October 20
03:43
I can't sleep
yet
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October 20
03:43
I can't sleep
yet

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i’m actually tired bro, like from the bottom of my heart. i am tired
literature has saved my life several times......like so many times I have felt emotions that I cannot shake, that feel so heavy and unearthly and then I stumble across a poem, or a quote from a human decades or even centuries ago and suddenly i feel connected to them...i am reminded that hope exists! the perfect arrangement of words can heal a wound in the heart that has existed for years! the power of literature!
don’t!!! fake!!!! your!!!! interests!!!! to!!!! make!!!! someone!!!! like!!!!! you!!!!
don’t!!! bury!!!! your!!!! interests!!! to!!!!! make!!!! someone!!!! like!!!!! you!!!!

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Call Me by Your Name (2017) dir. Luca Guadagnino
“this reminded me of you” is the cutest thing. like i dont care if its a song or a photo or a youtube video i will be excited
October 18
sleep evades me once again
And
I miss writing
Don't get me wrong, I have much to be grateful for. I'm so lucky to have such a strong network of people who genuinely appreciate my presence and care for me.
WHAT AM I MISSING
WHY DO I STILL FEEL SO EMPTY
WHERE IS IT ALL GOING
How is it that just an hour ago I was feeling so full of light and contentment
and now
I feel there is a hole in my heart
And the light is leaking out
And I want so badly to hold it all in
But it is almost gone
I'm tired

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my existence is a complete set of jigsaw puzzle pieces and I have yet to figure out how it all fits together
Matt asked if I was looking for a solution
"Yes of course", I said.
"Well perhaps there just isn't one".
Haven't checked in in a while and I think it's taking a toll on my mental health. My mind is constantly whirring, and without an avenue to spill out into, all my thoughts have been circling around and around, amplifying into a vortex waiting to implode.
I love my course of study. I love my housemates. Family are a little panicked but otherwise well. I have plenty of food to eat, I am exercising regularly and getting enough sleep. I'm cooking, listening to podcasts, doing yoga. Doing all the things that I know fill me with light.
And yet
For some reason I feel like I'm losing myself
And I just want to understand
Why it is I feel so
Heavy
All of a sudden
And I want to know what I can do to restore the light
Because I can't keep running away from reality every time something doesn't quite feel right
And although I've made leaps and bounds in terms of self-development, I still bear this gnawing sensation of being too weak for the world.

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Every day is an opportunity for self reinvention, but I guess this arbitrarily defined new decade is an excuse for a wealth of revelations, experiments, starting afresh.
I've opened my heart more in the last two weeks than I have in the last two decades, and much to my amazement, my world has not crashed and burned. I'm uncomfortable and terrified, yet more alive than ever before.
October 25
Aaaaaand just like that, Biomed is over. Time needs to SLOW TF DOWN