the growing tension.
When you stepped into a large library, the air felt differentâheavier, charged with a faint energy that raised the hairs on the back of your neck. Rows of dusty shelves loomed around you, their contents long forgotten and crumbling. A massive window at the far end of the room was cracked and fogged with grime, letting in just enough light to cast eerie shadows.
Then you saw itâa flicker of movement in the corner of your eye. You froze, your heart hammering as you tightened your grip on your weapon. Slowly, you turned, scanning the room with practiced precision. That's when you spotted him.
A figure emerged from the shadows, leaning casually against one of the bookshelves as if he had all the time in the world. He was tall and lean, his pale skin giving him an almost ghostly appearance in the dim light. His dark hair was slicked back, framing sharp, angular features that were only accentuated by the smirk curling at the corner of his lips. But it was his eyes that held your attentionâcold, calculating, and predatory, glinting with an unsettling mix of amusement and hunger.
"Well, well," he drawled, his voice smooth and dripping with mockery. "A hunter, all alone. What a delightful surprise."
The vampire prowled around you, his movements unnervingly fluid and calculated, each step deliberate as though he were savoring the moment. His sharp, piercing gaze raked over you, studying you with an intensity that felt invasive, as if he could see right through you. The smirk tugging at the corner of his lips hinted at amusementâor perhaps satisfactionâbut there was no mistaking the predatory gleam in his eyes.
Your grip on the machete tightened, its weight steady in your hand, a much-needed anchor in this tense standoff. You held your stance firm, but your mind was a whirlwind of calculations. He wasn't lunging, wasn't snarling, and yet his every movement radiated menace. He was toying with you, a predator testing its prey. But why? That lingering question gnawed at the edges of your mind.
"Tell me," he drawled, his voice like velvet, smooth and disarmingly calm. "What brings you here, hunter? Were you foolish enough to wander in alone? Or are you just that brave?" His tone was mocking, but there was something underneathâcuriosity, perhaps? Intrigue?
You didn't answer, your eyes tracking him as he circled. Silence was your shield; words could give too much away. He noticed your refusal to speak and chuckled, a low, rich sound that made your skin crawl.
"Ah, the silent treatment," he said, feigning disappointment. "That's fine. Silence can be... telling." He stopped briefly, tilting his head as though examining a puzzle piece he couldn't quite figure out. "But you're different, aren't you? Not like the others. There's something... unique about you."
His eyes gleamed with a strange intensity as he resumed his slow circling. You could feel the air shift around him, heavy and charged, as though the room itself was reacting to his presence. Most vampires you'd encountered had been feral, desperate creatures, attacking with reckless abandon or fleeing when cornered. But this one? This one was composed, confidentâdangerously so.
You couldn't ignore the questions clawing at the edges of your mind. If he was here alone, where was the rest of his nest? Vampires didn't operate solo, especially not leaders. And you were certain this one was the leader. His calm, his control, the way he carried himselfâit all screamed authority. But if that was the case, why wasn't he surrounded by his kin? And more importantly, where was his mate? Vampires who lived long enough to lead a nest often had a mateâa partner as strong and cunning as themselves. The absence of one was glaring.
Your eyes darted subtly around the room, searching for any sign of movement in the dense shadows. The room was vast, its corners dark and endless, offering countless places for another vampire to hide. If his mate was here, they could strike at any moment. Or was he truly alone? The possibilities buzzed in your mind, each one more unsettling than the last.
"Looking for something?" he asked suddenly, his voice cutting through the silence like a blade. He had caught the flicker of your gaze, and his smirk deepened. "Or someone, perhaps?" He leaned in slightly, his movements so smooth they were almost imperceptible. "If they're here, you'll meet them soon enough."
You refused to flinch under his scrutiny, your resolve unwavering as you met his gaze. But there was something disarming about the way he looked at you, as if he were searching for something deeper, peeling back layers you weren't even aware of. And then there was that other lookâthe faintest flicker of admiration, or something more unsettling. Attraction, perhaps? Whatever it was, it left you uneasy.
"What do you want?" you asked finally, your voice sharp and steady, cutting through the thick tension like a blade.
He stopped circling, standing just a few feet away now, his smirk softening into something more calculating. "What do I want?" he echoed, his tone almost playful. "For now? I want to know more about you. You've intrigued me, hunter. There's a strength in you, something I haven't seen in a very long time. Something rare."
His words hung in the air, heavy with unspoken meaning. You didn't rise to the bait, keeping your expression neutral, your weapon steady. He was trying to disarm you, to draw you into a game you didn't intend to play. But his calm demeanor only made him more dangerous. He wasn't like the others you'd huntedâthis one was intelligent, deliberate, and playing a game with stakes you couldn't yet see.
