It’s been a month since I moved my blog. Even longer still since the entire event that kicked all this into motion happened. In a way, it got me the help I needed. And a diagnosis.
Which happens to be Borderline Personality Disorder. I am getting treatment, and having that diagnosis for certain is a weight off my back. So I can freely say a lot of my actions were driven by this illness that no one ever bothered to look close enough at me to find. I’m going into intensive therapy soon, that’s step one to treatment.
With that in hand; I think I was harsh when I left here. I had too many thoughts about people talking behind my back, people trying to hurt me, people purposefully ignoring me just to hurt me (though that one did happen - and to that person I want to say you’re a horrible human being, thanks for that).
I still have some healthy paranoia about some people, so I won’t give away my new URL freely. I know some of you who really did like me have my Discord. You can message me there. Currently, as of writing this, my handle is ‘lane bean’.
Alternatively, you can reply to this post and I can follow you on the new blog. I’m not going to count likes as those are very ambiguous in meaning. I will check back on this on my new blog. Simply leave something like ‘+1′ as a reply and when I check, I’ll follow you if you don’t have me on Discord or any other reasoning.
