I am also afraid that I could die at any second.

I think I found someone who is actually not going to leave this time? And it feels crazy, but amazing. I’m also afraid that they could die at any second.

I feel directionless more often than not.

I like working with my hands. I love making things.

I’ve grown more hateful than I have ever been, but I’m so full of love at the same time.

I still have a hard time with confrontation and I’m not sure if that will ever change.

My anxiety has manifested itself in a very physical form this past year. I’m still learning how to handle it.

I know I’m a good person, but I can’t help but feel like a disappointment to a lot of people I love.

I miss a lot of things, but I’m also very excited for the future.

I’m scared that I will blink and I’ll be an old woman who let her life pass her by. Or not even let it, it just happened and there’s no way to turn back time.

I’m a jealous person and I truly hate it and don’t know how to stop.

Growing up is very hard and weird and I feel like this is a very strange point in time for me.