"You're stalling," you said, narrowing your eyes. "If you wanted to kill me, you would have done it by now."
His chuckle was soft, but it carried a dark edge. "Kill you? Oh no, hunter. You're far too interesting for that. Besides," he added, his eyes gleaming with a predatory glint, "I have a feeling this is just the beginning. I'd hate to waste such... potential."
The male vampire took a deliberate step closer, his smirk curling into something darker, more predatory. His eyes gleamed with an intensity that felt almost magnetic, holding your gaze as though he could bend your will with a look alone. Yet, there was an undeniable allure beneath the menace, a strange charisma that made your skin crawl even as it piqued your unease.
"You know," he began, his voice low and smooth, laced with a chilling kind of seduction, "you would make a magnificent vampire. Strong. Clever. Fearless. Qualities like yours don't come along every day." His pale fingers hovered near yours, not quite touching but close enough to make you hyperaware of his presence. "Imagine it. No more running, no more mortal limitations. You and Iâforever. Doesn't that sound... enticing?"
The words sank like ice into your mind, freezing your blood as you processed his absurd proposition. Your grip on your machete tightened, the familiar weight anchoring you against the storm of implications behind his offer. Yet before you could summon a responseâsarcastic, angry, or otherwiseâthe tension in the room shattered with a thunderous crash.
The door behind the vampire burst open, slamming into the wall with a crack that echoed through the decaying mansion. A blonde woman stormed in, her every movement radiating fury and disbelief. Her striking features were sharp as a blade, her golden eyes glowing with a mix of rage and disdain. She carried herself with the authority of someone who was used to being obeyedâor feared.
"Elliot," she snapped, her voice cutting through the air like a whip, "what the hell are you doing?"
The male vampireâElliot, apparentlyâstiffened briefly, the corner of his mouth twitching in irritation before he turned to her with a calmness that only deepened the tension. "Ah, Celeste," he said smoothly, his tone laced with mock surprise. "You're earlier than expected."
"Clearly," she shot back, her voice dripping with venom. Her fiery gaze darted between you and Elliot, her scowl deepening. "What is this?" She gestured at you, her tone sharp enough to flay skin. "Are you seriously flirting with a hunter? Have you lost your damn mind?"
Elliot exhaled a long-suffering sigh, running a hand through his dark hair as though Celeste's arrival was the greatest inconvenience of his night. "Flirting?" he repeated, his voice tinged with exasperation. "You misread the situation. I'm making an offer."
Her laugh was sharp and bitter, her hands clenching into fists at her sides. "An offer? You're trying to turn him, aren't you? Don't even try to deny it."
Elliot's smirk returned, this time more amused than predatory. "And what if I am?" he asked, his voice smooth as silk. "He's exceptional, Celeste. Even you can see that."
The color drained from her face, her fury briefly giving way to stunned disbelief. "You're insane," she hissed. "We've been together for decades, and now you're ready to toss me aside for some random hunter? Is that it?"
Elliot turned to her fully, his expression hardening, the amusement fading into something colder. "Decades of convenience, Celeste," he said bluntly, his tone like a blade cutting through the air. "Don't mistake what we've had for something it's not."
Her face twisted in a mixture of pain and fury, her fangs flashing as she stepped closer to him. "You bastard," she spat, her voice trembling with emotion. "You used me. All this time, you used me."
"You were useful," Elliot said flatly, his voice devoid of sympathy. "But don't delude yourself into thinking you were anything more."
Celeste's golden eyes burned with rage as she turned her attention to you, her expression venomous. "This is your fault," she snarled, pointing a finger at you. "You've bewitched him somehow, haven't you? But it doesn't matterâyou're dead. Tonight."
She took a step forward, her fury boiling over, but Elliot moved faster. He stepped between you and Celeste with a speed that made your heart skip, his posture rigid and his voice low and dangerous. "Enough," he said, the word cutting through her rage like a command. "You will not touch him."
Her laugh was a harsh bark of disbelief. "You're protecting him? A hunter? Against me?"
Elliot's gaze darkened, his voice dropping to a deadly calm. "He's not just any hunter. He's mine."
The possessiveness in his words made your stomach churn, your unease mounting as the energy in the room shifted. It was colder now, heavier, as though his claim had weight beyond the spoken word. You could feel the power in him, raw and oppressive, pressing against you like an unseen force.
