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the pros of reading ao3 fics in public is that their layout is so clean and simple that people would think you’re reading some academic researches when you’re in fact reading a 50k fic. the cons is that you need to control your face all the fucking time
Cons: people ask what you are reading and you go “uhhh” as you now have to decide whether to be truthful or make up a believable lie based off the plot
im about to catsit next month for a (lovingly) crazy woman who is so deeply obsessed with her cat's care its touching truly. he needs insulin shots and she is telling me that shes going to send voice notes to my phone of her saying "copo! baby! its time for your insulin!" "come here handsome!" "its insulin time sweetie!" so that he feels safe getting his insulin from a stranger. im like girl i love it. i love this
she was telling me yesterday "sometimes i look at him and he looks at me and i feel like we can hear each other's thoughts. is that crazy" and i was like "no of course not"
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“Sky too big” also gets you on the tops of very tall, sharp mountains, where standing at the top means everything around you except the snow under your feet is blue sky.
Y’all’re joking, but I remember the agoraphobia I had the very first time I spent time in prairie states. There was this terror inside of nowhere to run, nowhere to hide. It went away when I flew back to the East coast.
It was there the 2nd time too, but not quite as strongly.
Even TALKING about it now makes me feel anxious.
Laugh all you want, but when you’re used to driving a few hours and hitting ocean, and an hour and hitting mountains, being surrounded by nothing but flat and Flat and FLAT and knowing that’s all there is for hundreds of miles does things to ya.
Not even slightly joking, though. Flat places give me the horrors. At least when you go up a mountain, you went to see the sky void, and you can hike right back down and hide from it in a nice valley somewhere. Safe little critter under the nice tall trees.
Out in the Flat Places* there’s nowhere to goddam hide from the sky. It’s all nothingness from horizon to horizon, and that nothingness wants to grind you under its boot like an ant, I swear to god.
*Flat Places may vary person by person, but I absolutely am including low hill country because I think it makes it worse. You look at the hills and expect to see mountains but none appears!
As a child of the misty forest, this open place above is terrifying. (I felt afraid all the way through Kansas). But then, a lot of folks fear them the misty forest. Especially at night.
For context: I'm from Scotland, and my spouse @mothman-etd is from Minnesota. I grew up surrounded by forests and hills as far as the eye can see.
When we first started dating, I'd usually only travel to see him in the Twin Cities, except one time, one of his coworkers was getting married up in North Dakota, so we made it into a road trip.
I fell asleep in the car like a true passenger princess and woke up to nothing but flatness, but not just any flatness, no. It had been raining, and the plains were filled with water, so for all intents and purposes, it was like waking up in the middle of the fucking ocean with nothing but too much sky above me and absolutely nothing around us but the endless stretch of water and the empty road in front of us.
When I tell you the primal fear that went through me. It was like falling upwards. It was like gravity just didn't exist, and there was no limit to how high my panic could rise. I had to do that stretch of the journey with my chair tipped back so I couldn't see the emptiness. Like a blinkered horse ready to bolt and break all my legs at once in a frenzied panic to escape the Nothingness.
Eventually, we pulled over at a service station, and I can honestly say I've never been so happy to see a roadside Subway in all my life.
To add on to @thebibliosphere story, while it was raining it was also flood season. So Joy woke up to this:
All of North Dakota is the same elevation, so nothing stops the flood water. The interstate roads are built just high enough so you can still drive on them so it really looks like you are driving in the ocean when it happens. But not the normal ocean, a still, no waves, quiet ocean with random patches of trees sticking up.
Another fun tibit about this flood season is the Red River, which is the primary source of this flooding, flows north. So as the winter turns to spring the south part thaws first and smashes right into the still frozen part. Basically it's like turning on your kitchen faucet directly onto the counter instead of the sink.
This is so fascinating to me because it took five years of living in a city of tall buildings to stop feeling claustrophobic every time I went outside. I'm from Manitoba and Saskatchewan and I love watching the storm come in for three days and in the city of tall buildings you can't even see the next street over and it deeply unsettles me.
I was born and raised on the Prairies and love them with all my heart
But there's a bit in The Gulag Archipelago that talks about Mongol prison camps, where out on the great steppe they just made prisoners dig a big hole in the dirt, and then when it became too big to climb out of, they made them hand up the shovel and walked away.
I love coming to Tumblr and finding posts that perfectly describe past experiences I didn't have the words for before.
When I was a kid, the laws around agricultural land ownership and inheritance in my region changed.
Before, land was always split between the heirs of the previous owner, which resulted in very small plots of land. Some of them, and I'm not joking, were only barely big enough to plant a tree in them. This also meant issues in developing modern agriculture or roads.
There were commons as well! They were oak plantations that surrounded each and every village. Each village inhabitant/family had the ownership of a few oak trees which they could cut down or prune a few big branches off them to have wood for the winter. The land however was a common property, aka anyone could use the commons to feed animals, pick mushrooms, etc.
All of this meant I had barely seen a far-off horizon before, except for a few car/bus rides where we climbed a mountain. At most, I was used to seeing hills after hills stretching for 5-6 kilometers, tops.
Then the laws regarding agricultural land changed.
Land could no longer be split as the default inheritance system—only very big plots above a certain size can be split now. The government sent agricultural techs that registered each person's plot of land, its type of soil, the location, etc. Then years after, at the end of this process, they transferred the equivalent amount of terrain to the land owners, but grouped in one or two very big plots instead of the 75+ stamp-sized plots from before. The commons stopped being communal and were instead split among private owners as well.
Which meant that suddenly, everybody was RUSHING to cut down the ancient oak forests, and any other kind of trees, to sell them as timber before the ownership transference was complete.
Suddenly, the horizon went from being all twisty tree branches that hid the village from the sky, to being utterly exposed. And it's not just that the sky was much more visible now—the land was plain, filled with plot after plot of crops, with no visual variety that would catch your eye and make you linger for a second. You tried to look at the horizon and your gaze would slide right off of it, it was the weirdest sensation. And one year afterwards, once I finally started getting used to it, I realized I could now see a landmark that was 30+ kilometers away on a good day.
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It's almost hard to believe, but the amazing and gorgeous @moonnogginn and I have collaborated! 💥🦊🐲
The fusion of our styles was so smooth that you might not even notice that I was drawing Foxxian's lineart and then rendering it on Lu's Dragonji lineart, just like she rendered mine one 😸
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