Jenni|Wannabe Writer

Feeling so lost and close to the edge,

And I don’t know who to call to pull me back in.

While everyone seems to be going on with their lives, growing up.

But what about me?

Stuck in a place, so dark I can’t see my own shaking hands. All alone and too weak to call for help.

Don’t want to be a burden or make anyone sad, because I am unable to go on living.

Now all I can do is wondering what happened to that happy young girl full of life? When did the lights in her eyes start dimming and loosing spark?

All that fighting and clawing back has finally caught up to me.

People always say what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, but fighting to keep on living makes you numb and empty, unable to keep on fighting when there’s no peace in sight.

Should I try one more time or should I finally admit defeat, and finally experience peace?

hey friend

dont kill yourself tonight ok

you have a really pretty smile and i know its not always easy to manage one but itd be a bummer if we never had the chance to see it ever again

may be on Tumblr tonight

and in the future

She was already under government surveillance before that for her support of the Black Panthers and her show of solidarity with two separate first nations re-occupations (Fort Lawton and Alcatraz). 

Jane Fonda’s mugshot from Nov. 3, 1970.

She was arrested on trumped-up drug smuggling charges, which an officer later admitted was their only way of booking her because god damn Nixon wanted her arrested for her anti-Vietnam War activism. The FBI and the CIA, and the NSA had been surveilling her for months without her knowledge.

Like, yes, a lot of Catholic clergy during the Middle Ages did practice magic in secret, but they weren't keeping it secret as some sort of sinister top-down conspiracy to deny magic to the Common People: they were mostly keeping it secret from their own superiors. It wasn't one of those "well, it's okay when we do it" deals: the Church very much did not want its local priests doing wizard shit. We have official records of local priests being disciplined for getting caught doing wizard shit. And the preponderance of evidence is that most of them would take their lumps, promise to stop doing wizard shit, then go right back to doing wizard shit.