Celeste stared at him, her chest heaving with suppressed fury. "You've lost your mind," she whispered, her voice trembling with rage and disbelief. "You'll regret this. Both of you."
Suddenly, the room exploded in a flash of violence as Celeste's head was severed cleanly from her shoulders. There was no warningâjust a swift blur of silver and the sickening sound of blade slicing through flesh and bone. Her head hit the ground with a dull thud, rolling to a stop, while her body crumpled in a lifeless heap. The air was thick with the metallic tang of blood as the shock of what had just happened settled in.
You barely had time to process the scene before your gaze locked on the source of the attack: Dean Winchester, standing tall and unapologetic, his machete glistening with blood. His green eyes burned with a sharp, unyielding intensity, his smirk laced with the kind of swagger that only Dean could pull off.
"Yeah, sorry to interrupt your little soap opera," Dean said, his voice heavy with sarcasm as he stepped forward. He gestured casually with his bloodied weapon, as if he hadn't just executed a vampire mid-argument. "But let's make one thing clear: he's spoken for."
Elliot's body stiffened, his expression shifting from shock to pure, unbridled fury. He snapped his head toward Dean, the calm facade he'd worn earlier disintegrating in an instant. His dark eyes burned with hatred, and his lips peeled back to reveal his fangs, sharp and glistening. "You dare interfere?" he snarled, his voice low and menacing, practically vibrating with rage. "You'll regret that."
Dean, utterly unfazed, rolled his shoulders and adjusted his grip on the machete. His smirk widened, his voice dripping with cocky defiance. "Big talk for a guy who just lost his girlfriend," he quipped. "What's wrong? Did I ruin your plan to turn him into your eternal cuddle buddy?"
Elliot's face twisted in rage, his entire frame vibrating with barely contained energy. His movements were sharp and predatory as he took a menacing step toward Dean. The temperature in the room seemed to drop, the air around him growing heavier as he prepared to strike. He wasn't just angryâhe was an apex predator on the verge of attack, his supernatural strength and speed radiating off him in waves.
Dean didn't flinch. He stood his ground, his machete gleaming in the dim light as he squared his shoulders. "Bring it on, Dracula," he growled, his tone daring.
That was all the invitation Elliot needed. He lunged, moving so quickly he was almost a blur. His hand shot out to strike, claws extended, but Dean sidestepped at the last second, swinging his machete in a wide arc. The blade connected with a shallow slice across Elliot's arm, drawing blood. Elliot hissed, barely fazed, and spun back around with terrifying speed, his claws slashing through the air where Dean's throat had been just moments earlier.
The fight was brutal and relentless, their movements a chaotic dance of strength and strategy. Elliot's supernatural speed and power were staggering; he moved with inhuman precision, every strike aimed to kill. Dean, however, was no stranger to impossible odds. He moved with the practiced skill of a man who had faced death more times than he could count. His blows were calculated, his every movement a mix of grit and raw determination.
The sound of their battle filled the roomâthe clash of steel, heavy footfalls, the occasional grunt of pain. Elliot's strength was overwhelming, and at one point, he caught Dean by the arm and threw him across the room like he weighed nothing. Dean crashed into a bookshelf, the wood shattering under the impact, but he was on his feet again in seconds. He wiped blood from the corner of his mouth with the back of his hand, grinning through the pain. "That all you got?" he taunted, his voice low and daring.
Elliot snarled, his eyes glowing faintly as he lunged again, this time aiming for Dean's chest. Dean ducked just in time, bringing his machete up in a swift upward strike. The blade bit into Elliot's chest, leaving a deep, searing wound. The vampire howled in pain, staggering back, but it wasn't enough to stop him. He retaliated with a backhanded strike, his claws catching Dean across the shoulder and sending him stumbling.
You stood frozen, your heart pounding as the fight raged on. Dean was holding his own, but barely. Elliot's supernatural strength was wearing him down, each counterattack forcing Dean closer to the edge. You wanted to jump in, to even the odds, but before you could move, Dean's sharp gaze found yours.
"Stay back," he barked, his voice firm and unyielding, despite the strain in his expression. Blood trickled down his arm, staining his shirt, but his resolve was unshaken. "I've got this."
Elliot's head snapped toward you, his cruel smirk returning. "How noble," he sneered, his voice dripping with mockery. "Trying to protect him? You can't even protect yourself."
Dean's jaw tightened, and without hesitation, he lunged forward with a roar, swinging his machete with every ounce of strength he had left. The fight wasn't overânot yet. And if you knew anything about Dean Winchester, it was that he wouldn't stop until the vampire was dead, even if it killed him in the process.
Dean was struggling, his movements growing slower, more desperate with every swing of his machete. Elliot was relentless, dodging each strike with inhuman speed, his attacks growing bolder and more calculated. The vampire wasn't just fightingâhe was toying with Dean, circling him like a predator savoring the moment before the kill. Blood trickled down Dean's forehead from a cut just above his brow, the crimson streak stark against his pale skin. His chest heaved with labored breaths, his shoulders sagging under the weight of exhaustion, but he refused to stop. Refused to give up.
Elliot's smirk deepened, his predatory eyes gleaming with cruel amusement. "You've got grit, I'll give you that," he drawled, his voice laced with mockery as he stepped closer. "But let's be honestâyou're out of your league, hunter. Look at you. You're barely standing."
Dean's lips curled into a snarl, his knuckles whitening as he gripped his machete tighter. "Yeah? Well, I've taken down worse than you," he shot back, though the quaver in his voice betrayed just how close he was to his limit.
Elliot chuckled darkly, his fangs catching the dim light as he leaned in, closing the distance between them. "Oh, I doubt that," he sneered. "But don't worry. I'll make this quick." He paused, his smirk turning even crueler. "Or maybe I won't. Maybe I'll let you watch while I turn your little friend. Make you see what he becomes."
Those words lit a fire in Dean's eyes, his rage momentarily overriding his exhaustion. With a roar, he lunged forward, swinging his machete in a wide, desperate arc. But Elliot was faster. He caught Dean's wrist mid-swing, twisting it sharply until the blade clattered to the ground. Dean barely had a chance to react before Elliot's other hand shot out, slamming him against the wall with bone-crushing force.
Dean's head snapped back against the crumbling plaster, his breath knocked from his lungs as Elliot pinned him in place with one hand around his throat. The vampire leaned in closer, his smirk widening as he bared his fangs. Dean thrashed against the grip, but it was like struggling against iron chainsâElliot was too strong, and he was enjoying every second of it.
From your position, you could feel your heart pounding in your chest, the scene playing out in agonizing slow motion. Dean's struggles were growing weaker, his face reddening as Elliot's grip tightened. The vampire was speaking, taunting him, but the words barely registered. All you knew was that if you didn't act now, you'd lose him.
Adrenaline surged through you, and you moved without hesitation. Dean's earlier order to stay back echoed faintly in your mind, but you pushed it aside. There was no way you were letting him dieânot now, not ever. With your machete in hand, you crept forward, your steps quick but silent, your grip tightening around the hilt until your knuckles ached.
Elliot was so focused on his prey that he didn't notice you until it was too late. Just as he leaned in, his fangs poised to strike, you swung your machete with every ounce of strength you could summon. The silver blade whistled through the air, a deadly arc that struck true.
The cut was clean, precise. Elliot's head severed from his shoulders in an instant, his expression frozen in a mixture of shock and disbelief. His body crumpled to the ground in a heap, lifeless, as his head rolled a few feet away before coming to a stop. The room fell silent, save for the sound of your own ragged breathing.
Dean stumbled forward as the vampire's grip released, coughing and clutching at his throat. He leaned heavily against the wall, his chest heaving as he struggled to catch his breath. Slowly, he looked up at you, his face a mix of relief and frustration. "You really don't take orders well, do you?" he rasped, his voice hoarse.
"You're welcome," you replied, the adrenaline still coursing through your veins as you tried to steady your breathing. Your grip on the machete remained firm, your pulse thundering in your ears.
Dean straightened, wiping the blood from his lip with the back of his hand. His gaze dropped to Elliot's lifeless body, then back to you. A faint, crooked grin tugged at the corners of his mouth. "Hell of a swing," he muttered, nodding toward your machete. "Remind me not to piss you off."
You managed a small grin in return, though the weight of what had just happened hadn't fully lifted. "You looked like you needed a hand," you said simply, your voice steadier than you felt.
Dean's grin softened, and he reached out to clap a hand on your shoulder. The gesture was brief but heavy with meaning. "Thanks," he said, his voice quieter now. "Seriously. I owe you one."
Before either of you could say more, the silence of the room was broken by a faint noiseâa distant creak of footsteps echoing through the mansion. The two of you exchanged a glance, the momentary reprieve evaporating as the reality of the situation returned. The fight wasn't over. There were still more vampires lurking in the shadows, and you both knew it.
Dean bent to retrieve his machete, his movements steady despite the fatigue etched into his frame. "Let's finish this," he said, his voice firm, his green eyes sharp once more.
You nodded, your machete still at the ready.
The heavy iron doors of the Men of Letters bunker creaked and groaned as you, Sam, and Dean pushed them open, stepping into the dimly lit warmth of your sanctuary. The hunt was finally over. Days of tracking the vampire herd, endless skirmishes, and close calls had culminated in one brutal showdown, leaving the herd annihilatedâand all of you battered and exhausted. The adrenaline that had kept you on your feet had long since burned out, leaving only the ache of bruises and the bone-deep fatigue that followed every hunt.
Dean was the last to step inside, his machete hanging loosely at his side, the blade streaked with dried blood. His shirt was torn in several places, revealing fresh cuts and purple bruises across his arms, chest, and shoulders. He moved with a slight limp, favoring his left leg, and his face was streaked with grime and bloodâsome his, some not. Yet despite his disheveled state, he still managed to mutter, "Those damn bloodsuckers were on steroids or something," his tone laced with sarcasm as usual.
Sam, equally worse for wear with a gash above his eyebrow and dirt smudged across his face, clapped Dean on the back. "You're lucky they didn't do worse," he quipped, his voice heavy with exhaustion. Without waiting for a response, Sam trudged off toward his room, the promise of a shower and sleep clearly his priority. "I'll patch this up later," he added, gesturing vaguely to his injuries before disappearing down the hall.
Dean made to follow, his steps slow and uneven, but you stepped in front of him, crossing your arms and blocking his path. "Hold it right there," you said, your tone firm yet gentle. "You're the one who looks like you just went twelve rounds with a grizzly bear. Sit down."
Dean rolled his eyes, letting out a huff of annoyance. "I'm fine," he muttered, though the stiffness in his posture and the wince that flickered across his face told a different story. "It's just a couple scratches."
You raised an eyebrow, unfazed by his bravado. "Uh-huh. And I'm the queen of England. Sit. Down."
He sighed dramatically, but the fight was already gone from him. Dropping into one of the war room chairs with a heavy thud, he leaned back, letting his machete clatter onto the table. "Fine, Nurse Ratched," he grumbled, though his voice lacked its usual bite.
Without another word, you grabbed the first-aid kit from its usual spot on the shelf and pulled up a chair beside him. Dean watched as you opened the kit and laid out what you needed, his lips twitching in a faint smirk. "You're really getting a kick out of this, aren't you?"
"Not even a little," you shot back, already dampening a cloth with antiseptic. "Now sit still and shut up."
Dean complied, though not without muttering something about you being bossier than Sam. You ignored him, focusing on cleaning the blood and grime from his face and arms. The silence between you was comfortable, broken only by the occasional hiss or wince from Dean when you pressed too hard on a particularly nasty gash. Your hands moved methodically, and despite his usual resistance to being fussed over, Dean stayed still, letting you work.
As you carefully wrapped a bandage around a deep cut on his arm, you caught him watching you. Out of the corner of your eye, you saw that his usual smirk was gone, replaced by something softer, almost contemplative. His green eyes lingered on your face, the intensity of his gaze making you pause.
"What?" you asked, glancing up at him.
Dean shook his head slightly, a faint smile tugging at his lips. "Nothing," he said, his voice quieter than usual. "Just... you're good at this."
You raised an eyebrow, your tone playful but pointed. "I've had a lot of practice patching you up, Winchester."
He chuckled, but it was a quiet, almost bittersweet sound. "Yeah, I guess you have." His gaze dropped briefly, as if searching for the right words, before he looked back up at you. "You don't have to, you know. Take care of me like this. I'm supposed to be the one looking out for you."
You frowned, tightening the bandage with a little more force than necessary. "You don't get to decide that," you said firmly. "You're not just some guy I hunt with, Dean. You matter to me, okay? So stop being stubborn and let me take care of you."
Dean's breath hitched slightly at your words, his expression shifting. For a moment, he just looked at you, his usual walls nowhere to be found. His green eyes softened, and the vulnerability there made your chest tighten. When he spoke, his voice was barely above a whisper. "I think I'm in love with you."
The confession hung in the air like a thunderclap, the weight of it sinking into the quiet space between you. You froze, staring at him, your heart racing as you processed his words. Dean Winchester, a man who guarded his emotions with ironclad defenses, had just let them spill out in the most unexpected way.
"Dean..." you started, but he cut you off with a small, self-deprecating laugh.
"Don't worry," he said quickly, his voice rough. "You don't have to say anything. I just... I needed to get it out there. You deserve to know."
You took a deep breath, steadying yourself before placing a hand on his uninjured arm. "Dean," you said softly, your voice steady despite the emotions swirling inside you. "You're an idiot if you think I don't feel the same way."
His eyes widened slightly, and for a moment, he looked almost vulnerable. "You do?"
You smiled, squeezing his arm gently. "Of course I do, you stubborn ass. But we'll talk about it laterâafter you let me finish patching you up."
Dean let out a breathy laugh, his smile genuine this time. "Fair enough," he said, leaning back in the chair. "But you're still bossy."
"And you're still reckless," you shot back, shaking your head with a grin. "Take your shirt off."
Dean's eyebrows shot up, and despite the fatigue lining his face, a slow, cocky grin spread across his lips. "Well, if you wanted me naked, you could've just said so," he teased, his voice carrying that familiar drawl of Winchester charm. "Didn't peg you as the 'wounded soldier' type, but hey, I'm not complaining."
You rolled your eyes, doing your best to ignore the way his grin tugged at something in your chest. "I'm serious. I need to clean that cut on your chest, and I can't do that with your shirt in the way."
"Mm, bossy. I like it," he quipped, but as he reached for the hem of his shirt, his smirk faltered for a moment when the movement made him wince. He pulled the fabric over his head, tossing it to the floor with a groan.
You tried not to stare, but the sight of his battered torso was hard to ignore. Bruises in various stages of discoloration painted his skin, and dried blood streaked across the angry red gash that ran diagonally across his chest. Even beaten and bruised, Dean Winchester was... well, he was still Dean Winchester.
Focus. You grabbed a cloth, soaked it in antiseptic, and stepped closer, crouching slightly to better reach his chest. "This might sting," you warned, pressing the cloth gently against the wound.
Dean hissed, his muscles tensing beneath your touch. "No kidding," he muttered through gritted teeth. "You're lucky you're cute; otherwise, I'd be kicking you out of my personal space right now."
You raised an eyebrow, barely suppressing a smirk of your own. "Pretty sure I've earned my place in your personal space, Winchester."
He chuckled, though it was rough and breathy. "Fair point." His green eyes lingered on you as you worked, his smirk softening into something more genuine. "Y'know, you're pretty good at this."
"I've had a lot of practice," you replied, dabbing carefully around the edges of the gash. "Mostly because you keep getting yourself into situations like this."
Dean leaned back slightly in his chair, his gaze never leaving your face. "Well, if this is how you're gonna take care of me, maybe I'll get banged up more often. Free TLC from my favorite person? Could be worse."
You let out a small huff of exasperation, but his words still sent a flicker of warmth through you. "You're impossible," you muttered, shaking your head.
As you continued to clean his wounds, the air between you shifted. The banter quieted, replaced by something heavier, more intimate. The room seemed to shrink, the space between you and Dean charged with an unspoken tension. You could feel his gaze on you, more intent now, as if he were memorizing every detail of your face. Your hand brushed against his side as you worked, and his breath hitched almost imperceptibly.
When you finally stood to discard the bloodied cloth, Dean's hands suddenly found your waist. His grip was firm but careful, his calloused fingers pressing gently into your sides. The unexpected touch made you freeze for a moment, your heartbeat stuttering as his thumbs brushed lightly against your hips. You opened your mouth to say something, but before you could, you felt the warmth of his lips against your neck.
The kiss was soft, almost tentative, as if he were testing the waters. His breath was warm against your skin, and the way his lips lingered sent a shiver down your spine. You stood still, your hands hovering uncertainly near his shoulders, unsure whether to push him away or pull him closer.
Then he tilted his head up, capturing your lips in a kiss that was anything but tentative. It was slow and deliberate, carrying a weight that left you breathless. This wasn't the impulsive kind of kiss born from adrenaline or heat of the moment. This was something else entirelyâsomething deliberate, something meaningful.
Your mind raced, trying to piece together what this meant. Dean Winchester wasn't exactly known for vulnerability, and this was different. There was no bravado, no smirk. Just him, raw and unguarded.
When he finally pulled back, his forehead rested lightly against yours, his hands still on your waist as if he couldn't bring himself to let go. His green eyes searched yours, his expression uncharacteristically open. It was as though he was trying to say something but didn't know how.
"Dean," you whispered, your voice barely audible.
His lips quirked into a small, almost shy smile. "Don't," he murmured, his voice soft, almost pleading. "Don't say anything. Just... let me have this."
You swallowed hard, your emotions warring in your chest as you placed a hand gently on his shoulder. "Okay," you said softly, your voice steady despite the storm raging inside you. "But, Dean... I'm not going anywhere."
He closed his eyes for a moment, the tension in his shoulders easing slightly at your words. When he opened them again, the vulnerability in his gaze was still there, but so was something elseâsomething warmer. His hands loosened slightly on your waist, though he didn't let go.
"Good," he said quietly, his voice carrying a faint trace of that signature Winchester charm. "Because I'm not ready to let you go."
Dean's hands, so steady and certain in battle, now moved with a different kind of confidence. They trailed downward from your waist, his touch warm even through the fabric of your shirt. The shift in his grip sent a shiver through you, anticipation crackling in the air like static.
When his hands settled firmly on your ass, his hold was unapologetically possessive. He gave it a squeeze, a low hum of satisfaction rumbling from his throat, the sound reverberating through your chest. Against your lips, you felt the telltale curve of his smirk, laced with mischief and hunger. He pulled back just enough to meet your gaze, his green eyes alight with that dangerous combination of charm and heat that was uniquely Dean Winchester.
"Didn't think I'd get you in my lap tonight," he muttered, his voice a low, gravelly drawl that sent warmth pooling low in your stomach. "But I'm not complaining."
Before you could form a coherent responseâwhether to quip back, scold him for his timing, or give in entirelyâDean shifted. His grip tightened, firm and insistent, and with one smooth, fluid motion, he pulled you forward. Your knees slid onto the chair on either side of his hips, your body straddling his thighs as he drew you into his lap. The sudden movement left you breathless, your chest brushing against his as you steadied yourself.
His hands returned to your hips, anchoring you firmly in place as if daring you to move. His gaze roamed over your face, taking in every detail with a mix of amusement and barely concealed desire. "That's better," he murmured, his lips twitching into a self-satisfied grin. "Now I've got you right where I want you."
Your breath hitched, and before you could retort, he surged forward, claiming your lips once more. This kiss was nothing like the firstâit was hungry, demanding, a raw intensity that made your pulse race. His lips moved against yours with fervor, his hands pressing against your hips to pull you even closer, until there wasn't a sliver of space left between your bodies.
As the kiss deepened, his tongue teased yours, every movement deliberate, sending heat coursing through you. His fingers curled against your sides, not enough to hurt, but enough to remind you of the power he held. Beneath you, you could feel the tension in his muscles, the coiled strength barely restrained as you balanced precariously on his lap.
When his lips finally broke away from yours, it was only to trail down your jaw, leaving a hot, tingling path in their wake. He pressed kisses to the sensitive skin of your neck, each one deliberate, calculated. His breath was warm against your pulse, and when his teeth grazed the tender spot just below your ear, your body reacted instinctivelyâa soft, involuntary sound escaping your lips.
Dean chuckled, the sound low and rich, vibrating against your skin. "Careful," he murmured, his voice thick with amusement and a darker, more primal edge. "Make noises like that, and I might not let you off this lap for a while."
There was teasing in his tone, but beneath it, there was something deeperâsomething raw and unspoken. You could feel it in the way his hands moved over your body, exploring with a mix of reverence and desire. He wasn't just touching you; he was committing every curve, every line, to memory, as though this moment mattered more than either of you had expected.
When his lips returned to yours, the kiss was just as searing, just as consuming, but now it carried a weight that left you breathless. There was no rush, no urgency to move beyond thisâjust Dean, claiming every inch of you with his touch, his kiss, his presence. His hands remained steady on your hips, keeping you tethered to him, as though letting go wasn't an option.
And you realized you didn't want him to let go. Dean Winchester had a way of commanding a room, of making you feel like nothing else existed but the two of you. In this moment, you were more than willing to let him consume you completely.
Your fingers tangled in Dean's hair, the strands soft and warm against your touch as he kissed you with an intensity that made your world narrow down to just him. His hands gripped your ass firmly, his hold unapologetic and possessive, grounding you in a way that made your pulse race. The heat of his palms burned through your clothes, a stark contrast to the cool air of the bunker. Every touch carried a deliberate weightâhunger, yes, but also something deeper, something unspoken that lingered in the space between you.
Dean finally broke the kiss, his breath warm against your lips as he pulled back just enough to speak. His voice was low and gravelly, tinged with a vulnerability you didn't often hear from him. "You know," he began, his green eyes meeting yours with an almost shy flicker, "I had this whole damn night planned for you."
The unexpected confession caught you off guard, and you blinked at him, your hands still resting in his hair. "What?" you whispered, your voice soft, barely audible over the thundering of your heartbeat.
Dean let out a quiet chuckle, equal parts humor and self-deprecation, as his hands slid from your ass to rest gently on your hips. He tilted his head back slightly, his gaze searching yours, as if he were trying to gauge your reaction. "Yeah," he said, his tone quieter now, a rare tenderness weaving through his words. "Candles, music, real foodânot diner junk. I even picked out a bottle of whiskey that didn't taste like it came out of an engine block."
Your lips parted in surprise, the image of Dean Winchesterâgruff, no-nonsense, and allergic to emotional displaysâmeticulously planning a romantic evening stirring something deep in your chest. "You?" you managed, a note of disbelief creeping into your voice.
His smirk returned, but it was softer now, lacking his usual cocky edge. "Yeah, me. Don't look so shocked." He leaned in, pressing a kiss to the corner of your mouth, lingering there for a moment before pulling back just enough to speak again. "I don't do that kind of thing for just anyone. But for you... I wanted to."
Your hands slid from his hair to cup his face, your thumbs brushing gently over the stubble on his jaw. "Dean..." you began, your voice soft, but the weight of your emotions made it impossible to finish the sentence.
Dean cut you off, his smirk fading into a rueful grin. "Of course, the universe had other plans," he muttered, his tone turning wry. "Because why the hell not throw a pack of vampires into the mix, right? Nothing says romance like dead man's blood and machetes."
A soft laugh escaped you, the sound breaking through the heavy tension that had settled between you. "So, what? You're telling me I missed out on some grand romantic gesture?"
Dean's lips twitched into a quiet laugh of his own as his thumbs traced slow circles on your hips. "Not just some grand gesture," he corrected, his voice growing serious again. His green eyes locked onto yours, the sincerity in them hitting you harder than you expected. "I wanted you to know... how much you matter to me. How much thisâ" he gestured faintly between the two of you with a slight shrug "âmeans."
His words hit you like a freight train, the raw honesty in them leaving you momentarily speechless. Dean Winchester didn't do vulnerabilityânot often, and not easily. But here he was, baring himself to you in a way that was rare, even for him.
After a beat, you found your voice. "You didn't need candles or whiskey to show me that," you said, your voice soft but steady. "Just you, Dean... that's more than enough."
He studied you for a moment, his expression unreadable, before his lips curved into a small, genuine smile. "Yeah, well," he murmured, pressing a kiss to your forehead that was so tender it made your chest ache, "I'm still gonna make it up to you. Just wait."
His hands slid back to your ass, his grip firm and familiar, pulling you closer until your bodies pressed together again. His lips found yours once more, and this kiss was just as consuming as the firstâbut now it was softer, filled with something more profound than just hunger. It was a promise, a reassurance that thisâwhatever it wasâwasn't just a fleeting moment.
As the kiss deepened, his touch moved with the same deliberate care, his hands anchoring you to him as though he wanted to keep you there forever. You couldn't help but smile against his lips, your heart full as the weight of his words lingered.
Maybe the night hadn't gone as planned. Maybe there were no candles, no music, no expensive whiskey. But none of that mattered. Because Dean was here, raw and unguarded, and in this messy, unplanned moment, he had given you something far more valuable than any grand gesture.
He had given you him. And that was more than enough.
I am 100% sure that Male reader will be like their big man that helps them, and Sam just suddenly received a card full of money for him and another for Dean that says "buy yourselves something pretty" and Sam's like 'You BETTER star dating that asshole.
Soldier boy looking at you when you ain't looking, when you're all relaxed pretty and smiling at everyone and everything, you hate him, or atleast find him disgusting, he knows that, he knows people can't take a đđđđ man like him. People are too soft and sensitive to take him, you are, but you're so goddamn beautiful he can't even take you, because you're too precious, too nice and kind for someone like him that carries weed to sleep, drinks drugs with no care for anyone else than himself, is too much.
But yet, he's here again, staring as you talk with Hughie, and he sees it, jaw clenching while he tries to keep a low profile. Sees how he đĽđ¨đŻđđŹ you and you love him back, how he treats you just right and you let him take care of you, while you don't let anyone else, anyone else that isn't Hughie is already doomed to not be loved by you, atleast not romantically; but Benjamin craves it, he needs it to be able to breathe straight, his breath hitches when you brush past him, hard to get and yet, so difficult to feel loved by you like how Hughie has it, and he's jealous because he knows he will never have it.
He creeps on the door and turns to leave, he must look like a stalker staring at you like that, cigarette mushed by his teeth and he doesn't care when it falls to the ground, because yeah he's an asshole but he loves you, and the best thing to do is to not let you love him back, because what you and Hughie have is so real and precious he might actually vomit because it is so cursi, because he's used to taking things even if they aren't his, but he madured, and the best way to love, is to let go.